The Way I Am - Ingrid Michaelson

Honestly uh, one day I will get poisoned from chewing on plastic too much. Chewing on my cable ties, chewing on straws, chewed on plastic forks, chewed on straws, chewed on straws, chewed more straws and more cable ties and straws and cable ties and cable ties.....

I cannot stop chewing, I kind of think that it's my alternative to smoking. I am trying to curb sthe cravings that strike every 5 – 7 minutes. Yes, I did calculate the intervals. It’s not like I have a lot of cash to spare right? And not like I have many $11.20’s to go around tarring my lungs and all right?

That’s not the point. I’ve concurred that I should stop, regardless of whatever reasons I may come up with to not quit but yes, I have to. I just have to.

The sporadic screaming and random tsunamis of sudden PMS attacks when it’s not even PMS season is just bloody draining. Still don’t know what’s going on and it shall remain status quo until things start to brighten up. I don’t know when, how or what, but I truly madly deeply hope that I don’t die before the quarantine ends.

I still want to do school stuff like walk to school and grumble, feeling the wind in my hair which will never ever get out of my fais. Talk about boys, music and what not. Talk to Kimmy, Lizzy and Stevie about random happenings and crack into hysterical fits when Kimmy/Stevie does something like robot dancing whilst saying the phrase which is coincidently someone’s name. Or just sleeping in my hoodie on Food Haven’s horribly dirty tables but I don’t really care because I’m so tired and all.

I miss school, a lot, probably because it’s my sole distraction from frustrating stuff like _________ and sometimes _________.

Every day, every single fucking day, I convince myself that there are at least 3.5 billion of people out there who are in a state far off than I am in.

Labels: friends, random, RP

China White - He Is Legend

We have officially been quarantined, just us the Year 1s, albeit being in the same building/area/complex as us. All of our seniors have not been quarantined. Hmm. Oh well, doesn't really bother me that much.

I'll only miss hugging Lizzypoopants and Hakimballs, maybe my attempts to kill Stevie but that's not the point.

Man, still got to wake up at 8:30 in my pjs to get work done. Boring or whut.


Peas ya'll.

Labels: quarantine, random, RP

The Undertaker's Thirst For Revenge is Unquenchable (The Final Battle) - Chiodos

I am on a roll. Blogging and all with no pictures. I think I wasted my day away today.

I did nothing but to camp on Facebook and do lame quizzes on Facebook like trying to find the characteristics of my inner child or something.

I fell asleep on 963 today and woke up with my grumpy fais and I looked like I was about to annihilate everybody on the bus. I saw my reflection and I got a shock.




Can I do something productive? Hmm?

Labels: random

XXZXCUZX Me - Crystal Castles

I just decided to blog since there is nothing much to do whilst waiting for 4:30pm to come. Currently sitting my arse at W4 waiting with Beng Beng listening to Electronic + Hardcore.

So what happened in class today. Had Science which wasn't that bad, mainly 'cus I was with my Dream Team :) Ahmad, Rafi, Mei and Fi, it's fucking shiok to work with people you can work with. I was motivated to get some shit done. Not that bad, until Derk mentioned the release of Enterprise Skills grade and I got a C, fucking depressing but yeah.

It was because Linny me, didn't pay much attention.

Oh well, I deserve what I deserved.
















Sheesh, a C? Harsh man.

Labels: EMP, random, RP

Ceolakanth Is Android (MSTRKRFT Remix) - Polysics


kthnxbai.

Labels: random

Suspicious Character - The Blood Arms

Watching Nip/Tuck depresses me sometimes. The amount of surgeries they'd go through just to look "perfect". Oh well, it's just a TV show. Right?


It's Wednesday night, spending Thursday at the Club. Friday - Sunday I'm down for work and we're back to school. Mentioning school, it's funny how when Helmi was mentioning that when he went out with his course mates, it was real fun, like 100 Helmi's in one single outing. I was wondering, is CCC like 100 Lin's or 100 Hakimball's or 100 Lizzy's.

Sounds pretty fun.

It's weird how kids my age are dying to head out, have fun, drink booze, smoke weed, spend time aimlessly and basically not doing anything productive. I think someone spiked my drinks or my Poifull jellybeans.

Pew.


Nip/Tuck's really addictive so I guess I'm going to stop here and ... a rolling stone gathers no moss.


Yea. I am so not that rock.

Labels: friends, random

C'mon - Guster

Spoke to my manager for the longest time on Saturday, there was a crowd, but they were all having fun in the sun with their dogs.

Spoke to her about relationships and personalities. We're somehow common in a way or two. Then we moved into a conversation regarding relationships, I don't like it, but it was interesting. Saying how nowadays, many girls make the first move. I'd never make the first move, ever. It isn't something wrong or bad but it clashes with my personality. Hence, I conclude that I've got an answer every time someone poses me the "Why you don't have boyfriend har?" question. It's going to be wicked.

Mother's Day was just like any other day. Mom bought US lunch instead, irony. We ate KFC :D Finalllllyyy. Then we had plans to go for high tea and stupid things like going to shop at Vivo City for stuff and grocery, go to the beach, head over to Botanical Gardens, eat an expensive dinner at the country club and whatever that comes to our mind. We ended up spending the day watching DVDs and falling asleep altogether. Boston, me and Momsie.

The perfect way to spend an off day. :)

I have clothes spilling all over the bedroom floor, not good. Had plans to migrate to Boston's bed (it's a single size mattress) and sleep there; then use my bed as a...a.... wardrobe with no doors?

Okay, stop it.

Labels: random

Gone in 60 seconds.

Wow. Car themed movies are awesome. Just awesome.
Adrenaline pumping to the brim action action kind of action. I'd give up some of my bags to drive Shelby Mustang in a freaking canal and pressing a button that says "Go baby, go". Which was turbo, actually.

In another country please, don't want to race to the next traffic light.

WOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWAAAAAA. AWESOME.

Okay, enough about that.

Momsie was telling me that when I was 4 or 5 still wearing cute little rompers, she brought me to her little clinic. So they didn't really invest in a shredder and some medical documents aren't meant for the public. So I was their Shredder of the day. She made me tear lots of documents from the cupboard but I didn't tear this cheque! I was smart HUH.

Then I went home and tore out empty cheques from the cheque book just because I was priased when I didn't tear that particular cheque.

Harper's Island looks kinda cool.
One by one.

Momsie bought me a Zojirushi thermal bento. So CUTE.

Okay bye.

Labels: random

Butterfly - Jason Mraz 

Labels: chalet, friends, random, shopping

Ride A White Horse - Goldfrapp

I think I fell asleep within 5 seconds this afternoon. No idea why but I was suuuuuuuuper sleepy. Was reading about the Dawn Yang and XiaXue fued the other day. I think it’s like a huge joke between two Bloggers who happen to just quarrel over something so minute and somehow or rather there are lawyer letters darting everywhere. *ponders*

I think it all boils to originality and superficiality, and I just don’t get it. DY has like what .. 2 million Blogs specially dedicated to her, just to flame her. Wao, I saw some of the blogs and wondered what the heck has DY did to land herself with soo many “exposing” blogs. Pictures dug up from birth and her days in RJC then to photoshopped pictures. Wao, the photoshopped pictures are REALLY classic. I’m marveled at how people can edit and touch themselves up to look so friggin different. Really.

Oh well. I think it’s not time for me to look all prissy and pretty. Indulging in big brand names like Gucci, Balenciaga, Goyard and what not can come later. I overheard this girl who said that her branded Guess? stuff is like so pretty, and she couldn’t stop talking about it (and obviously, her friend was totally uninterested and decides to look at the dustballs collecting on the bus' window sills instead), like omgah. What’s the big hoo-haa about Guess? again? Except that they brought in their very first Chinese model, Du Juan. Other than that, Guess? has totally lost it’s meaning (IMHO).

Momo thinks that I’ve grown up (hahahahahaha) and have thus stopped whining for that shopping spree that never comes.

Edi just mentioned he’s coming over to Singapore! I miss KL and the Adidas boys/FCUK girls and lovely lovely Damian and all the Starbies Baristas! I can go on and on.

Study time :]

Labels: heartfelt, random, rants, whine, WTF?

Ture Nature - Jane's Addiction

Satisfied my cravings for Long John Silver's tonight, having to puke everything out when I reached home at 10:13. Everysinglefagenthing came out, even the Iced Lemon Tea and a lot of blood as well. Didn't have that much blood before .. something's wrong :(
I don't feel well :( I keep puking.

Robin having a lot of fun at DBL O's private event now :( free flow Johnny Walker.
showoff :x

Labels: random

Dream On - Aerosmith

Ate at Crystal Jade Holland Vee with the Mother and went off to get someone's present :D Then when I was leaving this guy seating beside us said bye! to me. Then his girl friends were like, " Oh my god! You are soooooo *flicks hair* crazy! Anyhow talk to strangers ?!" Then his guy friends were like, " Eh? ".

Like, hello. What's wrong with saying bye -_- Like the other time, was talking to my Spaniard neighbor on the bus and we greeted with a hug and a peck on the cheeks. Then the people around us were like .. D: !!?!?!?!?!?!

-_-

My hands are getting freakish. Skin's getting super thin I think. Gets prune-ish within 5 minutes in contact with water :(
*slaps shitloads of Crabtree handcream on palm*
Pamela's really obsessed over the smell. Harharhar.

So many things to do today ...
Someone offered me 30% of his US19.7 million. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA .

K bye.

Labels: friends, random, sick, whine

Sweet Lorraine - Nat King Cole

I had teh funniest conversation over the phone with Robin evar, last night.
Damn friggggggggin' funneh. Conversation includes phrases like, "sibeh hiong ah", "butt secks !!"
LOL .

ZOMGOATSZXCZXJNS .
heeheehee .
*snigger*

Labels: random

For You I Will - Teddy Geiger

Yay, my leg is better!

I just finished dinner, AND IT IS NOT IN A STYROFOAM BOX! I'm okay with prepared food but half the time there's so much MSG in them that makes me so paranoid (I'm allergic to MSG). I like eating prepared food (I think) I just don't like to eat them out of styrofoam boxes/bento boxes. Anal much, I know.

4 days of work. I finally remembered how it felt to be on-the-go all the time, working for people and making decisions. First job was at an event too, wouldn't say it was a job, cause it's so shake-leg. Then I worked for K9 Kulture, really really long hours but very fun. Then PC fair, long hours too but only for 4 days. Didn't really needed to work for people but still,
I'm just going to end this rant here cause I don't know how to continue.

I didn't celebrate Father's Day. How did you celebrate yours or your dad's?

Labels: astro, random

Gold In The Air Of Summer - Kings Of Convenience

Balls man, I'm going to work later. IT show, please come and visit me at Acer booths k, if you happen to chance upon a zombified girl in black jeans, that's me. *-*

I remembered the first time I worked at Singapore Motorshow (not as a racing queen, stop asking, because racing queens have to be extremely slim and pretty and tofu-liked). I was helping out some shares company then .. all I did was to convince customers to purchase an online stock exchange account that I won't even buy. My boss wanted us to wear lesser clothes, cause why? Sex sells.
Blog posts on sex scandals or who zhao geng got like 38473297482374923 hits, cause why? Sex sells. Bloggers who wear a piece of white baby blanket has even higher hits and loads of perks, cause why? Sex sells. The estimated annual turn over for the porn industry, US 14 freakin' billion, cause, yeah sex sells.

I read this on ABC News,

""I think porn is healthy," Jeremy (aka Porn King) said in one XXX Porn Debate. "It's all part of that wide world of entertainment, nothing more, nothing less," he added.

Jeremy's goal? "We want happy, healthy people watching porn recreationally," he said at one debate.

HAAAAAAAGAASDHDSAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !!!!
RECREATIONALLY, SERIOUSLYYY.
Happy healthy wanking ! :D

Shit lah, I must be damn bored.

If you want a GOOD GOOD alarm ringtone, go and use Moon Dance by Michael Buble. Boston can even wake up from THAT alarm clock D: !!

Labels: random

Wild World - Mr. Big

I'm blogging uncontrollably again.


:D I love ICANHASCHEEZBURGER.

Anyways, I cooked dinner tonight, washed the entire kitchen (and received $30 from The Mother, LOL ) and had a bad start for the day. Drank a lot of juice from the carton, gross much, but everybody does it. My fingers feel ridiculously freakish, must be the detergent, I think I see some skin falling off D: .

Dinner was alright, they enjoyed it, Boston too and hell no, they're not just giving me face hor, Robin.

I'm going to bake coconut cupcakes .Goodbye .
I feel like a directional retard speck of dust, a speck.
The only time when specks of dust are seen is when the morning light shines into your bedroom. That sight amazes me all the time, irregardless of how bad the morning is. Which brings me to my name, been pretty amazed with my name. Maybe because it reminds me of my dad, ultimately Father's day, which is a few days time, innit? Whatever the case, I won't celebrate it ever.
林曦 this is my chinese name! It means, the first ray of the morning light, so noble. LOL .

K BYE .Web-camming with 鸭子, stupid annoying boy.

Labels: friends, random

Mixtape - The Black Ghost

I don't know what to blog about today .Been eating pills and more pills .Bah ~ .
Eugghdssdihfbsdhqwoizmcxnb .

Goodnight.

Labels: random, rants

Always Be My Baby - David Cook

I am absolutely, insanely hooked onto this song .Love how his notes aren't your usual sets but so soothing to hear !Gives me the oriental vibes for 2 seconds in a few parts .Mariah Carey's the actual singer, but I think her version is horrendously R&B -_- .

I am almost happy today but I shan't say why !and recently spoke to Jeremy whom I got to know when Shawn got into his car crash .Haven't seen him before but he's in the Air Force !Quite cool .

My subway sandwich from Monday is still in my fridge, let untouched and whenever I eat Subway, it reminds me of Meaner .Lol .

My lungs still feel wonky and itchy and my throat's still very itchy, I can't even explain how I feel because it's just .. an itch I can't seem to find -_-

Robin was happily telling me about how some people finds him, cute .CUTE MEH, SO EVIL .
:) Kidding lah, oh fragile hearted one .Slut bag .

ANYWAYS, I keep complaining about people on public transports .BECAUSE THEY ARE DAMN ANNOYING . WHATEVER HAPPENED TO MANNERS AND BEING CONSIDERATE ?!


So I went up to this bus and it was pretty packed and momo likes to make me seat down, no idea why but there was an empty seat infront of her and she kept insisting that I should sit down .Then this lady who was sitting there, just blatantly PLACED HER BAG ON THE SEAT .Then I was like, "She put her bag on the seat lah, how to seat, what the hell ."

Momo and I have been saying "What the hell " instead of "What the xuck " cause it's quite rude when you're outside .
SOO, I sat behind momo instead, this kind lady offered the empty seat next to her to me. So I just said, " What the hell, so bloody selfish ."
And when we alighted, we saw her bag .AND SHE STARED AT MY MOM, so both of us actually walked damn fast to reach her just to comment on her loudly.
It . was . the . ugliest . patent . bright . pink . faux . crocodile . skin . bag . EVAR . WTF !!!It's not like you're carrying a Birkie or a Kelly lah, it's not Prada's new summer line and it's definately not YSL nor Chloe's, SO SHUT UP .You're not even carrying some xucking important bag like Goyard or Balenciaga SO SHUT UP AND LET PEOPLE SEAT LAH .Bloody hell, bloody ugly bag and when she was walking her ballet flats will slip off her ankle .BLOODY HELL .Get some shoes lah .
Ugly bag and ugly shoe and refusing to give up seats for other people and just letting your ugly bag sitting on the seat .Ugly beings .

Thick skin like anything lor .
*angry*

Labels: random, rants, stupid people, WTF?

The Kids Are All Fucked Up - Cobra Starship

Was just aimlessly surfing the net last night whilst talking to Roarbin then ...

Melayu’s are fucking smelly
If you’re one, fuck you
Yay, I’m racism, can’t help it
It just runs in the blood
So sue me? LOL?

KUA KUA KUA ~
One word : FAIL ~

Well, CLEARLY enough, she doesn't read the papers nor watch the news. Just a few weeks after loserfragranceprince, she does it again .Then again, she proclaims herself to be racism (wtf?!), NO WAI .
Then there's this other thing when I absolutely CANNOT tolerate, people who taunt. NO SRSLY, like, " COME LAH, SCARED YOU AH" or, for this case, " SO ?Sue me ?". xucking hate this kind of taunting and sibeh act zhai kind of stunts .Really damn annoying .Then when people ACTUALLY comply to their sayings, they'll just deny and hide in some pathetic corner . *laughs*

Then there's another kind of people who'll just keep saying and saying and saying and just continuing using that mouth to speak .STOP . TALKING . BITCH .When something happens, you asked for it .You know, actions can actually be more productive compared to yakking, it's proven, shithead.

I was just jokingly, passing a remark about how I would get a sty in my eye if I see certain people, and when I saw some people, I felt my hurting -_- .I hope some speck of dust mysteriously got in and .. irritated my eye ..if not, I'll be damn scared .

Random .We were learning about Alkenes today in Chemistry and Rahim saw the word "Linonene" .So in Chemistry it's pronounced as Lee-no-neen .But Rahim, being Rahim, said .....
Lee-no-neh-neh .Damn xucking funny because his malay accent is pretty strong. K, retarded, whatever .

Labels: dreams, internet~, meaner, random

I'm like sitting in front of the computer with my hair dripping all over the towel, speed-typing this entry cause I am damn cold.

Blog entry soon !Like, today. Swear :D
OMG, Chinese Intensive Weeks commences todaaaaaaaay.
华语 cool ~

Labels: olevels D:, random, schoolwork