The Way I Am - Ingrid Michaelson

Honestly uh, one day I will get poisoned from chewing on plastic too much. Chewing on my cable ties, chewing on straws, chewed on plastic forks, chewed on straws, chewed on straws, chewed more straws and more cable ties and straws and cable ties and cable ties.....

I cannot stop chewing, I kind of think that it's my alternative to smoking. I am trying to curb sthe cravings that strike every 5 – 7 minutes. Yes, I did calculate the intervals. It’s not like I have a lot of cash to spare right? And not like I have many $11.20’s to go around tarring my lungs and all right?

That’s not the point. I’ve concurred that I should stop, regardless of whatever reasons I may come up with to not quit but yes, I have to. I just have to.

The sporadic screaming and random tsunamis of sudden PMS attacks when it’s not even PMS season is just bloody draining. Still don’t know what’s going on and it shall remain status quo until things start to brighten up. I don’t know when, how or what, but I truly madly deeply hope that I don’t die before the quarantine ends.

I still want to do school stuff like walk to school and grumble, feeling the wind in my hair which will never ever get out of my fais. Talk about boys, music and what not. Talk to Kimmy, Lizzy and Stevie about random happenings and crack into hysterical fits when Kimmy/Stevie does something like robot dancing whilst saying the phrase which is coincidently someone’s name. Or just sleeping in my hoodie on Food Haven’s horribly dirty tables but I don’t really care because I’m so tired and all.

I miss school, a lot, probably because it’s my sole distraction from frustrating stuff like _________ and sometimes _________.

Every day, every single fucking day, I convince myself that there are at least 3.5 billion of people out there who are in a state far off than I am in.

Labels: friends, random, RP

China White - He Is Legend

We have officially been quarantined, just us the Year 1s, albeit being in the same building/area/complex as us. All of our seniors have not been quarantined. Hmm. Oh well, doesn't really bother me that much.

I'll only miss hugging Lizzypoopants and Hakimballs, maybe my attempts to kill Stevie but that's not the point.

Man, still got to wake up at 8:30 in my pjs to get work done. Boring or whut.


Peas ya'll.

Labels: quarantine, random, RP

The Undertaker's Thirst For Revenge is Unquenchable (The Final Battle) - Chiodos

I am on a roll. Blogging and all with no pictures. I think I wasted my day away today.

I did nothing but to camp on Facebook and do lame quizzes on Facebook like trying to find the characteristics of my inner child or something.

I fell asleep on 963 today and woke up with my grumpy fais and I looked like I was about to annihilate everybody on the bus. I saw my reflection and I got a shock.




Can I do something productive? Hmm?

Labels: random

Tekno Love Song - Coco Rosie

To everybody who rejoiced the moment you thought you could skip school,

Maybe RP's trying to minimize the spread of the flu viruses and they decided to switch off all the air conditioners in school. It's horribly stuffy around here. Fux.

There was a rumor spreading around, mentioning that W1 & W3 has like H1N1 Influenza viruses spreading. I honestly think whoever was the one who spreaded the rumor should be shot dead. I mean, honestly! you're just making fun out of the patients' agony. Funny ah? Like rejoicing and all 'cus we have H1N1 Viruses around so that YOU can get a few days off your unproductive life.

Fucking annoyed by the outbursts of happiness from people just because there is a chance to extend the school holidays. So happy for holidays then don't fucking come to school. Just stay at home and pray for the next holocust to happen or something. So we don't need to do Math and Science.

Speaking of which, I got an E for Math. Why am I not surprised.

Labels: ANNOYING, RP, stupid people

Misery Is A Butterfly - Blonde Redhead

Hi Jebus,
This is Lin here, in case you forgot. I think I'm going through a lot of shit here so please get stuff done soon. I'm kind of sick of waiting and things are going downhill. I'm swimming against current and everything is seemingly gray and monotonous.

I'm going to kill something with my bare hands soon.

Honestly, the shit that pours in like a freaking mudslide is not stopping at all. I don't really care if you don't know what I'm trying to say. I think I'm going to explode soon? There's too much shit going on and I really want to hurt somebody.

All I can do is to sit behind my laptop and type on my document page. I can't possibly show my emotions can I because "there are people far off worse than me". Honestly, what's with this "there are people far off worse than you" and that "kids in Africa has nothing to eat."

I just want to bitch! I just want to show everybody my emotions whether they like it or not. I will show all of you my pissed off face of the year and nobody can do anything about it. Nobody.






I don't really mean the above paragraph.

Labels: rants