Picking flowers in the early hours.

2009-07-30T15:37:00.003+08:00

Deadbeat - Ganjaguru

Don't let the name fool you, this Malaysian DJ is dayum good. :D Introduced by the one and only Melvin Han Beng Beng.

Haven't been updating at Blogger because I found a new space. I still want to keep Blogger here for random and useless posts like that when I wait for the rest by the fail doors of E2.

I found a new space at King Midas why King Midas? It was my favourite song for the week of last lat month? It was one of those song that made me sit down and listen to every lyric. It was that good.

The song is Rabbit Heart by Florence + The Machine. Check it out.
Very nais vibe to it.

Till then! Read mme at King Midas :) Will update this section as well. Not to worry.

Not like anybody still reads Linnny.

2009-07-08T20:13:00.004+08:00

Electric Feel (Justice Remix) - MGMT

Honestly speaking, the things that RP is doing is just making me sit in my little W46D chair. Why am I pushed around at W4 canteen when I already said I forgot to bring my sticker and I'm going up to get the dumb piece of sticky tape with a horrible shade of brown hue. But still, Ms. facilitator from god know's where decided that it'd be awesome to piss me off by touching AND pushing me.

Why can't people understand the fact that I don't like people touching me! Why can't you bloody strangers understand that I do not like you touching me? Huh?!

I had a glass bottle smash near my feet (I was wearing slippers) woke up 10 seconds before my bus stop and shouted "oh shit piss fuck" and got off the bus to cross the road only to be caught in the middle of a 4-way junction outside Hillview. Thanks.

Got back to the apartment and had the security barriers hit my head. Thanks.

But still managed to get home in one piece. Amazing.

I'm gonna take a little time, a little time to look around me.

2009-06-26T19:53:00.004+08:00

The Way I Am - Ingrid Michaelson

Honestly uh, one day I will get poisoned from chewing on plastic too much. Chewing on my cable ties, chewing on straws, chewed on plastic forks, chewed on straws, chewed on straws, chewed more straws and more cable ties and straws and cable ties and cable ties.....

I cannot stop chewing, I kind of think that it's my alternative to smoking. I am trying to curb sthe cravings that strike every 5 – 7 minutes. Yes, I did calculate the intervals. It’s not like I have a lot of cash to spare right? And not like I have many $11.20’s to go around tarring my lungs and all right?

That’s not the point. I’ve concurred that I should stop, regardless of whatever reasons I may come up with to not quit but yes, I have to. I just have to.

The sporadic screaming and random tsunamis of sudden PMS attacks when it’s not even PMS season is just bloody draining. Still don’t know what’s going on and it shall remain status quo until things start to brighten up. I don’t know when, how or what, but I truly madly deeply hope that I don’t die before the quarantine ends.

I still want to do school stuff like walk to school and grumble, feeling the wind in my hair which will never ever get out of my fais. Talk about boys, music and what not. Talk to Kimmy, Lizzy and Stevie about random happenings and crack into hysterical fits when Kimmy/Stevie does something like robot dancing whilst saying the phrase which is coincidently someone’s name. Or just sleeping in my hoodie on Food Haven’s horribly dirty tables but I don’t really care because I’m so tired and all.

I miss school, a lot, probably because it’s my sole distraction from frustrating stuff like _________ and sometimes _________.

Every day, every single fucking day, I convince myself that there are at least 3.5 billion of people out there who are in a state far off than I am in.

2009-06-24T23:44:00.002+08:00

China White - He Is Legend

We have officially been quarantined, just us the Year 1s, albeit being in the same building/area/complex as us. All of our seniors have not been quarantined. Hmm. Oh well, doesn't really bother me that much.

I'll only miss hugging Lizzypoopants and Hakimballs, maybe my attempts to kill Stevie but that's not the point.

Man, still got to wake up at 8:30 in my pjs to get work done. Boring or whut.

Peas ya'll.

2009-06-22T20:59:00.002+08:00

The Undertaker's Thirst For Revenge is Unquenchable (The Final Battle) - Chiodos

I am on a roll. Blogging and all with no pictures. I think I wasted my day away today.

I did nothing but to camp on Facebook and do lame quizzes on Facebook like trying to find the characteristics of my inner child or something.

I fell asleep on 963 today and woke up with my grumpy fais and I looked like I was about to annihilate everybody on the bus. I saw my reflection and I got a shock.

Can I do something productive? Hmm?

2009-06-22T13:21:00.004+08:00

Tekno Love Song - Coco Rosie

To everybody who rejoiced the moment you thought you could skip school,

Maybe RP's trying to minimize the spread of the flu viruses and they decided to switch off all the air conditioners in school. It's horribly stuffy around here. Fux.

There was a rumor spreading around, mentioning that W1 & W3 has like H1N1 Influenza viruses spreading. I honestly think whoever was the one who spreaded the rumor should be shot dead. I mean, honestly! you're just making fun out of the patients' agony. Funny ah? Like rejoicing and all 'cus we have H1N1 Viruses around so that YOU can get a few days off your unproductive life.

Fucking annoyed by the outbursts of happiness from people just because there is a chance to extend the school holidays. So happy for holidays then don't fucking come to school. Just stay at home and pray for the next holocust to happen or something. So we don't need to do Math and Science.

Speaking of which, I got an E for Math. Why am I not surprised.

2009-06-20T19:53:00.003+08:00

Misery Is A Butterfly - Blonde Redhead

Hi Jebus,
This is Lin here, in case you forgot. I think I'm going through a lot of shit here so please get stuff done soon. I'm kind of sick of waiting and things are going downhill. I'm swimming against current and everything is seemingly gray and monotonous.

I'm going to kill something with my bare hands soon.

Honestly, the shit that pours in like a freaking mudslide is not stopping at all. I don't really care if you don't know what I'm trying to say. I think I'm going to explode soon? There's too much shit going on and I really want to hurt somebody.

All I can do is to sit behind my laptop and type on my document page. I can't possibly show my emotions can I because "there are people far off worse than me". Honestly, what's with this "there are people far off worse than you" and that "kids in Africa has nothing to eat."

I just want to bitch! I just want to show everybody my emotions whether they like it or not. I will show all of you my pissed off face of the year and nobody can do anything about it. Nobody.

I don't really mean the above paragraph.

2009-06-20T18:53:00.002+08:00

Hells Bells - AC/DC

Fwah! Finally finished work. Had an amazing dinner at Haato with my Clique, Jem, KX, YH, CQ, CF, Gilbert, JianMing. Basically everybody showed up :) Vedelene was there too.

Ate, chat and chilled. JianMing fetched us to Petir and then we made our way home.
Like a fun only. HAHAHAHAH, inside joke.

Oh, and I got into E.M.P (that's electronic music production) for you. I don't know if they rejected anybody but yeah. So I guess I have an I.G now?

Oh, he's really cute, cus he wore geek specs.
Heh.

2009-06-19T15:50:00.003+08:00

XXZXCUZX Me - Crystal Castles

I just decided to blog since there is nothing much to do whilst waiting for 4:30pm to come. Currently sitting my arse at W4 waiting with Beng Beng listening to Electronic + Hardcore.

So what happened in class today. Had Science which wasn't that bad, mainly 'cus I was with my Dream Team :) Ahmad, Rafi, Mei and Fi, it's fucking shiok to work with people you can work with. I was motivated to get some shit done. Not that bad, until Derk mentioned the release of Enterprise Skills grade and I got a C, fucking depressing but yeah.

It was because Linny me, didn't pay much attention.

Oh well, I deserve what I deserved.

Sheesh, a C? Harsh man.

2009-06-17T21:08:00.002+08:00

Bird Priest - Ratatat

I had a long list of things to blog about but they all slipped my mind. I was about to fall into a deeep deeep coma whilst doing Law Proof today, went a huge round and decided to heck it and just plonk in "preponderance of the evidence" and "beyond a reasonable doubt". Whilst explaining, realized everybody gave blank faces but Andrew. I think it was quite bad... Used Uthayan as my example and it was quite funny.

So one day I got bored and saw pink and blue cable ties at BookLink so I bought and made all of them tie cable ties on their wrists. Steve-O and Kimballs have royal skin so they removed it. I think it looks pretty spiffy, either that or I'm just bored.

We sat around W4 and chatted about sex whilst Pinoy boy Steve-O went on with his "aku praying siol" and hid under his hoodie. That Pinoy cracks me up.

Um. Pamela came to school today! Hi 美人!

That's about it....

I cannot speak properly to Mom anymore, I know something is bugging/pissing her off but being the 17 going on 18 typical rebellious teen I am, I cannot hold a proper conversation with her without sounding like a barbarian. I cannot stand it when she treats Boston like a gem and whatever I trained goes down to the fahking drain and I need to re-teach Boston everything over again.

Rah!

I need a harg.

2009-06-11T23:03:00.002+08:00

Ceolakanth Is Android (MSTRKRFT Remix) - Polysics

MSTRKRFT IS FUCKING BRILLIANT.
MSTRKRFT IS FUCKING BRILLIANT.
MSTRKRFT IS FUCKING BRILLIANT.
MSTRKRFT IS FUCKING BRILLIANT.
MSTRKRFT IS FUCKING BRILLIANT.

kthnxbai.

2009-06-10T22:37:00.004+08:00

Suspicious Character - The Blood Arms

Watching Nip/Tuck depresses me sometimes. The amount of surgeries they'd go through just to look "perfect". Oh well, it's just a TV show. Right?

It's Wednesday night, spending Thursday at the Club. Friday - Sunday I'm down for work and we're back to school. Mentioning school, it's funny how when Helmi was mentioning that when he went out with his course mates, it was real fun, like 100 Helmi's in one single outing. I was wondering, is CCC like 100 Lin's or 100 Hakimball's or 100 Lizzy's.

Sounds pretty fun.

It's weird how kids my age are dying to head out, have fun, drink booze, smoke weed, spend time aimlessly and basically not doing anything productive. I think someone spiked my drinks or my Poifull jellybeans.

Pew.

Nip/Tuck's really addictive so I guess I'm going to stop here and ... a rolling stone gathers no moss.

Yea. I am so not that rock.

2009-06-08T23:39:00.003+08:00

Crystal Ball - Keane

So I mentioned I tried to get Fushitsu fixed right? So I did, the bitch causing all the problem is the freaking fingerprint reader which I don't even use. Roar! I wrote a card the GEMS (Go the extra mile service thing) to my technician, Sebastian. Really nice and patient guy!

He didn't charge me :}

Whilst waiting for Fushitsu to get things down. I bought X-Mini Max portable speakers (go google this amazing little device) :D! Bought some head bands and hair bands from Accesorize, printed and laminated pictures of Boston, bought drinks and little snacks, bought desserts, bought a pouch and a handmade dirty looking steel bangle :D

That's about it. Back to work soon.

2009-06-04T12:01:00.004+08:00

We Are Your Friends - Justice VS Simian

Worst week of PMS ever, pre PMS week was horrible, actual week is horribler. I can't believe I don't have a PMS tag for my blog entries, AMAZING.

My current Facebook status update. It's pretty badass :

Lin Xi Just wants to sit here with her jasmine green tea + malt tea + red tea + chamomile tea + whatever tea i can find in my house and not move at all. Fuck you all beings and animal poachers, fuck you to the moon and back.

Was on MSN with Hakimballs and realized that my name sounds weird with any given last name. I kind of blame the "X", it kinds of make everything else weird.

Momsie was an angel and sent my Fushitsu to Funan. Fullofshitjitsu. Fucking laptop wasted approximately 574 hours of my time waiting for it to boot up before crashing a million times. I still love her tough, albeit badly scratched and full of fur everywhere. Lizzy's Fushitsu decided to go all trippy with her and gave her bright pink fuschia screens. It was bloody trippy and it burns your eyes.

Fushitsu.

Oh well. I is gonna skip Sheesha trip with the pretty boys pretty girls of CCC 'cus of work on Friday. Nobody to make turtles with huh, Kimballs! :(

CSI. CSI. CSI.
I be CSI-ing you.

Kust jidding.

2009-06-02T21:10:00.003+08:00

The Words "Best Friends" Become Redefined - Chiodos

Shameless Advertising :)

So, if you haven't realized, I've been working at Club4Paws since November! So, if you have dogs, friends with dogs, family members with dogs, strangers with dogs, let them know about my workplace :) We have services that include

Day care services
Boarding services
Dog pool
Pet cafe
Grooming services
Pet taxi
Teeth scaling (at awesome prices)

All listed activities are specially for dogs!

Call 6364 7500 for more information :D

Okay, that's about it. I don't know what to blog about. Searching online for stuff regarding work.

Toodles.

2009-05-31T21:22:00.002+08:00

Boats & Birds - Gregory and The Hawk

So I'm watching Prison Break now, it makes me shift around in my seat. The show is just way too cliff-hanging for my liking but I still like it. I know, contradictions.

UTs are over but thanks to the great invention of computers, it caused us to have 2 retakes. Thanks to the god forbidden technical glitches. We have to retake our tests, thanks a lot, wires and screw bolts. Thanks.

I don't really know what to blog about, honestly. It's just school school school school, Hakimballs and Lizzy, W4 canteen food, the occasional South canteen visits, slacking at TRCC, singing songs, making turtles, laughing, having fun, laughing, snorting and long bus rides home. Adding on to the list this week, a rather cute guy from EMP. That phase would probably die off soon, like other perishable stuff, boys die off.

Honestly speaking, having Boston around beats having a boyfriend. So my next answer to people's questions like,"why you no boyfriend har?" I'd probably retort that Boston makes a great husband.

Who will be the person next to me when I wake up smelling like drool?
Boston.
Who will be the person next to me when I'm using my laptop, studying?
Boston.
Who will continue to kiss me after slapping on his muzzle?
Boston.
Who will always always always give me the cutest cutest of all possible emotions when I'm busy behind the counters?
Boston.
Who is still having seperation anxiety when I move off to somewhere else?
Boston :)

Dogs (Specifically Boston (: ) > Men.

Hakimballs been telling me things like how I put on a strong front and how I do not make the first move and things like that. So, Linny's going to be single for a long long time? I guess there's no answer to me getting a boyfriend soon. It's nice to have companion but I still don't believe in making the first move. I'd probably won't be less clumsy/hard-headed/stubborn anytime soon.

This post doesn't make sense at all.

2009-05-23T20:08:00.001+08:00

Typed a whole fucking chunk of rant about Astronomy camp and it all crashed and it's all gone.

Fuck.

2009-05-22T21:46:00.003+08:00

Twilight - Adam K & Soha

So here I am drinking soup and wondering why Channel 8 drama script writers cannot come up with something original. The show about the housewives mentioned that the housewives left home, at this 9pm student show, they also ran away from home. Honestly? No originality.

I finally have time to blog because it's a friday night and I'm here moping around not doing anything. Just chilling with a bowl of soop. How cool is that? Finished my RJ in 5 minutes, 200 words, how cool is that?

Came back from the EMP (Electronic Music Production) first general meeting. Honestly, it was a bore. Except for the screening of High Tech Soul, it was really awesome! The reason why I hate HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HAAAATE watching a good movie is because of the people in the theatre, for this case, the lecture room. People kept talking and murmuring and laughing, god know's wtf they were laughing at but it was bloody annoying. Any good movie would be ruined by people who KEEEEEEPS TALKING. God forbid, what's so bloody IMPORTANT THAT CANNOT WAIT TILL THE END OF THE FRICKING MOVIE.

/end rant.

There's an interview on EMP. Wtf am I going to say?!

Halp.

2009-05-19T22:29:00.004+08:00

Boats & Birds - Gregory and The Hawk

I thought school today would be okay, but it's draining me brains out. It's rewarding though.

For the love of god, even if I'm working with people I'm okay with, sometimes, just sometimes, it seems like I am doing all the work.

I can't save your ass during UTs.

What do they call picture blogs? Plogs?

2009-05-17T21:33:00.003+08:00

I Want To Know What Love Is - Foreign

Ooh, didn't sleep well last night and went to work grumpilyish. Boston followed suit and was grumpy as well. Avante and Flapper had a great time rolling around and nipping at one another's ears. Boston only looked on. Sometimes, I wonder what my little monster is thinking about, he's just so unpredictable.

Went to the main holding area and saw Hunter and Stormer playing happily, Sam sorta looked on as a proud father, it was pretty heart warming to see Stormer (full grown Dobermann) having fun with a tiny 2 month old puppy. :}

Came home and had paperbags lying on the table :} Paperbags can only mean one thing, Momsie went shopping. She bought me lotsa goodies! I am SO glad that my Momsie has impeccable taste when it comes to shopping for her fussy/whiny 18 year old daughter. I have never seen something that I didn't like. :D Adding on, my laptop sleeve arrived! Elated. It came with a handwritten note, very nais.

I really really really want a pet tiger. I'd name him Harlem if it's a boy tiger, if it's a girl tiger, Vienna.
For now, it's just my baby monster, Boston.

Note to self: Drink water constantly, don't only drink when you realized your head is spinning and you're on the verge of dehydration! You are really prone to dehydrating after that incident. Drink water !!!

2009-05-16T23:09:00.002+08:00

Edge Of Seventeen - Stevie Nicks

So, I promised to update more on this little space. I should spend lesser time on Facebook! :(
Work was pretty okay. Went home, showered and went out with Momsie again.

I'm tired now, so tired! Didn't really do much at work but I'm tired.

I think I'll just sleep and wake up bright and early tomorrow.

Time to study for UT as well. Enterprise skills, I am so going to ace you.
Or so I hope :(

2009-05-10T23:40:00.002+08:00

C'mon - Guster

Spoke to my manager for the longest time on Saturday, there was a crowd, but they were all having fun in the sun with their dogs.

Spoke to her about relationships and personalities. We're somehow common in a way or two. Then we moved into a conversation regarding relationships, I don't like it, but it was interesting. Saying how nowadays, many girls make the first move. I'd never make the first move, ever. It isn't something wrong or bad but it clashes with my personality. Hence, I conclude that I've got an answer every time someone poses me the "Why you don't have boyfriend har?" question. It's going to be wicked.

Mother's Day was just like any other day. Mom bought US lunch instead, irony. We ate KFC :D Finalllllyyy. Then we had plans to go for high tea and stupid things like going to shop at Vivo City for stuff and grocery, go to the beach, head over to Botanical Gardens, eat an expensive dinner at the country club and whatever that comes to our mind. We ended up spending the day watching DVDs and falling asleep altogether. Boston, me and Momsie.

The perfect way to spend an off day. :)

I have clothes spilling all over the bedroom floor, not good. Had plans to migrate to Boston's bed (it's a single size mattress) and sleep there; then use my bed as a...a.... wardrobe with no doors?

Okay, stop it.

2009-05-09T22:01:00.002+08:00

Boats & Birds - Gregory & the Hawk

Desktop.

Karl the gay german fashion designer.

FCUK 24/7

Marissa braided my hair.

:heart:

Fucking bad day in class.

I did.

I look stupid but I don't care.

If you'll be my star,
I'll be your sky.
You can hide underneath me and come out at night.
When I turn jet black and you show off your light.
I live to let you shine,
I live to let you shine.

2009-05-08T21:55:00.001+08:00

Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger – Daft Punk

Some of you guys have awesome possum taste in music :3. *ultra happy with her song list*

So, shit stirred in the class and it almost got me into shit. It's barely 3 weeks into school and new classmates and shit stirred.
Thanks but no thanks!

Okay, shall go talk to Dennis the Meaner.

2009-05-04T21:49:00.001+08:00

Against All Odds – The Postal Service

I need to talk.
I think I need to scream.

I need a hug.
I need 2 hugs.

I shall stay in my bubble.
With a warm cup of Chamomile tea.

2009-05-02T11:37:00.004+08:00

Lonely Christmas – Eason Chan

So here I am, sitting at the reception desk of Club4Paws, waiting for business to stream in. How many times must I emphasize that the groomers and the day care functions under different companies? I think I've repeated the groomer's number like 6 times today, it has only been 3 hours into work time. Terrible terrible people, who don't bother to read properly, rot away.

Some guy came into the doors asking if we sold shock collars. Felt like ___________________________________________________. You can almost imagine what I want to tell/show him, right? Why would you want to shock your dog just because it barks?! That's equivalent to super gluing a baby's mouth because it was crying. Morons. MORONS.

I am totally against the idea of shock collars.

The misconceptions about choke chains are so overwhelming that it's pissing me off. Choke chain is only choking when you use it wrongly, duh. If you don't know how to use it, it doesn't mean that it will hurt the dog. it will only control the dog's head because dogs can be controlled when their heads are in control.

Momo keeps asking me why am I so persistent when it comes to working with the Club. I think it's because I enjoy my work here and though I don't earn much, the amount I earn every month is pretty satisfying; Also considering the fact that I'm studying at the same time, it's pretty cool. *nods in agreement with self*

I don't know how am I going to survive my UTs, simply because I don't bloody understand what Beng's and Renny's 6^th P are talking about. I understand what's going on and all, but when it comes to applying, I have the slightest clue to what is happening. I don't even know why am I blogging about school. Blogging about work is just bloody dangerous because all I'm going to do is to bitch about the customers that I don't like. Horrible people we have here sometimes, joo know that?

I find myself really weird sometimes. I listen to the weirdest range of music ever imagined. One minute I'm listening to Crystal Castles, Goldfrapp, then Hacken Lee & Alan Tam, next, Artic Monkeys followed by Eason Chan.

Omg, so bored during work now, where are all the cute dogs :(?

JUST SAW A PUPPY WHO LOOKS EGGXACTLY LIKE BOSTON :D

2009-04-30T22:13:00.001+08:00

Surprise Ice – Kings Of Convenience

School has been relatively enjoyable. I've got a bunch of friends whom I pig out on food with, listen to music (loudly) with and random chattering of nonsensical stuff. Hedonism at it's best. I don't know how long will the fun and joy last though. Gut feeling of school getting more draining and it doesn't really help when Renny suggested that Science will be only getting tougher because he is in charge of the Problems for the upcoming weeks. It honestly doesn't help that I'm given the freedom to look around Facebook and random blogsites when I'm in class. I still do not have that much of discipline to be concentrating on my work.

I'm still feeling really sore from something I cannot place my finger on. It's a constant nag at the back of my head, it's muffled and blur. It looks like static on a television except that it's red. I don't know if you understand me but I cannot really be bothered. I've been having fun and all, but I still cannot figure out what's holding me back from having full fledged fun. Fun-ness that makes me smile from my blackened heart.

//jugular veins.

Anypoos, enough of mindless rambling. I'm back on my usual music blog hunting groove.

2009-04-29T20:26:00.002+08:00

You Know I'm No Good - Artic Monkeys

I am so bloody pissed off with my Faci. I have no idea what's wrong with him and why does he keep questioning me and he is constantly INTERRUPTING whatever I have to say!

I joined the Electronic Music Production IG at RP. Woo, maybe I'll be as good as Mark Ronson/Adam K/Uffie. HAHAHAHA. *smacks head*

I wanna walk but I run back to you,
that's why I hate myself for loving you....

2009-04-24T22:49:00.007+08:00

Crimewave - Crystal Castles

Some REALLY REALLY REAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLY overdued pictures from KM8 (when it was still around) with Thiang, TK and the boys (Bear, Bruno, Boston) and one girl (QQ).

This is what happens in a car, with 2 huge rottweilers, 1 mongrel, 1 Mini Schnauzer and 3 humans.

Bear, Bruno, QQ's perky butt.

OOO MY BABY BOSTON MWAHS MWAHS XOXO.

Booze for the day. Sarongfly had a fly in it. It was SO gross I thought they were serious when they named in Sarongfly, so I was like, " TK, there's a fly in here, is it supposed to be here since it's called Sarongfly".
It was really disgusting. The color was nice thou, blue gray and purple.

Gucci gucciiiiiii goo.

MWAHS.

My um... bottle. Yea.

Lots of Caucasians, gays and all gyrating around the jaccuzi pool. That pool is so heavily sexed up and all. I've heard some people saying you'd get pregnant in the pool and they're not kidding. It is really sexed up. Nice good music thou.

Okay, that's about it.

******

Cognitive Processes (Chandra's) - B >> Good learning attitude and mindset, clear presentation, potential to do better by focussing on problem solving.
SO WHY B CHANDRA, WHY B!?
Science (Renny's) - B >> Due to assumptions and mistakes, haha!
Communications (Gini's) - A >> Provide useful input but never interact with groupmates, good RJ.
Enterprise Skills (Beng's) - A >> Provided real life experiences, response was downright direct, noted a question I asked opposing team, good RJ.

If I don't get C or D for Math. I am going to dance around.

2009-04-21T20:12:00.005+08:00

Gold In The Air Of Summer - Kings Of Convenience

Me biting my lips?

This is how I look on a typical day in RP, it's the 2nd day of school and it's been alright. Met up with the seniors at TRCC cafe on the 1st day.
RP's learning approach is quite fun, but it's only the 2nd day and I feel the boredom already. Maybe I should really love my life, live it; Not because I don't have a choice, but it's something worth cherishing and rewarding.

Maybe I should.

Don't look back, don't think of the other places you should've been.
It's a good thing that you came along with me....

2009-04-18T20:52:00.009+08:00

In The Way - Ne-Yo

Remember how I kept whining that I am not good with meeting new crowds. I take that back. DCID was fulfilling and I'd hold the memories close to my heart. Sounds corny huh! I've made some pretty cool buddies and they're probably the best kick-start to the new school semester, evar.

Magic Carpet Ride?
More like major grope fest.

Peace for Redbull, for it gives you wings.
Hate specs reflection.

Human Tangle.
:( Lester made me squat down then I couldn't stand up anymore.

Lester so cute! :D

My group :) I think I can talk and joke with them.. but I honestly don't think I clicked with all of them.
Honestly!

Just a little update before school starts. All of us complained of a boring class so I hope we'll bring the CCC vibe to them :)

You guys are AWESOME.
Srsly.

2009-04-18T00:14:00.004+08:00

Make Up Smeared Eyes - Automatic Loveletter

RP Orientation Day 3.

Okay, today went by really really fast. Started out in the day and checked out my classmates, comparing it to the CCCies. They were horribly QUIET and... quiet... and... quiet.

Me: Hi, my name is Lin and I'm from CCC
Class: ......

-_- I think I'm way too accustomed to CCC's replies and hyperactiveness. We did the domino ripple thing which was basically a waste of time. I didn't even know what was going on half the time. Wtf? Went to the toilet with Tabi and some other girls and when we were back, the whole thing was done. Double whammy wtf.

Went back and suddenly we're down for the performance. We realized the script was missing...everything was done impromptu and it was fucking painful to kneel for so long on rough carpet. Skip skip skip. Lame performances and we were dancing.....and dancing....and dancing......AND dancing....You get the picture? We basically danced non-stop. :) I think my faculty mates can really groove. Yum.

Okay blablablabla. Went back to homebase and bid our goodbyes whilst smelling like really really stale towels.

In a nutshell, it was really cool to meet some new friends from CCC. Centre for Culture and Communications. I said it once and I'd say it again. Centre for Culture and Communications! Rah!
Awesome course mates, awesome SLs.
*thumbsfingerseverything up*

I had fun. I lost my voice and I should get ample rest.

CCC, YEAH!

2009-04-16T20:04:00.007+08:00

Chillout Session - Paul Van Dyke

RP Orientation Day 2

Today is the day I found myself a puke inducing, revolting irritant. Oh, how I love exaggerating, honestly. I gave a lot of blank faces and blank stares. So people kept asking if I was stoning and mentioned that I looked lost. But I was fine, perfectly fine, just mind-fuckingly tired. I am tired :(.

Today was pretty fun fun fun! Resumed certain games and suddenly we had to go for Tug-Of-War, which was absofuckinlutely demoralizing by the way. I cannot stand the feeling of losing even after going in to the semi-finals. What the fuck do the opponent team members eat!? With all the other schools cheering and screaming for god-knows-what under the blistering sun watching people's faces cramp up; I honestly wondered why couldn't we just head over to the canteen and nom on food.

Nom nom nom nom nom.

I am down for the skit, only because Lester asked us to. I honestly honestly HONESTLY thought we (Mel, Me, Haren) were about to get scolded because we're fucking lame and annoying. Then I realized I needed to be a snake and have to look like I'm terrified by some wolves and random things which don't excite me. I felt stupid but I did it for fun. I think. I'd be more enthusiastic tomorrow... I think. I was honestly falling asleep just now, honestly.

On a side note, I think CCC is pretty cool, honestly. A concoction of various attitudes and mindset, not afraid to voice out (duh) and convey their message. Participating and spontaneous bunch of whackos (double duh). There's a reason why we are in DCID. I hope I made the right move.

Honestly.

Edit:/

I TOOK A PIC WITH Haren and my hair is half fucked.
Yes, duh, darlings I know the laptop and webcam is connected to the motherbig projector screen. I DON'T REALLY CARE.

*grouchy*

2009-04-15T19:19:00.003+08:00

Three Wishes - The Pierce

RP Orientation Day 1

It actually felt more like a DCID Orientation once more because we didn't really interact with the other schools. Maybe not today, soon, but no.
It was fun. Bitchy and fun. Centre for Culture and Communications. Wonder why didn't they name it School of Culture and Communications. Every other faculty starts with School, but just us. Like SIT, School of Infotech, just sit down. SEG, School of... whatever. SHL..... sports, health, leisure? STA, school of technology and arts? K, whatever.

Nope, no picture of everything because I absolutely do not welcome the idea of hanging my phone on my neck for the entire day.

Had games like crosswords/rape the raffia string (my group came up with the name)/some random vocabulary game/guess the function of certain creams and Glucosamine and stuff like that/puzzle games and whatever lah really. Now I seriously understand how they came up with 40 freaking game stations littered all over the campus. I think my group completed only 14 out of 40.

Some SL outside the library with the drawing game was damn sarcastic. I'll snort in your general direction, kind sir. Irritating.

My feets feel suffocated. Been long since I wore covered shoes. OKAY I LIED WHEN I SAID I HAVE NO COVERED SHOES. I have a few dunks and stupid mary janes which don't even feel comfortable.

*grumble*

That's beside the point. Orientation was fun, I don't sound like I'm having fun because I am severely lacking in sleep. I am freaking tired.

My OGLs are Sheila, Lester, Zacky/Zaki?/Ahmal. I have no idea how are their names spelt but they sound like that. Fun bunch :) My group is called Chilli Padi (no idea, don't ask me) then we renamed ourselves to Chillay Paday. *laughs uncontrollably*

Many freshies find me familiar. Henceforth, I conclude that I have a very common face.

2009-04-14T21:56:00.003+08:00

Aka M80 The Wolf - Portugal The Man

Just managed to browse through LEO and check out my classmates and schedule. Classes officially start 8:30am in the early morning. Yes, early morning. HOW IN THE BLUE HELL AM I GOING TO SURVIVE!?

I'm probably going to die a horrible, horrible death. Cross my heart and hope that I do not get lost.

Goodnight.

2009-04-11T19:33:00.002+08:00

History Of Lovers - Iron and Wine & Calexico

I've came to a cross junction where every car seems like it's driving towards the wrong direction. I assume some cars are going to crash soon and there's probably nothing much I can do. Hmm, it's the time when I start wondering what I'm doing, what I should be doing and what can be done. Am I making the right move? Or did I just close my eyes and entered in the course code without thinking twice. Rational?

I can't wait for school to start, for reasons besides anticipating what the course has in store for me. Sure I like languages but I don't see me excelling in it, unless I want to, of course, you'd say. I want to get out of this place, it's getting infuriating when you're blamed for things you didn't even partake in.

Spoke to a newfound stranger today and he said,

so i ve come to a conclusion that as long as u re not at the end of the road, u ll never enjoy the travelling part.
somewhere along the way, there ll be just something u hate

+2. Figured I should start to accept that instant gratification isn't that....gratifying anymore. I should take things slow and work my way up. I secretly blame microwave ovens but that isn't really the point.

Gone are the times where I can be excused and forgiven without a single bat of the eyelid. My actions are taken seriously and it affects the future. Gone are the times where I can be like Kyra (my employers little daughter) smiling like she really meant it because her remote controlled car knocked into Dale which woke him up from his sleep. Gone are the times when things were less complicating, phony and doused with the fake shit.

Seems like all the hurdles are placed too closely to one another. It's possible to overcome them but it will take time.....

A very long time.

2009-04-07T23:00:00.003+08:00

Halo - Beyoncé

Woa, I'd never know I'd listen to Beyoncé. Thanks to work, I listen to Class 95 EVERYDAY. I can almost predict their playlist. Lady GaGa's Pokerface. Beyoncé's Halo. Some-song-where-the-lyric-says-"and speaking of hell it doesn't compare to the heat that I am feeling. Composure, compusure, yadda yadda yadda". Bananarama! I LOVEEEEE, must resist the urge to break into a stupid dance move on 170. Fucking embarrassing when the makciks and uncles stare at me like mad when I listen to songs like Love In The First Degree cus I keep bopping my head to the beat...*flicks hair*

^Most redundant blog post paragraph ever. Thank you for patronizing my dumb subconcious thoughts on semi-long bus rides.

My weekdays with Club4Paws are ending soon :( Fucking sad, sad, sad and sad. I'd only be back for weekends IF I can. Fuckkkk, and I'm just getting used to the routine. I haven't cussed in a long time. Good times don't last, at all. Unless you're dead.

I'm serious.

SCHOOL IS STARTING SOON AND I HAVEN'T PURCHASE MY KUSTOM MADE LAPTOP SLEEVE.

I'm having a mild panic attack now so I should just start blogging with pictures.

SAY HI TO DALE (SO CUTE RIGHT!!!!!!) and feed him some lean meat treats can.

This boy, is improving sooo super duper quickly that... he can paw/sit/down. AIYOH SO CUTE LA. Just that his teeth/gums are still kinda weak. Hind legs are darn weak too, takes him at least 15 seconds to plant his ass on the ground.
Swimming wise - Adrian said he's better today, uses his hind legs but still swiming slowly... so half the time you'd think that he is about to drown.

The funniest thing ever is when he drinks from a dog bowl, he sticks his left paw in it then drink at the sae time. Absolutely no answer to why he does that. Still cute and manja.

This is my monster, say hi to Boston-the-beng-who-is-damn-dulan. He just cuddles up against me when we're waiting for the mother to bring food home.

Recalling is better and he's more willing to listen and stay put. Commands which improved were five-five and wait/stay.
Woo!

Okay bye. Watch tv and blop around.
Plurk/Brute/Blogs.

2009-04-01T21:40:00.003+08:00

Orange Moon - 方大同

Been a busy week, will continue to be busy! So I'm taking some time to update this little space :)
This week is down for work and preparing this and that for Freshie Camp. There's one on Monday, then work on Tuesday. Wednesday, Thursday, Friday is down for camp as well.

Then I start school on Monday, 20th. Then I'll work on Saturdays and Sundays. On top of that, I won't be skating that frequently anymore, explains the fact that I'm not going to get skates. Not due to the lack of passion, due to certain reasons that are long and draggy and personal.

That's not the point of this post, really.

So, one fine day, we picked up Hunter. Then now, we're going to foster Dale, the Golden Retriever. From the blog, Homeless In Seletar we know that Dale has been abandoned, common right? It doesn't stop there, we read that Dale's owners (who are probably going to get in deep shit soon) left him out in the open (tied to a tree, if I'm not wrong) for days. When I saw him today, his neck was sore and red.

It doesn't stop there. The owners actually bought a new Husky puppy. Srsly, I have no idea why would anybody want to abandon their pups in the worst way possible.

This is a call from a contact who saw the neighbour leaving their dog tied up the whole day in the compound for the last few weeks. Upon enquiring why they treat the dog this way, it was discovered that the family does not want the dog anymore and is leaving him there for someone, anyone to pick him. They don't care who does just as long as the dog leaves. The saddest part, they have recently acquired a young husky. So in comes the new and out goes the old.

There you have it. He looks like.. this!

He was really really good with humans. Affectionate and I think he is still waiting for his owners to come pick him up. There were zero signs of aggression and he wagged his tail non stop. Throughout the entire time Adrian and I handled him.

Next up. Driver to happily knocked this puppy (Tripod) and drove off. Srsly, I hope you feel guilty enough because the puppy had to amputate his left limb because it was left there on the road to fend for himself and maggots grew onto his flesh.

An extremely kind taxi uncle found him days later and brought him to the nearest clinic and wanted to pay for Tripod's medicial fees.

He is a Rottie mix (most likely). Reminds me of Titus, awesome swimmer despite losing his hind leg.

From TK's blog.

4 legs, 3 legs or even 2 legs, a dog will always be able to adapt and love you no matter what. And with such a strong fellow wanting to live, he would love to be trained and loved in returned.

If you would like to adopt Tripod, or contribute to Tripod's medical funds. Do not hesitate to e-mail killertouch@hotmail.com

If you wish to get a cat or a dog, irregardless of which animal really, as a pet. Think twice or more. Do not get them as gifts unless you are absolutely sure that the reciever is ready for a life long commitment. Hello, we're talking about a life here and not a toy that you wish to cuddle for 1 week and then abandon because it's not that cute anymore.

2009-03-30T19:59:00.002+08:00

Oh oh oh. I bought 3 anklets! and a few bangles
.

Awesome! I've been saying awesome too many times I think it's annoying me. Okay, I have nothing else to blog about. Cus you're not going to be interested in my work related adventures.

Where are my bags from the Korean spree!?

2009-03-28T23:54:00.003+08:00

Gone in 60 seconds.

Wow. Car themed movies are awesome. Just awesome.
Adrenaline pumping to the brim action action kind of action. I'd give up some of my bags to drive Shelby Mustang in a freaking canal and pressing a button that says "Go baby, go". Which was turbo, actually.

In another country please, don't want to race to the next traffic light.

WOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWAAAAAA. AWESOME.

Okay, enough about that.

Momsie was telling me that when I was 4 or 5 still wearing cute little rompers, she brought me to her little clinic. So they didn't really invest in a shredder and some medical documents aren't meant for the public. So I was their Shredder of the day. She made me tear lots of documents from the cupboard but I didn't tear this cheque! I was smart HUH.

Then I went home and tore out empty cheques from the cheque book just because I was priased when I didn't tear that particular cheque.

Harper's Island looks kinda cool.
One by one.

Momsie bought me a Zojirushi thermal bento. So CUTE.

Okay bye.

2009-03-25T00:18:00.002+08:00

Home - Michael Bublé

New shirt :D

Been busy with work. Went out with the Barflies for dinner yesterday (which was fucking hilarious) at Selegie and short chit chat session at Timbre before heading home.
Worked today and had Gordon fetched a bunch of us to Bugis for hot pot dinner which was damn hilarious as well. Sam fetched us home and Maybellene and I were about to fall asleep already...

*TIRED*

2009-03-22T18:49:00.004+08:00

Fuck You Very Much - Lilly Allen

Club4Paws Petacular-Spectacular event is O-V-E-R! The website is going to be done soon. Pictures up soon. Etc etc. Adrian's going away on a dive trip next week! Unfair!! Walao! :(

Event was enjoyable, fun, tiring....Somehow I managed to fall half asleep beside the agility run when someone was giving a powerpoint presentation. Jack and Avante Santa Maria (yes, that's the dog's name) was...as usual lightening up the spirit. We danced to YMCA with the dogs and changed the lyrics to SPCA :) Awesome Emcee! Although he called me Lindy throughout the entire event when I introduced myself as Lin.

Bought a SPCA shirt, for a good cause. Learnt how to use the NETs machine! Muahahahaha. I am good.

Next event coming up soon, marketing stuff coming up soon too. I don't know what else but school is more important. Still a part-timer here but of course I want to contribute more. School is defintately more important.

Part of me can't wait for school to start :) Please don't ask why I'm doing so much of paragraphinh. Just can't seem to collect my thoughts. I don't know how's the school is going to be like, what am I going to do. What kind of friends am I going to make, what interest group am I joining. How long is it going to take me to settle in. How many days will I enjoy out of my five schooling ones.

Many questions. Left unanswered till.....20th April onwards? :) We'll see....we'll see.

Watching The Pacifier and I think it's really funny so I am just going to stop typing here.

Toodles!

Problem with slogan tees, are they actually reading and receiving the message or are they... just staring at something else.

2009-03-15T21:03:00.005+08:00

Watching Shrek 2!

Shereen and I. Jeremy found this picture.
Pardon my face, I think Felicia caught this candid picture :D But it shows my hair color.

I wanted to blog about a guy named Narcissus who was shooting whatever I said on the public forum SgClub. I initially signed up because I wanted to question about RP right? Then this guy comes along, screams and spouts his elitist nonsense.

Don't know why is he flaming RP students/Poly students when he graduated from college 10 years ago.

Elitists are meant to be recognized, respected and not self-proclaimed.

*rolls eyes a million times*

2009-03-14T20:26:00.003+08:00

Paris - Epik High

What a day.Went out early in the morning to go fix my hair, covered all the roots with a fresh new hair color, still a red hue though :) Can't seem to go for any other colors. Hmm, suggestions?

rrrrreeedddddd?

Anyhoos, after getting my hair done. Went over to Choa Chu Kang to meet Jem and Shereen to head over to Sembawang for the Rookie Competition. The boys were sliding halfway then............................... RAIN. Can see that Chris was really damn sian! JM going to use his brainpower to learn how to Ernsui. Hhahahahaha.

Blablablablabla. Ace fetched JM, Sebastian, Kae and I home. Thanks again!! I love car rides. I love fast car rides. I wanna learn driving!! :( !!

Gabriel pissed me off on MSN because he thinks he's damn funny and all that. Stupid gayshit. Chose to annoy me at the wrong time. Freaking tranny.

Working tomorrow! Some private event going on. Going to go see Swift too and I think one of the groomer is going to adopt him. Hmm. Can't really bear to leave Swift :/

2009-03-13T21:51:00.005+08:00

Smile - Lilly Allen

I'm not skating on a Friday night. Hmm. :< 'Cus I'm not feeling well and my mom doesn't allow me to skate this weekend. Reason why? My bruises. Which don't exactly hurt anymore. So I wonder why actually. Oh well. Boston is next to me and we're just spending time together and I like it :D Just came back from Bukit Panjang because I went to go see them for a little while. Thanks Ace! For fetching me to and fro from BPP back home :) Driving skills are not bad :D!

Anyhoos. Didn't manage to snag the IT show job, so I went back to Club4Paws to work. See, we were just talking to Danielle's parents and some lady came knocking at our gates and telling us she saw a puppy alongside the railway tracks.

Meet Swift!

Yes, Adrian and Sam (my colleagues) are major Suzuki Swift fans. We suggested names like "Oei", "Rocco", "Trojan". Blablabla, but we thought Swift was the best. When we picked Swift up, he smelt like gasoline and had a lot of bugs stuck on his fur! Showered him with my favourite Korean shampoo and he smells a little bit better. Going back on Sunday to give him another shower since there's an event going on.

Isn't Swift lovely :) Club4Paws adopted him :)
Hope he grows up to be a ... small little boy. Small easier to take care. Going to bring him to the vet soon!

Going to Sembawang tomorrow for their Rookie Competition. To all who are joining Rookie Comp, all the best! :D

2009-03-12T13:26:00.004+08:00

女人香 - 张学友

哦，膝盖的黑青超级无敌难看！越来越大了，为什么呢！？
Anyways, enough of the chink chonk words, obviously out of touch with my Chinese vocabulary (was it even there in the first place!?)

Alexia?Debra.Ivory.YongWei at the back row.
Jem.Kaixin.Gabriel.Me.CJ.WH.Xander.

The linkway to Citylink :) Airconnnnnnn~!!

Can you see KX?

I have no idea where this is. After F1 track area.

The day we hijacked Yongwei's phone and made this the wallpaper :D

We were damn freaking bored lah -_-.

2009-03-11T16:25:00.006+08:00

红豆 - 王菲

I'm finally finally finally FINALLLY! done with enrollment! First day was horrible. Second day was just extremely blissful man. The management decided to let 5 students in at a time (some of them bring their entire familes sometimes even their extended families). Every station was prolly done under 10 minutes? Really really fast.

I've gotten my Fujitsu Lifebook S6520, teehee, damn pleased with it!
This is the very first picture I took on the webcam.

All about bruises and the LKY, can you see Count Von Count from Seaseme Street? :D

DAMN PAIN LA.
Looks like I've been abused a thousand times :(.
Okay bye, going to bring Boston out soon.

How I got the bruise:-
Went Urban yesterday with ZenEarth people and some from Micro. 14+ poeple? Anyways, met CJ, WH, Jem, KX, Chris at Jurong then trained down to Orchard. Met some others at Taka. Lazy to name names.

-

What I would like to say is totally out of context. Who the fuck are you to diss me ah? I barely know you and just because I appear friendly doesn't mean people can step all over my head. Only 2 people in this world can diss me. My brother and my mother. Are you either one of them? If you're not you shut the fuck up about your brainless comments.

I don't care if I litter my post with crude words. I don't wanna name you cus there's no point shaming you since you are so proud of your words. Who the fuck are you to tell me that Republic Polytechnic is a place where the government throw people who cannot study in there? Don't diss me unless you are either my MOM or my BROTHER and you're obviously neither one of them. Else I would've ended my life almost instantaneously.

I don't give a fuck if you were kidding or what, if you think such things are funny, I suggest you tell someone else your jokes. It's not funny at all, if you hadn't realize. *rolls eyes*

Please , so what if you study in Ngee Ann.
Two words for you.

BIG FUCK?

Anyways.
We skated to places like Esplanade, Plaza Singapura, that-road-to-Timbre-forget-what-name, SMU, part of the F1 track near the waters, the-road-where-Alleybar-is, Suntec, Marina Square. Crashed a few shopping malls, got chased by a few security guards. Skated around mindlessly... Ended up at Bugis then I left with KX cus they were heading to Skatepark.

That's about it. Hmm.

2009-03-07T00:13:00.004+08:00

Window - Shirlyn Tan

Woah, am I tired or what. Sun was damn strong today and YoYo was the best swimmer of the day. Cookie was damn kuku and started to be damn defensive when I was talking to the other puppies.Yes, I talk to the dogs. Eowyn was being a bit ku ku also, snapped at other dogs when I was sayang-ing the rest.

Got like 4935784397852893641208732846 scratches from the dogs today. Went to skate after that and got another 2304829037 bruises + 1 scrape at the knee. Showering was horrible because Mr. Shokubutsu was like eating into the million scratches. Didn't dare to use the body brush :/

I langa-ded into a little girl (but she was fine) and CQ (I think he was fine too!). I am.. not that fine. :(

I MISS BARFLIES + WALA WALA + SHIRLYN + UNXPECTED.

Ahhhh.. Frucking busy week ahead.

Enrolment > Urban > IT Show Event > Work > Orientation > Club4Paws Event > End of March!

Tadah~ . I'll see you guys soon :).

Her eyes were shining like the stars
and the sky was falling while she was crying,
before he died, how she tried..

to make things right.

2009-03-05T00:06:00.003+08:00

Fate Reverse - East Of Eden OST

Don't kaopei me if you think my fonts are too small.

Ctrl and +.

kthnxbai.

I CHANGED MY BLOG SKIN! TMD!! Don't have title bar! Can someone tell me if i can add a title bar? Fated, I cannot update my blog with numbers and a random title anymore.

I was playing around with the HTML of this skin. Everything was really cramped and all but I managed to fiddle around the HTML and changed the whole look :D!

I love how neat my links are now. Tag your name and link for me to link you up! So pretty now! :D

Was reading XiaXue's blog and I came across Albino Peacock. It's damn bloody spectacularly beautiful.

I don't know what to blog about. I took back a shampoo for Boston and it smells really really good.

I really don't know what to blog about....

School in about... 46 days?

FAST OR WHAT.

130. Yay!!

2009-03-01T12:45:00.001+08:00

Found the dog's owner!

Squee.

129. What becomes of the broken hearted...

2009-02-28T22:48:00.003+08:00

Take A Chance - ABBA

I absolutely LOVE Adam Lambert.

1. He's tall.

2. He can sing.

3. He's really tall.

4. He really can sing.

5. He's hot beyond imagination.

6. He looks like he's wearing BLACK all the time.

7. He looks like someone who'd have a really nice tattoo.

8. He's just really sexy, tall, hot and hot.

******

I just watched Mama Mia! and I absolutely LOVE the movie. Sang to every single song on that movie.

Every single on of it except for I Do, I Do, I Do something something 'cus I don't really know that song.

******

The point of this post is that, I was having High Tea with Momsie and her friends at Raffles Town Club.. and we spoke and drank tea and coffee and ate little food which ... wasn't filling. We were planning on taking a cab over to Far East to shop you see and my Momsie's friend is the owner of Ice Lemon Tee so WE thought we could pop by and check it out or something. BUT THAT ISN'T THE FRIKKING POINT.

Then.... wait for it .... WAIT FOR IT........................

I saw a toy poodle JUST STANDING IN THE MIDDLE OF THE JUNCTION WHEN IT WAS POURING NOT KNOWING WHAT TO DO CUS A BMW WAS TURNING OUT AND ANOTHER MERCS WAS ABOUT TO TURN IN AND THEY WERE JUST JAMMED THERE AND THE TOY POODLE DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.

Okay, I need to calm down.

So me being the VERY ME. Chucked Momsie my bag and DASHED to the middle of the road and hugged the dog up and kissed it. YES I KNOW IT'S DAMN DIRTY AND ALL THAT BUT WHATEVER OKAY, she was terrified beyond WORDS.

SO ANYBODY WHO KNOWS ANYBODY WHO LOST THEIR WHITE TOY POODLE ALONG THE ROADS OF BERRIMA ROAD OR TREVOSE CRESCENT. PLEASE CONTACT ME! I'm going to send it to SPCA tomorrow :( I'm prolly gonna bawl my eyes out when I send it away. Poor baby is over at Kenneth's now cus if she's gonna spend a night with me I'm going to keep it no matter how starved I am going to be. I gave it a name already for Christ's sake, I named her Belle :(!!!!!!!!!!!

BOSTON AND BELLE ISN'T THAT THE SWEETEST THING EVER ON PLANET EARTH?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!

I am sad.

128. Silly.

2009-02-23T01:25:00.005+08:00

In My Room - SHINee

Sometimes I just feel so silly for believing. I think I just miss it.

So much shit running through my head now but I'm not brave enough to pen it down.

I really miss it.

I think I need a hug.

Make that 2.

I don't know why I keep listening to Korean songs thou!

Anyways,

I just updated Shoppasluts :).

http://shoppasluts.wordpress.com

go go go!

127. Before I go.

2009-02-21T16:07:00.004+08:00

One - Epik High Ft. Ji-Sun

So they may not be as hot as Big Bang but I love their groove and the girl is damn pretty la.

Anyways! I got accepted for dog handler job at Club4Paws.

I AM SO HAPPY. Although it's only a mere $300 a month. I think it's good enough. Cus it's gonna contribute to Linny's Seba Skates Fund (LSSF).

*GLEAMBEAMBEAMGLEAM*

Now off to Gilbert's crib for a Rock Band session, then sing K.

126. Konichiwa, sluts!

2009-02-20T10:57:00.005+08:00

One - Epik High Feat. Ji sun

May I present you,

SHOPPASLUTS
We shop, We Blog, We rock :)

This page was set up by a few of us girls after one begged for her hands to be chopped off so she could escape from the perilous (to the wallet) world of online shopping. Instead of curbing our voracious apetite for fashion, we decided to let it run wild and TADAH!

So what do we do you ask? Shoppasluts consists of myself, Ms Vindicta, Siren, Michelle (Airpork), Cakie, Thiang, Shelly and Starmist :) What we're gonna do is to bring online shopping to another level! *Boyfriends, please hold on tight to your debit cards*. Shoppasluts aim to bring out the best of blogshops and shame the ugly. Scammers and blogshops selling at exhorbitant prices, watch out!

What started with a few Plurks from the Barflies about buying goodies online grew to an idea of critiquing blog shops. Why not throw in more goodies when critiquing such shops? Stay around and read about Discount codes, how to get the cheapest shipping fee from our Bargain Goddess (Shelly!). Watch out for sales happening in shopping malls and the hippest and most popular flea markets!

I can't wait for this baby to bloom into something awsome and monstrous (quote Vandy). I will be blogging about my 2009 Planner bought from Korea and my bags, from Korea too!

GO FORTH AND SPREAD THE JOY OF SHOPPING!

Show the blog to all your girlfriends!

215. Trance.

2009-02-18T19:23:00.001+08:00

Bright Morningstar - Dj Tiësto

I wouldn't deny if anyone told me Tiësto is World's Number One Dj.

Thanks Tehsi! for the trance! I needed new stuff.

Ohmmmmmmm......

214. Whee!

2009-02-15T23:12:00.006+08:00

Heaven - Big Bang.

朋友

ps:/ kaixin looks tall only because she's on skates and she didn't bend down! I look short cus I'm on skates and I bent down.

Okay random. I like this picture a lot. ^-^

Hey JunJie (DomoKun(: ), hope you are doing well up there. It was too sudden. Hope you'll be with us the next ANE. Look over us okay :) R.I.P, friend. Smile more and I'll be smiling with you.

Mr. Wayne Thunder. You've left us for quite some time. Hope you're rocking in the heavens. Muacks. Rest Well, handsome. :)

Lots of Love.

xiaolongbao!

231. Urban.

2009-02-14T21:39:00.002+08:00

하루하루 (Acoustic Version) - Big Bang

Things that I've been thinking of when I wasn't busy falling trying to learn T-stop. Yes, I still cannot grasp T-stop. Someone just step my face.

Anyways, I've been thinking, we are always striving for the best. To look the greatest, to appear in the most amazing outfit. To want to live a better life and to constantly want a better better than the previous better. Dya geddit? I personally feel that I'm trying too hard to achieve something I can't. I don't know why..

Like paying exhorbitant prices for a exclusive Broadway show along the streets of Las Vegas and what do you actually get in the end.....? Pretty much nothing?

I'm not sure if I am slowing down to appreciate what's happening around me. I'm not sure if I am appreciating what I had before. Since I'm always wanting more, have I ever been appreciative of what I had? Recently, I realize the more I fight for something, the more I'm losing it, the grip is loosening and everything seems to be slipping away.

When I was skating from Petir to Hillview. I was wondering if I ever appreciated the luxury of having a transport (He drives good cars like Mercedes and BMW). That was the past. I wonder if I have the authority to despise him. Have I ever said Thank You? I guess sometimes conscience eats into my heart and makes me think. Give me another minute, I'm back to blaming him.

I'm always wanting things, I want a DSLR, I want a pair of Seba skates, I want a light laptop, I want new bags and shoes. I want new Ipanema and Havaianas... I want I want I want...

I guess it's a good time for me to slow myself down. Haha, the wanting part and speed up the hunger and urge to improve and appreciate.

In simpler terms, time for me to grow up and look at the world from another angle. I'm not who I was before. I cannot be who I was before. The more I want it, the more I'm not gonna get it. Unless, I fight and make it on my own :).

OKAY. See la, when I skate/urban. It's either I totally forget about everything or I start thinking a lot.......

212. Happy Saint. Valentine's Day! Not like I care!

2009-02-14T11:10:00.003+08:00

하루하루 (Acoustic Version) - Big Bang

Recieved Gobi desserts from Gilbert. (I ate my favourite mint chocolate macarons already!)

Sunflowers, Cupcakes, Cards and pictures from Jeremy. (YA, the cupcakes are missing cus I finished them all. Taste like Han's Cheesecake lor, mai siao siao.)

Wahseh, next week still can get another present. Woot! :D

Yingeh made Papier-mâché pink heart!! Folded a rose out of paper and wires. I love it all!!

I left my present from KaiXin at the skating court~!! Arghhh !!!!! So I dunno what is it yet la.

Thank You guys! Muacks muacks.

We sort of celebrated Valentine's Day at Petir, skating. I baked approximately 17 - 20 Shepherd's Pies! Some went to the Dog, then Momo had one, kor had one too. 15 went to the Clique and some of the skaters. I initially wanted to start baking at 5pm (smart ah!) Started at 2pm and baked all the way till 6:30pm! Mashed like, 10 potatoes and cooked almost 1kg of minced meat. Used up a bag of mozerella too. Imagine after cooking,baking AND washing, I went to urban. ARRRGGGHH. I was SO blind and I missed a super small but kinda steep slope. Now my neck hurts cus I sort of had my neck snapped back a little.

*Friday the 13th marks the day I first went to Urban! Whee.

Urban-ed to some Senja place then to some weird park with shitloads of slopes and I hereby confer Rudy as my lifesaver as of Friday the 13th 2009. But going down the slopes were damn exhilerating and fun.

Got to get used to the speed and look forward instead of my skates. Same problem when I walk, tend to look at my slippers instead of where I'm heading.

K someone tell me how to hide my cuts and bruises from my Momo, bruises are approximately 4-7cm wide in a warped shade of purple =_=. Since when do blisters grow overnight!?

YongWei (if he knows my blog), I'm waiting for your Shepherd's Pie ah! PK with you!

Happy Valentine's Day to one and all out there. Yes I may not find it significant and blablabla that but be sure to be surrounded with your loved ones and not just your significant other. Since you want to spend your money on blood sucking companies which sell chocolates and roses and extremely crazy prices. Take some time to show your love and appreciation to your family or/and friends.

Alrighty?

Lots of love with XOXO,

Linny/Linxi/Linksys-.-/Lin/XMM/whateveryouguyscallme.

211. Sweet.

2009-02-10T10:40:00.002+08:00

One Man Wrecking Machine - Guster

Corrinne from Club4Paws called me, yay! Was called to head down for a little while on Wednesday to see if I like the place (or if they like me).

Thanks to all who continue to believe in me :) I loooove you guys a loooooooooooot.

Muacks muacks.

210. I'm letting it go.

2009-02-07T21:39:00.003+08:00

闯 - 五月天

I'm just going to let it go because I don't see a point. I don't feel selfish, selfless and I am completely fine with it because ... what's the point. Just going to let it go and not hope to want a reconcile.

Really, was there really a point to begin with.

That wasn't a question.

I need to go find a job, pronto!

Friggin' Firestation made me go all the way down to them for an interview and didn't call back.

Snort.

209. 一个人的世界。

2009-02-02T21:39:00.003+08:00

Back In Black - ACDC

Today I feel so horribly lonely because I chose to head down to RP alone. I needed to have a feel of how it was like to travel alone, go to a new school alone, get out of the school alone, find a particular place in the compound alone and all that jazz. I;m going to rant about Poly stuff and if you think it's irksome, just fuck off. (am not directing this to anyone in particular, get this straight).

On second thoughts, I wouldn't say it was horrible, feeling horribly lonely is probably just the drama queen in me talking. Spoke to Dr. Chris Woo for a little while and I guess it didn't really change much of my stereotypical mindset with regards to RP. RP, deny it as much as you want, many of you (including myself) think that RP is a horrible place to be in. Comparing it's Cut Off Points (COP) with the 4 other reputable and established schools, RP is last in every single possible way.

Sure I didn't get into NP, sure I know tonnes more about NP compared to RP. Heck I know where are the vending machines located at NP and I don't even know how to get to RP. I took a freaking cab from Woodlands Interchange because I read Nick's reply wrongly. I swore and crossed my heart I will never study in RP but towards the end... I knew after getting a D7 for Mathematics, I'm not going to get into a reputable Polytechnic.

It's like getting an A2 for Chinese, B3 for English and F&N and B4 for Humanities and Sciences and at the end of everything, I felt that it was all redundant. Redundant, useless, practically worthless and everything else in between...

I guess I just need to hope that I will grow to like RP, albeit having 99% of my friends and acquaintances to be studying and pursuing their diplomas at NP. I need to find a way out, somehow.

I've been told that "RP sucks", "RP is damn slack", "RP's diploma certificate is not recognized" etc etc. I said, "RP is ITE without the uniform". At the end of the day, I'm going to just say, I'm doing this for myself. I probably learnt my lesson and would never say that "this school sucks". Any school in fact, be it RP or some other random school that everyone else stereotypes.

I hope RP is not slack at all. I cannot imagine having slacking lessons and slacking my way through a year. I cannot stand slacking after half a year. I've been slacking for so long, if I continue to slack, I would probably turn into goo.

RP in the morning tomorrow, need to go fill up some forms and stuff... 30 minutes bus ride, shall bring a copy or two of Nat Geo and not stare into blank space and realizing after 15 minutes into the journey, I'm tearing.

因为我没事了，也该是时候长大。

ShawnChee, 别气馁，一起加油努力。

208. For real?

2009-01-30T23:57:00.005+08:00

Haru Haru - Big Bang

I ripped a hole in my Cheap Monday courduroy pants during skate training.

Huge bruises everywhere.

Lunch with Barflies at Suntec's Crystal Jade after passing CNY stuff to the lawyers at Tower 2.

Crystal Jade's fried shrimp wanton is damn nice.

K. I'm super lazy to update.

Because I see no point, recently.

207. Thank You.

2009-01-21T21:41:00.003+08:00

Lies - Big Bang

Lies is my new favourite song, listened to it from Pasir Ris to Jurong :D

Anyhows, I'm back from the chalet!! People present.
First night, ME!! JianMing, Jem, KaiXin, YinHui, Gilbert, ChunQuan, ChenXing, ChuanFeng,Agnes, Diana and Xander.
Second night, Agnes and Diana left. CheongJie, Ace, Chris, Kacy, Gabriel and Xander came. JiaYi joined in the evening.

Chalet was pretty amazingly fun :) A lot of laughters, whatever happens in the chalet, stays within the chalet! Second night, something unfavourable happened, nonetheless, everything is pretty much settled. Probably got to thank a lot of people for talking some sense into my head.

The food was REALLLLLYY good. Probably the best bbq I've been to cause all I did was to sit behind the person cooking and wait for food :D !! Dory fish is the best.

We spent so much time camwhoring on JianMing and Gilbert's notebooks :D Waiting for pictures from KaiXin and YinHui too! Shabby description of the chalet because we're keeping secrets, within the chalet!

Things that made me laugh A LOT :
- "You want to take my PICTURE?!?"
- KaiXin poking my butt with her finger.
- Ace's blockbuster film of the night.
- "La sao zai na li?" instead of la jiao, chilli. (Okay, I love it when people say things wrongly. I will keep laughing my head off because it is so hiliarious. Like I forgot who said kotipiam instead of kopitiam.)
- Playing Snorta with KaiXin, YinHui, Gabriel and Chris. "AIIYAH, just take it."
- I kept saying, "the fire is very huat"
- Wasabi.
- Shen Tiao Xia Lu. (dunno how to type in chinese)
- Camwhoring on notebooks.
- So much more, I cannot remember!!

I'll plan something soon :)
You guys just wait up okay!

206. Random updates.

2009-01-18T17:04:00.003+08:00

Butterfly - Jason Mraz

Momo went to shop with YingShan :( my brother's girlfriend and they shopped for damn long :(, left kor, me and baby Boston at home all alone, starving and sad :(

But Momo bought me Ipanema slippers, NafNaf hairbands, anklets, tops from Esprit and other random bits. Happy!

Might be going to Dr. Lam's house to teach Esther and Emily. Either English, Art, Piano or Chinese. Or everything :/

Chalet from Monday - Wenesday! Yay. Hope it goes well. I am attempting to squeeze 3 days worth of clothes, my 抱抱, hoodie, towel, all the shampoos and all that into my black leather back pack. I hope I can squeeze everything in :D

This is the most pointless update ever.

206.

2009-01-18T17:04:00.000+08:00

205. Dissapointment on MANY levels.

2009-01-17T10:02:00.004+08:00

小情歌 - 苏打绿

Jem asked why didn't I update, so here I am. 10:05am of a morning, having to sleep at 3am, I am freaking grouchy. Skated last night for a little while, sat at the bus stop to start thinking about stuff, Xander walked by and we took 963 back. My greatest peeve is people without a sense of hygiene, no social etiquette and refusing to keep their freaking annoying voices down, the entire cabin knows what your auntie's grand-daughter is having for breakfast already. You can half guess what I experienced on the bus, cabs ftw.

I have no idea why do I need to type so much when I just can type, "I hate taking public transport". I think I'm freaking naggy. I keep saying freaking because I am supposed to stop cursing and swearing. I limit myself to "freaking" first, okay? *looks at Uncle Fong*

*

I can never ever never ever ever comprehend why a __________ can't be free of ambiguities. I mean seriously, why so much politics and hidden agendas? Why does Linxi get so pissed off easily and let her anger talk, instead of taking it easy, going with the flow, listen to Jason Mraz and let things ease out? The ultimate reason is, it wouldn't ease out on it's own. It's like a pandemic disease where everything ceases out at the end of the day. All the more I should ignore it right? Whatever happened to holding onto something you hold close to yourself, putting in efforts to maintain something, instead of just letting it shrivel and dissipate and be gone forever.

Maybe, just maybe, once __________ is gone. Some people manages to get hold of another __________ very easily, like within the span of 5 seconds. Hence treating __________ like any other, ordinary, non-biodegradable, disposable Styrofoam box. Basically, like crap.

I don't want to whine liao.
Jem I updated. Du du du du!

204. And so it is, just like you said it would be.

2009-01-13T13:07:00.002+08:00

Real Girl - Mutya Buena

So I guess most of everybody probably would have heard one another's results. I wouldn't say 16 is terribly horrendous, but having to fail Math, it's probably one of the most dire cases which I, for one, obviously hoped didn't happen.

Who cares if people think I'm being a drama queen and still crying even if I got 16. I guess it's the agony I felt when I realized I probably almost met my targets for the majority of the papers. Humanities aside, although I was looking at a B3, got a B4 instead. The rest of the results were acceptable and I was most satisfied with Chinese and Sciences. F&N was a delight. English was alright too I guess. Everything is alright as of this moment because there's so much more that I want.

Crying at the hall is because I, seriously thought I couldn't get into any Polytechnic courses, 'cus I once heard someone said that failing Math means you cannot enter any course in Polytechnic.

Whatever the case, I'm eligible for the courses that I take interest in. *Thank God* Having to fret over courses that I like, in comparism to courses that I'm not interested in, is a whole lot better.

The Momo thinks that I did very well and that this set of results have been the best so far. If she thinks it's okay, I think it should be fine. I'm still annoyed by the fact that I failed Math, when it is so paramount when it concerns Polytechnic education. Big mega huge sigh. Math is so important.. but I somehow, can never grasp the concept.

Meanwhile, I got to make my decisions quick, dragging it on will make everything seem like a huge blur. Still trapped in the bubble where everything is thrown in my direction, bouncing off the walls and hitting me back again and again...

Uncertainty is seriously draining every inch of happiness from me. There's always a fine line between every choice, then there's waiting and hoping, alongside with empty promises of working harder the next time round, hence hoping someone out there will give me that one chance.

Then it's back to hoping and waiting all over again.

Hope is too big of a word. I want, and not hope to want.
All that's left to do is do be decisive and accept what I have in front of me now. Pieces of paper strewn everywhere and random clippings of course details. Maybe it's time to get myself organized. Room, thoughts, wants. Everything straightened out once and for all.

To my friends, let's hope to see everyone of us enjoying what we do, and screaming for joy when we receive our school postings. What's done been done, 加油吧，别气馁，再辛苦一点点而已。

203. hehhehehehehhe.

2009-01-11T23:05:00.001+08:00

HIGHLIGHT OF MY WEEK.

Josiah having fun with helium gas when we were at Makan Place.
Me, KX, YH, Jem, Josiah, Mannan, Nelson, YingShao, Maisie my moomoo :)
Hilarious, I swear.

202. Stress.

2009-01-10T11:46:00.001+08:00

Stress - Justice

Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress.

Stress.

201. I can breathe.

2009-01-07T19:00:00.002+08:00

Weird chinese song - Channel 8, 7pm drama.

Okay, so the deal is our results will be released next Monday 12th January, I'm sure most of you heard about it on the news.

Felt a huuuuge sense of relief.. well at least I know something now! So basically we have 5 days to fill that form.. Friday, 17th January and school posting will be out on the 30th of January. Fast? Hell yes it's fast, but I still have no clue on what course to venture into. I think I've blogged about this before like, a thousand and one times, to the point that I'm sick of thinking of what I should do :( But I cannot not think of what courses to go into right. Yes and no and yes and no and no and yes and no and yes and no and yes.

I should totally.. find someone to talk to about this.

Totally.

I seriously cannot stand your attitude anymore.

All of me wishes to kick your face.

200. .

2009-01-06T11:36:00.000+08:00

I AM FREAKING ANGRY LA.

199. Non.

2009-01-01T22:55:00.002+08:00

Happy Ending - Mika

Sole reason I don't want to learn anything new because it's gonna require money. Ever had the feeling of seeing cash in front of you, but you don't dare to spend it?

Because you've been told that you're one year older, almost 18. Learn how to save a little.

That's what I'm gonna do. Save money.

Stop texting like there's no tomorrow. (the downside of being a fast typer, you send too many text messages)
Stop taking cabs. 30% or no 30% charge. Stop.
Stop staying out late = midnight cab fares.
Find a new hobby *looks at Jem, woo are you thinking what I'm thinking*?
PLAY MORE PIANO = stay at home.
Bring Boston out 6 times a day?
Read.

省钱大计划今天一月一号二零零九年开始！
加油吧！

198. Ouch.

2009-01-01T14:24:00.002+08:00

You'll Be Safe Here - RiverMaya

My arms, tailbone, butt, knee, ankle and shoulders hurt.

Ouch.
Momo scolded me for all the small bruises :D Told me girls should have nice legs but WHATEVER! LOL.

197. 2009? 2008? Any difference?

2009-01-01T03:17:00.003+08:00

Happy Ending - Mika

This is the way you left me,
I’m not pretending,
No hope, no love, no glory,
No happy ending

Spent my last few hours of 2008 inline skating with a bunch of strangers :) Alongside with Jem! KX and YH who came later. Story is, Jem asked if we wanted to skate, so I said why not? Something new every year. So made my way down to Bukit Panjang to grab food (takopachi from BP Plaza sucks) and drinks. Walked to Petir and started to skate. Met Jem's friends who were ZenEarth (sp?) skaters? Pretty funny guys and girls :)

People present (try to remember as many as I can!)
- Jem, Kx, Yh, Me?, Eric, Ace (I can't rmb his Chinese name), KC/Kacy, Gabriel, Ace's cousin, forgot his name ._.,Emma, Amanda, Phillip?, Jia Yi, Yi zheng? Shao Xuan?, Bryan, Justin, Jie, Kelvin, Yong Wen?, Lizzy, Rudy, Michelle. K cannot remember already ._.

Was initially skeptical about the whole idea of skating whilst wearing FBT shorts, after stopping for an fextremely long period of time. Whined my way through and realized I still remember a little when I was skating during my Primary school days. All I'll do when I came back from school was to change out of my white pleated skirt and go round and round the old Choa Chu Kang estate. I lived on the first storey and it was quite fun to skate IN the house then skate out of the house to get groceries from the mini-mart 10 minutes away.

Told Momo at 2am odd that I had a lot of fun when I was skating today. Although I was skating really slowly... really .... slowly ..... I still could remember how much fun I had just skating around Blk 231/230. :) Momo said she gets extremely worried when I skate around the estate. Dad's workers came to our house and ate during New Year. Random.

Downside:
- Clever me brought really thin ankle socks, not that I had a choice, but.. DAMN my ankle is sore and red from the tight straps and super hard boot :(
- Hit my tailbone twice and now it's REALLY sore, I cannot lean back and nua (LINNY CANNOT NUA!!!!). Must constantly sit up right to avoid resting on my tailbone.

- FBT shorts. Nuff said. Momo's gonna complain about the little iddy biddy bruises and is gonna say I'm never gonna get married if I continue to be so rowdy.

- Being the cinderella that I am, I left pretty early. like 1:40am?

Here's Linny 本小姐，我。Wishing all of you a wonderful, smooth sailing, healthy, happy, enjoyable, rewarding and fruitful 2009. May all friends and family be blessed with love (from my humble heart)

All friends, family, pets in glorious heaven with heavenly Lord. Please continue to rest well and bless all of us :).

I thank you all, who have roughed it out with me for this 2008.

See you all in 2009, one year older, one year wiser.

xoxo.
Linny.

196. Tidy up ley, please.

2008-12-29T00:24:00.003+08:00

You Are My Love - Yuki Kajiura

Well, this is before! Every single time you open the doors something will fall out.

Bloody messy! Then when I was talking to Jem, figured why not I just tidy up my mess, yeah?

Pink asterisk - Free shirts, band tees, choir tees, camp tees, event tees, Acer tees, FREE SHIRTS LAH.
Green asterisk - Hoodies! Some missing tho.
Orange asterisk - What I wear when I'm out.
Red and Blue asterisk - MESS MESS MESS.

I think I'm just bored.

195. Of piercings, tattoos and cute presents :)

2008-12-27T22:34:00.002+08:00

Running - No Doubt

Was talking to Cakie about piercings and tattoos! Then I realized the more painful the tattoo/pierce is, the nicer the outcome. I happen to think that tattoos (nice ones, of course) and piercings are damn freaking attractive!

I want tattoos of peonies, stars and ribbons. In various hues and shades of red. I like waist corset piercings too! Collarbone piercings as well.

K, I'm all talk and no action because I'm an extremely indecisive person. Momo being, well, herself, will probably say no a million times.

194. Merry? Christmas.

2008-12-25T12:17:00.002+08:00

All I Want For Christmas Is You - Mariah Carey

After church's play last night, which was a very cute celebration I must say, went over to pick the guys up from Jurong and made our way to Toh Guan for supper. Eh, people present, Jeremy, KaiXin, Yingeh, Cheng Boon, Yuan Man, some huat guy, some other guy. Then Ken came down a little while and didn't even say hi, but only demanded soy bean milk! Atrocious! Hahahahaha.

Then Albert, Edison, Nelson, Chee Yang and KH came down a little while. Whilst chomping on my dinner, I got the SHOCK of my life. Nelson resembled someone, a lot. A whole bloody lot, I almost spat out my rice.

真的很像，他妈的像的。

没有在 Haato 打工之后，每天就是跟 Boston 出去，不会很闷啦，就是很想打工而已。

超怪有没有？为什么ｋ９不要请我？为什么！？Ｗｈｙ！？　

Okay bye, 本小姐出去走走了。

193. Bored, what?

2008-12-24T13:30:00.002+08:00

Reading In Bed - Emily Haines & The Soft Skeleton

I got pretty bored yesterday and decided to dye my hair, again. This time I went all the way to Far East to look for Uncle Chris. Fast forward, he gave me 3 colors, highlights and lowlights, or whatever they call it!
I can't figure out if I like it or not though.

I'm real bad with self-taken pictures. Obvious enough?

YingShan bought me a bangle from Banana Republic and she brought back my TWLOHA hoodie too! All the way from USA, I am so bloody happy can? :D

After getting my hair done, went off to VivoCity to surprize Alicia with a Bakerzin cake and then we went home!

Pictures will be up next post :) or I'll edit this space.

Going to church tonight for a play and then maybe supper with the Clique & ANE people. Dunno yet.

This year's Christmas, pretty slow and calm. No insane parties, just simple suppers and friends.

Yeah.

192. Picture post, to be edited regularly :D

2008-12-23T22:43:00.012+08:00

Smile - Lily Allen

Last photo to start the photo update :)

Last row L-R: Ken, Jasper, Jeff, Jeremy, Cheng Boon (guy who scared the shit out of me >:l)
2nd row L-R: Eric, MeMeMe!, Yuan Man?, Desmond(super look like Domo right!?)

1st row: Kaixin, Yingeh, then Logen!

Staruby's flag! Drawn by yours truely. Not really drawn ley. Turned out to be pretty disastrous because the boys started to have fun splatting paint around.

Citrine! Bling bling win win!

Tanzanite, damn cool flag.

Onyx's flag. Font was drawn by a guy called Nelson. COOL SHIET MAN.

Jadeon's flag. I liked the color blending a lot :)

Saikang Warriors' flag. :D Funny bunch of guys+girls.

Kay, from here onwards, all pictures will not be in chronological order and will thus be extremely random for the sake of my happiness :).

Tradition "Yum Seng", Coke Zero sucks damn badly.

The highlight of all skits, Jem saying, "WA AI KWA PUTOH!!" He said it so loudly and so many times when he was trying to say he wants to see his Pluto, the planet. Poor Syndris was trying to talk but Jem kept shouting at her! Laugh like CRAZY!!

AAAHAHAHAHAHAHA WTF??? Ken and Domo-Kun, Desmond. He really resemble Domo-Kun a lot, because of the hair, deep voice and his blur-ness. Now he just needs to wave his hands around hysterically :D!!

My GLs HuiShan and Leslie :D
First picture shows them wanting to vomit 'cus that's my GL's tagline.

Last few moments in Camp :(

Leslie tried to draw a circle..... didn't really turn out as a circle ley. Damn funny moment :D That's my big fat body, top left corner.

Although I look super sai here but I'm stil going to post! This was taken with Maisie and she is a bloody sweet girl can eat her alive kind of sweet :) She used her jacket to covered my thunder thighs 'cus I couldn't find my sleeping bag. Super sweet right! and she's very cute too. :D

What I drew on Eric's hands. Last year I drew Itchi the Bitopus, this year I drew some Domo-Kun lookalike alien. KaiXin always draw 大便 one ley. Dirty girl! LOL.

Wilson, Robin, Jon :)
Jem, Logen, KaiXin, Yingeh, Me, ChuXiang :)

Hillgrove - Elize - Gilbert :(
Gilbert, we miss you! Must attend the next camp hor!
Our camp shirt this year is damn nice lah.

Lecture don't want to attend, sit outside take pictures.
鸭子在后面！鸭子当兵了之后变超黑，有没有！？也没有头发，超级无敌怪。

This picture is supposed to be with Hua Yi-ians. Ended up with even more.

Don't know the 2 guys at the back. The guy in Subcrew cap is Nelson, CheeYang, Jem, Me, Yingeh, James, KaiXin and Krystle :)
Bottom Row: Sining (?), dunno who, Syndris (very cute one :D), Maisie (also very cute :D), then Kok Heng (he who fixed my humble Trekker, whahahah!)

TO BE CONTINUED... :D

191. :< 2nd time.

2008-12-22T20:45:00.005+08:00

After camp not sad ley. Yesterday also not sad.

Finished dinner today and I started to miss the Camp. Be it the campers/camp crew (saikang warriors)/main comm./medic/GLs/photographers/game station master/whatever.

I miss you guys a lot :(.

Pictures in the next post. Need to go around stealing it first :D

Edit/: ANE BBQ on 30th December. Keep yourselves free!

190. Boo :<

2008-12-22T14:54:00.004+08:00

Like A Star - Corinne Bailey Rae

ANE is over! :( No more crazy fun, although this year was a little less "high" than the last ANE. It was still fun. Now we can play Bomb, using "Hillgrove bomb!!" Damn cool lor :)

Sky was pretty much covered with clouds, so saw all the basic basic stars (Night observation, Pelades, Canis major/minor, Taurus and Orion. That's about it. Solar orbservation, one white dot, as usual.) and night walk was okay, got shocked but wasn't scared. The scariest part was Ronnie's corner at the staircase,there was Ronnie, some other guy, a guy wearing the dans tshirt, Jeremy the photographer, Jordan and some other guy. I asked the others if there were so many people shouting and they said only got 2 guys and I hate 6? :( !!

Throughout the camp, met with some people who are quite weird and random. Some of the participants were fun :), like my GLs and Eugene and James. First day was the usual and I was made to run around like a crazy woman, I hate running lar! Then KH fixed my slipper. The few of us had a stupid strategy to run in circles and all of us ended up rolling on the floor laughing like CRAZY. This year's lectures, we were made to walk around, so no more sleeping and talking during lectures. Then it was Angels and Devils, I spent my time sitting around listening to Gerald and the rest of the army boys talking about army.

Spent the night listening to Wilson talk about ghost stories and almost headed out to eat Ah Mei kaya toast but when I woke up, Wilson and Robin was already there -_-. Day two was lecture and games day. Quite fun :D Especially Pictionary part. Our group recieved some pep talk from CH and it was better after that.

BUTTER HILL!! Didn't feel like climbing so I played cheat and climbed up the stairs inside. This year's butter hill was relatively clean. Hmm. Ironically, soap will make the hill even messier and dirtier, but no soap this year.

Night Walk, walked with this guy from Onyx, very gentleman and tall. But he's younger. SAD. Hahahahahaha. He kept reassuring me that all the props were fake, so nice right! Whilst waiting for Night Walk, we watched 4Bia. FUCKING SCARY CAN! SERIOUSLY!!!! You could see the entire room of participants sit up straight when the subtitles came out, damn funny. Some guy kept scaring me by grabbing my arm and staring at me. Freak the shit out of me man. Damn long never watch horror flicks already. But I still ended up falling asleep a little while on the LT chairs but when I really fell asleep for 5 minutes, it was my turn for Night Walk. -_-

That's about it!

I like to play games with friends whom I see probably once a year. :D

Kaixin: yah lor, ANE Camp should be 4 days 3 nights.

189. X'mas.

2008-12-18T00:44:00.003+08:00

Have Yourself A Merry Little Christmas - Daphne Loves Derby

image off google link.

-wants-

All I want for Christmas this year is happiness in all forms possible. For all my family and friends.
and all puppy mills to be shut down.

-wishes-
I wish all businesses will stop for A LITTLE WHILE so that businessmen can return to their family.
I wish all students can stop studying a little and celebrate a little.
I wish all religious conflicts stops and people to enjoy the festival.

I wish all to be happy and merry and nobody drinks and drives and nobody dies and nobody crashes into a tree and end their life.

I wish all my readers a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.

I wish that I can go shopping soon.

Oki. Merry Christmas, Happy Birthday big guy upstairs.

Cheers!

188. huat.

2008-12-16T23:49:00.003+08:00

Videotape - Radiohead

Yours truly will be away for the Ngee Ann x Astronomy Club x ANE 14 Camp from 19th - 21st. I don't know if I will be enjoying myself (I'm trying to get psyched about it), I can't bring myself to mingle and socialize with people. Then again, I need to head out and meet my friends, be it the guys from ANE 13, or my clique. I really really really need to get my ass out and LAUGH MY ASS OFF GOD FORSAKE YOU BLOODY MONEY SUCKING COMPANIES AND MEN IN 2 PIECE SUITS AND YOU MAKING EVERYTHING SO BLOODY MISERABLE WHEN I AM A HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BLOODY HAPPY PERSON.

I'd rather stay at home, with my new sofa bed *little dance* and read with Baby, although he doesn't read.

Went to Ikea for Furniture Shopping Part 2 today and I'd say we probably spent $70 on my Baby. A chair to put his bowls and some mats and rugs and what not. Mattress protectors and quilts and blah blah blah.

I AM A HAPPY PERSON.
SO SCREW YOU.

187. Can't seem to find a suitable title tonight.

2008-12-13T20:26:00.006+08:00

Way Back - Jazzamor

I think siaotingtong me, went a little crazy on yesterday’s post. Oh well. Today, I shall write about nice stuff.

About things that I’m thankful for. *happy face*

For the year 2008, I’m thankful that it’s going to be over soon. Not that it was dreadful, it was pretty okay. Nothing fantastic or mind-blowing happened, spent most of the year studying or trying to study, at the very least.

I shall go by categories, cus I likit like that.

Grrlfriends!!

A. E. are quite about the nicest girls around in my life and will continue to be that way. Although I have chixpoxes, I still want to infect the entire Chong Pang BBQ Seafood restaurant with my virus. Aly can wrap me in plastic and I’ll breathe through a straw, can I ask for bubble wrap? So I can annoy people when I roll around the floor.

Thank you girls, for so much that I can never express with words, cus you guys are beyond amazing. :>

Clique!! *Clickity click click click*

Jeremy, Gilbert, KaiXin, YinHui.

Great friends, like sisters and brothers. JIN STEADY ONE. Wahahahahaha. Yes, we be all the damn steady ones and we’ll be going to ANE together again! Although Gilbert is going to ditch us for Taiwan with Gerald :<

Thank you guys, for everything. For being great companies when we go to Sentosa, for listening to me bitch, and bitching with me. Thanks to Jeremy for listening to me bitch about a certain someone when she couldn’t stop being a bitch, probably still one.

Thanks to Yingeh and KaiXin, whom I go crazy with all the time.

Thanks to Mr. Gilbert for being so ever steadyyy and always saying that I’m fat lar hor.

Schoolmates.

Like Pamela, Chun Hui, Joni, Boon Kiat, and like a few million people whom I cannot think of right now. Thanks for everything! Muacks.

People who bitched about me.

Thank you for letting me see your true colors and making me realize how much of a bitch someone can be if they want to. Thanks for showing me how karma strikes back at people and thanks a lot! I’m not even being sarcastic. I’m a stronger person now, thanks to you bitchez. How’s bout a big screw you to you at that?

Cowboy Bar Barflies! *cus random singing, boozing and merry making people*

Mmm, despite the generation gaps sometimes *looks in general direction of uncas* I still had a lot of fun when I was with the Barflies. Thanks for all the solid and constructive comments and suggestions. Thanks for being so mean to be during my mugging period because I needed that, namely Eddy and Jay. :>

Thanks for all the hedonistic fun from all of you.
Even if you’re a baked goodie, non-biological father figure, a serial rapist, random guy shouting “WATERFAWWL”, kopitiam drinks, long legged beauties, army guy, animals, a serious offence on Singapore roads, cavemen, royalty, hot mothers, surnames and the rest with names for screen names. Last but not least, the man who brought everybody together, sometimes known as God. Dunno why.

Family.

Duh.

Mom, Ben and furkid.

I feel kind of cheesy typing all of that out. BUT ONE MUST BE GRATEFUL OKAY.
*serious face*

186. Because.

2008-12-12T23:23:00.003+08:00

All I Wanna Do Is Make Love To You - Heart

Because today I feel extremely bitchy I shall blog starting with becauses.

Because Cowboy, being Cowboy, introduced Blip.fm to us, I had a lot of fun.

Because I feel materialistic, I want a Balenciaga Big City bag.
Because I am shit ass broke, I won't get that Balenciaga Big City bag.
Because if I want to carry that bag, I'd need nice clothes to go with the nice bags.
Because I want a nice outfit, I'd need to buy new shoes.
Because I have mild chicken pox, I don't think I can go bat shit crazy shopping at Daiso tomorrow.
Because Momo said I have mild chicken pox, I'm getting shit ass paranoid. Is that itch going to explode my skin?

Because Wala Wala was very good last night.
Because Shirlyn and UnXpected is amazing. Master of the puppets.
Because I am the girl whose birthday is all 365 days.
Because everybody sang a birthday song to me like they meant it. I think.
Because Barflies cheered the loudest.
Because it wasn't even my birthday!
Because I just found the red bangle I bought. It has a phoenix and a dragon carved onto it.
Because it's apt for Chinese New Year.
Because I heard results will be out during mid January. Between the dates of 15th-19th.
Because NP/SP/TP/RP/NYP open house is from 8th-10th January.

Because I still don't know where am I heading towards.

Just. Fucking. Because.

185. A decision.

2008-12-10T23:21:00.002+08:00

Number 1 (Alan Braxe & Fred Falke Main Remix) - Goldfrapp

I have henceforth decided that I will not work after my next 2 shifts with Haato...

unless I find a really short termed job which pays by the hours and lets me work 14 hours a day.

Meanwhile,
thinkthinkthinkthinkthinkthink and think harder.

What do you really want?

184. Yes. I'm your worst waitress from Haato.

2008-12-09T23:33:00.004+08:00

Always - Bon Jovi

Yes, I'm your worst waitress from Haato,
and all your Gelato are belong to me.
Just want to let you know,
you should really try to be nice to me.

I can make your meal enjoyable,
I can make your waffles really tiny.
Let's all make our lives a little more tolerable,
so STOP BLOODY ASKING FOR MORE HONEY.

I like customers who are considerate,
like this cute guy with 6 siblings.
I usually give him more than what he ordered,
I can't think of anything that rhymes with siblings what will make a better sentence and I'm just kidding. Just in case any of Dessert Empire managers sees this. I'm just. kidding. cus I met this HORRENDOUSLY snotty/snobbish/irritating/annoying customer who thinks that she's like The alpha bitch in the cafe or whatever.

Hate you.

183. Just like a circus.

2008-12-07T23:46:00.002+08:00

Circus - Britney Spears

So I worked, shopped, ate, shopped, ate, worked. Walked all over DFS to buy new scents. I really liked Miss Dior Cherie but after awhile, it smelt really predictable, like you understood what I meant. Chanel was really bad, I wonder how can anybody wear Chanel after a long period of time. It smelt like a really bad bad mix of damp wood and mothballs ... I don't know. Just bad.

Settled for Flight of Fancy, Anna Sui. Yet again.

Just realized Muji is amazing to shop at. 'Cus everything is almost under 10. Then you keep chunking stuff into the basket. Then you get a whole basketful of amazingness. *squee* I bought two brushes that I have not found any reason for.

I have some cute ideas for Christmas presents. *dance*

******

The thing is. People constantly potray themselves as another persona online and off. Some people I came to know off (coughHillgrovecough) are totally different from their blogging personas, since I cannot really imagine myself talking to them. Hence, I'll never take anybody seriously online, lest I'm talking to you IRL.

People who appear to be all the hoity-toity high fashion avant garde hi-i-am-cooler-than-you-so-fuck-you kinda jazz going on (read: sacarsm) but IRL they're just .. them, someone who'll you just walk past and totally forget about.

Not that people who only dress well catches attention but it's a plus. No?

The main thing is not about garnering attention, but the fact that people can be so different online and off. Scares me to bits.

******

Walked around town with mimi and we shopped at Comme des Garçons for H&M (particularly, but we walked from Chunk Fest at Fort Canning to Far East) and spotted quite a few pieces of lovelylovelylovely (that's 3 lovelies) cropped jackets and hoodies. So bloody tempting with reasonable prices! Shall kidnap mom one day and head down to Cathay, but I hate the crowd, but I liked the stuff, but I hate the crowd.

Then people will be like, omg, like ew, people will be having access to brands like that, omg, it used to be only be available in (insert foreign country here) ew, people are like going to like, tarnish the brands' reputation, like omg? ew. What-fruggin-evar. *rolls eyes*

I can't remember if I use to do that, if I did, I prolly should slap myself or something. 'Cus it's just so bloody annoying. It's not like you're the alpha bitch designer of the clothing line or whatsoever, aren't an ambassador/model of any it either.

'Cus if people can afford it, there's nothing much you can do. Saw this guy at town, carried an LV Neverfull, dirty brown khakis, greyish green tshirt with stains, and slippers. WTF? Really really weird combination. LV Neverfull reminds me of Goyard totes, that sort of flimsiness and nuaness.

Brings me to the last point of this pointless and useless post ...

I love to nua.

182. Never try, never know.

2008-12-02T01:14:00.004+08:00

When Darkness Falls - Secret Garden

No thanks to someone who made me listen to ^ this song, now I'm all spaced out and pretty much numb. Hmm? Yes, no, maybe. I don't know. Someone also have actions that the dad does. I think my dad does pretty common actions, does he? Everybody I know seem to be doing what he does, or maybe I'm just noticing too much. *sweeps thoughts away*.

Seem to offend people lately and so much shit happened. I should learn to ignore and stop picking on people's little habits. They're still human afterall.. and I obviously have more peeves than anybody I know. Sometimes I feel bad for frowning at every-single-fuggen-thing, on the other side of the coin. I don't really give a fuck. Don't like you means don't like you loh, cannot meh?

Le mega huge flipping hell sigh. I don't know why am I so aimless.

No goals, no plans for the future, no aims, no aspirations, no nothing.

Still don't know what I want and the old security guards are gone... I wonder what happened.

I don't know if I really have a sad life, since I laugh at the slightest joke and comment.

/wrist?

One day,

in the future.

I'll be the most supporting parent to my child.

Then we'll take over the world.

181. ANE Camp.

2008-11-29T19:52:00.002+08:00

Space Cowboy - Jazzamor

Oh bloody hell, just realized ANE Camp this year will be full of shrieks from girls. 30 odd girls from RGS is coming for ANE Camp which equates to a lot of screaming during Butter Hill, Night Walk and basically anything that allows screaming, will have constant screamings. -_-

Showering is going to be a bladdy nb fruggin difficult thing to do, girls take forever to shower. I can vouch for that.

TMD. WHY SO MANY GIRLS !?

180. Meet, balls.

2008-11-29T19:32:00.003+08:00

Drama Queen - Family Force 5

Assumption's a really really bad thing, it should be the 8th deadly sin.

Anyways! Finally satisfied my cravings for Swedish meatballs and little knick knacks from Ikea. I bought a few stuff for the family and now Boston has 5 dog bowls, I have no reason for buying 5 dog bowls, so don't ask. I wanted to buy the black mat with hot pink motifs of the mega huge arse crown but E. was running late so I didn't bother to check it out.

I'll prolly get it the next time I see it. If Boston doesn't like it, I'll use it as my door mat or bathroom mat thingimidjity.

E. made me some super seksi black/brown/maroon leather thingy! Tied it around my ankle, am thinking of tying it around my wrists instead. But since my wrists are so tiny, I'll probably need to tie it around a couple of times then it wouldn't look pretty. boo.

Saw a few girls stepping out of NP and SIM today and many of time are wearing usual school clothes, usual Tees and Jeans combo kinda thing. Most of the girls either wear bras that were too big or small for their assets.
*facepalm*

Some boobs look like they were about to overflow and explode into little bits of fats and some sat and snuggled inside the bra with tonnes of spaces in between. It was bladdy obvious because of the tight fitting tshirts. And yes, I check out girls' boobs on the bus because I can memorize the "scenery" from Holland Village to Hillview.

I need a new job, pronto.

Will you take over the world with me?

179. 你是什么？

2008-11-25T20:21:00.004+08:00

哭了 - 林宥嘉

What's better than sticking my big fat face right at the beginning :D! Just wanted to show off my eyebags dancing around St. James. I don't know why I still have shitty complexion and eyebags when the exams are over. Why har!?!?

YAWN. Was almost falling asleep whilst eating at Oh Carol's today. The place was very quiet and serene, perfect place to nua, chat and watch geeks walk past you. :) Food was pretty nice but I really wanted to fall asleep. Would probably go back soon to nua with people.

I should totally find a replacement job soon. Haato's main reason for hiring me is because they wanted me to work from 19th December onwards... and that's the period of time I cannot work at all. Damnit. Used to work like crazy before Christmas season just to blow all the pay on Christmas presents. Still remembered I ran from Raffles shopping arcade, to Raffles City, to City Link just to buy presents one day before Christmas. Le Sigh. Times are bad... times are bad.

I need to learn to be decisive. Now.
It's going to kill me one day.

Linny can't take over the world today.

178. Don't anyhowly jeng jeng, okay?

2008-11-23T12:36:00.004+08:00

Brokenhearted - Eighteen Visions

Linny got bangs :D *you, think straight!* Day started out early and I went around doing housework. nom nom nom. Forgot what I really did but soon I was showering and heading for Westmall for a haircut. I have straight bangs now and I feel damn weird. Pictures next time.

Trained down to Yishun and some body builder girl almost fell on me. I almost lost balance cus .. 3" heels and moving trains don't go together. Anyhoos. Went off Yishun (A LOT OF PEOPLE THERE MIND YOU?) and waited for TK's super atas car :D "It's a moon roof, not a sun roof".

We were just mindlessly chatting and listening to music and suddenly... JENG JENG... a white Persian kitty dashed out from the sidewalk!! and the stupid kitty decides to hide under cars!! TK stopped every car 'cus the kitty hid under every car and eventually kitty sits under a lorry. WTH. If I was not in heel and short dresses, I would've been running up and down as well. Hope kitty is fine.

Then we went to fetch Thiang. Drove to Vivo City and we weren't late, not surprising 'cus, Barflies are always late. Walked around so Thiang could buy some hairband and TK ended up gluing some stuff. Perfect salesgirl. Anyhoo, ate really really really nice good yummy orgasmic orgasmic tasty yum yum jeng jeng good sashimi and bento meals at Akashi.

Had dinner with .. TK, Thiang, Leonard, NadNut, Krisandro, Missy, Posh, XiaoYun and Mike.

YUM YUM RUB TUMMEH :D

Then Edmund and Eileen came. Krisandro left. Huge army stomped off to St. James. Note to self: stop pasting emotions on your face. Movida looked really classy and I was expecting a lot from St. James. Walked over to Boiler Room and the. live. band. was. really. bad. Terrible jokes that were obviously NOT funny, touchy topics like Terrorism and jokes on gay sex were not funny at all. Mega facepalm. They sang about 3 songs odd and left the stage. Saw a lot of people at the party!

TK, Thiang, Leonard, NadNut, Eileen and Edmund, Missy, Posh, XiaoYun, Mike, Starmist, Unca Jay, Cowboy, Mrs. Cowboy, Unca Jay's friend (?), Aloe, *Hot* momma XT, Mandy, Charlie and who else? Cannot remember. Lazy to link also.

Then my eyes are still red 'cus I have no frikkin idea why.

Linny is off to take over the world!

177. Goodbye for now, so long.

2008-11-21T21:46:00.003+08:00

Linger - The Cranberries

Think the hardest part of holding on

was to let you go.

First and foremost, HAPPY BIRTHDAY VANDY! *hugs*. Think I've said that a few times but, it's okay! TK fetched me for dinner and Momo was like, don't need to go lah, watch TV with me lah, etc etc etc. Then we had dinner with Eileen, Jason and Unca Jay. Bla bla bla, Wala to celebrate Vandy's birthday and I left early because I wasn't feeling well and I don't like it when my momo bitches about reaching home late and blah.

Suddenly, we're just screaming at one another for no apparent reason and I got really upset and depressed (that's not usually the case, where's the rebel streak !?!) . One fine day, I'm just going to keep everything inside of me and tell no one about parental issues, because I am already annoyed by myself 'cus I keep mentioning it to myself (Yes, I speak to myself all the time).

For the record, I'm not going to grow up a drunkard, a philanderer or a major jackass. I know times are tough and all but there's this much I can tolerate. That much words I can ignore and that much actions I can accept.

*lets out mega huge sigh*

Enough of emoshitfuckcrapthatiswarped. Finally returned "Mad man dreams of turing machines" and ate TYBM. I am not psyched about it anymore. I concur that I still cannot take spice. *looks at E.* I love having lunch with E. a lot! So funny and so much laughter lah. E. asked me why did I stretch my legs and told me that I had long legs, told E. that my jeans were suffocating me and I needed more space. Hostile you, a lot.

Fuck, I don't even know why am I blogging that.

Both of our bosses called and told us we didn't need to work. Was feeling elated at first then I got really ... really..... really ... bored. I want to go back to make as much noise as I want 'cus all your gelato are belong to me!! *whines*

Been thinking what I really want in my life and I still do not have a clear definate answers. Some nights are spent worrying about my results (rumored to be released mid/late January '09). Have not been having enough rest for many nights. Although I'm not doing anything 'sides working. I'm having trouble sleeping. I can be so dead tired after a night of working, reach home to Plurk and talk ... decide that I'm tired and when I choose to sleep. I take another 2 frikkin long dreadful hours to fall asleep.

Urghhghghghhgghghghghghghghghghgghhghghhhhhhhhhhhhhghghghghghghgg.

Dinner tomorrow with the Barflies ~ am skipping St. James because I just don't like the idea of clubbing. Finally makaning with Thiang! Miss that babe, everytime we see one another, it would be at Wala and it'll be too loud to talk to one another.

Linny is off to conquer the world.

Ciao bellas.

176. Bus I take to school. LOL.

2008-11-19T13:37:00.001+08:00

Merry Christmas, Mr. Lawrence - Ryuchi Sakamoto

So work's alright, gets a little boring sometimes. Then it gets busy. Then you get weird customers who wants "lots and lots of maple syrup! *glee*" with a little jump and he is a 25 year old man. Haha, Rigewood Close customers are generally nice, sometimes the neighbouring shops asks too much from us. All in all, still fun and tolerable.

Nothing much to update because I feel extremely brain dead now.

See you guys soon.

Wala on Thursday? *thinks*

xoxo.

175. An imaginary letter to Dad that I'll never pen.

2008-11-17T12:44:00.004+08:00

Zoe Jane - Staind

Dear Dad,

Shit you very much. I don't really care how you are doing now but shit you very much. Thanks for nothing and I really hated you for a day when I was walking Boston. Shit you very much for taking the RX8 away fulling knowing that it's probably the only mode of transport. In case you didn't know, Ben got caught in the pour two times cause of the rain, what if he had his car? Nothing of this sort would have happened. Shit you very much, really.

And please, don't give me shit like, why don't you get an umbrella. Why don't you be less of a god damn prick?

I bet you didn't know that every time we wanted to go out of Hillview, we always have to take at least 2 buses to reach anywhere. Shit you very much. If Ben had his car today and I needed a ride to Ulu Pandan he probably would've fetched me.

Please enlighten me why would YOU who only have ONE ass would need more than one car? I think you have shit for brains and it frightens me that I respected you once.

Lin.

174. The bus that goes to town.

2008-11-14T10:56:00.002+08:00

Tonight - Staind

Last night was a really fun night. Dinner with Gary, Ms V, Unca Jay. Then affogato at Häagen-Dazs then to drinks at Wala Wala. UnXpected was no doubt, once again, as always making the best tunes of whatever-songs-you-want. From Metallica to Mica to Goo Goo Dolls to ... what's that song that we were singing along to? Yay got my Def Leppard :)

People present! Vincent, Anna, Jay, Ah Tiong, Thiang!, Ms V!, TK (woot), Charlie, Ed (Take care of my phone har AHAHA).

Think the highlight of the night was the huge group and the constant laughter. Ms V and I saw a bunny hopping around in the shopping centre at night! It belonged to the nail spa shop but IT WAS SO FUZZY AND HOPPY.

Great night.

P/S.Whatever it is, I think company is important. We can be at some ulu place and still have fun cus of the company.

P/P/S.Vandy's birthday next. Jeng jeng jeeeeng jeeennnggnggngngngngng. But I think I'll be working :<

P/P/P/S. What you all planning on Monday !?! Don't kachau leh!! First day of work leh !!!!

P/P/P/P/S. I love Holland Vee.

173. Heh.

2008-11-12T21:11:00.002+08:00

Black Diamond - Stratovarius

Can't wait for shopping with Momo. She'll always be my ATM for shopping trips :P. Sorry Momo!

I don't even know why am I blogging but, damn am I bored or what.

172. Wurk.

2008-11-12T16:33:00.003+08:00

New York State Of Mind - Joanna Wang

So I guess I'm going to start working huh! A few Barflies are planning to disturb and kachau me at my new workplace, starting Monday 5pm.

Ryan called and said to wear jeans (I think I'm heading out to buy new ones :D, excuses but whatever!) and shoes, he said track shoes and tennis shoes. Wtf? I'm just going to settle for my denim ox chucks.

Hmm. I guess I finally have something to pass my time. Yay?

171. Old Town Milk Tea.

2008-11-12T09:58:00.003+08:00

Kitsune Tabloid Micromix - Digitalism

I wanted to blog yesterday! Plurk was so CRAZY yesterday, no shit? Morning was the introduction of a few lovely ladies. Thanks to someone, X for her lovely music collection. BWAHAH YOU ALL DON'T HAVE EXCEPT CAKIE. *POINTS AND LAUGH*

Then at night (which was day for Cakie) we spoke in a certain kind of language which nobody will ever understand :) Secret.

So, the deal is O'levels are over, right? Guess what, I don't really feel the difference. Somehow, like some of the Barflies say, the rat race will resume soon and I think this time it will come down at you twice as hard. I've been planning my December stuff and am pondering over what courses to go into. If I decide to move into a certain course, should I go for A Math lessons first? Or even sketching and painting lessons. Move into tuition courses which cater to the courses and prepare myself?

I have a gabajazillion questions but I don't know what am I asking about. It's like an equation with A FEW unknowns. I think it will take me some time, I hope M.O.E will be nice and give us a little more time, hey, this has got to do with my future and I don't want to just chuck myself into any japalang course and drift my life away.

It's 10:10am now, by this time, all of us will be anticipating for 10:45, this is when we take a well deserved break from studying and talking in the class. Then back to class and wait for 2:15pm.

I need to do something, I need to move around. I need to interact and talk to people. I need to work! Everybody is asking me why am I rushing to work but ... why not !? I'm bored shitless at home and I don't really fancy the idea of using Momo's money to satisfy the hedonistic side of me. So work first then play later. Duh?

Okay. I'm going to end abruptly because someone distracted my train of thoughts.

Off to conquer the world!