Slide In (DFA Remix) - Goldfrapp 

Labels: emo femo nemo, whine, work

Let Me Go - Nouvelle Vague

Whining post ahead. Turn back! Turn back! Before the it actually dampens your mood.

I don't know if it's the weather or something else. There's just something tugging at the heart strings, squishing my stomach, giving me this queasy feeling all the time. I am still crossing roads without thinking or checking out traffic. Every time I wait whilst hailing a cab to go home, I keep thinking of thoughts that I can never put together.

I just keep thinking and thinking but I don't even know what I'm thinking about. Wtf? *slaps self*

Been really lazy and chor lor recently, I don't really bother about image anymore. It's been a long time since I carried the same bag to school for so long. I want to find the gray suede bag out. I guess it's that time again, that same time when I told him I just, well, changed. Changed into someone that I cannot comprehend. I've lost that spunk that I used to have, I have lost quite a bit of confidence in myself... Sometimes, I think I allow people to see through me and I don't really like that.

It's like I'm searching for something unknown. I guess I need a change, some sort of guidance. Ironically, I don't like to be looked after. Gah, I don't know. Screw you.

And there is not a day, not one. freaking. day, I can pass without hearing the mention of matters along the line of *that* and *that* and *this*, I'm sick of typing e-mails to someone I don't know.

I think I'm growing older, I'm easily annoyed, my pet peeves list ridiculously grew so long that it shocks me. I cannot drink red bull anymore even when I'm drop dead tired beyond words because my hands will start shaking and my heart beat will just keep increasing ... and increasing ......

Adding on, I'm fat. Yes, I am fat. I don't feel like doing anything about it.

I keep studying and studying but nothing gets in. So how? When I finish a chapter, I cannot recall the first few pages of work. Secondary school is just a pain in the arse to get through, seriously, what have you learnt in the textbooks that you applied in work? Nadah.

Someone told me to make use of the time to forge as much awesome friendships as possible. The thing is, there's only that many people 我看的顺眼 and vice versa. There's only that much people that can tolerate my bluntness, that mouth which cannot stop spewing vulgarities, drinks redbull whenever deemed possible and whines non stop about chairperson sai kangs.

I am REALLY thankful for my friends, really. Those who can tahan me. You all know who you guys are lar. Don't need to say out. The ones I dream big dreams with.

I want to continue to whine and whine till this blog post has a scroll bar. But I'm going to head back to my Chemistry notes. Practical examinations tomorrow, dreading the quarantine sessions to NO end.

Is it me, or do the Barflies eat at lightning speed. Diu diu diu.

Labels: barflies, life, whine

Ride A White Horse - Goldfrapp

I think I fell asleep within 5 seconds this afternoon. No idea why but I was suuuuuuuuper sleepy. Was reading about the Dawn Yang and XiaXue fued the other day. I think it’s like a huge joke between two Bloggers who happen to just quarrel over something so minute and somehow or rather there are lawyer letters darting everywhere. *ponders*

I think it all boils to originality and superficiality, and I just don’t get it. DY has like what .. 2 million Blogs specially dedicated to her, just to flame her. Wao, I saw some of the blogs and wondered what the heck has DY did to land herself with soo many “exposing” blogs. Pictures dug up from birth and her days in RJC then to photoshopped pictures. Wao, the photoshopped pictures are REALLY classic. I’m marveled at how people can edit and touch themselves up to look so friggin different. Really.

Oh well. I think it’s not time for me to look all prissy and pretty. Indulging in big brand names like Gucci, Balenciaga, Goyard and what not can come later. I overheard this girl who said that her branded Guess? stuff is like so pretty, and she couldn’t stop talking about it (and obviously, her friend was totally uninterested and decides to look at the dustballs collecting on the bus' window sills instead), like omgah. What’s the big hoo-haa about Guess? again? Except that they brought in their very first Chinese model, Du Juan. Other than that, Guess? has totally lost it’s meaning (IMHO).

Momo thinks that I’ve grown up (hahahahahaha) and have thus stopped whining for that shopping spree that never comes.

Edi just mentioned he’s coming over to Singapore! I miss KL and the Adidas boys/FCUK girls and lovely lovely Damian and all the Starbies Baristas! I can go on and on.

Study time :]

Labels: heartfelt, random, rants, whine, WTF?

如果没有你 - 莫文蔚

Long post ahead with really bad sentence structure, because I am sleepy.

There is actually nothing wrong with my Gmail account! Damnit, it's FF being anal, cannot sign into my Gmail at all. Switched over to IE and tadah ~ ! Shall blog in IE from now onwards.

Been thinking about many things, accepting critisicms, thinking about the future, planning for the future (wao, big thing) etc etc. Need to start on Humanities already, been revising a lot of Mathematics and Science. English? English, very important :( should start to go over to Ben's room to take some books. 1984 by George Orwell next! Because I read the title somewhere, don't know where. Library soon, chiaobin.

Was studying Chemistry just now and it was EXTREMELY warm tonight! Gah! Also handed in coursework part B today and I felt a rush of happiness through every inch of my body. Albeit feeling extremely worried about my work after leaving the room, Imanaged to eat some of the stuff I've been craving for. I should learn how to take chilli ...

It amazes me, how some people can morph into someone else (totally different) in the shortest span of time. Facades and superficiality on a daily basis. Maybe because I'm like reaaaalll lazy or what, but I find putting up a front and disguising yourself is like, really, draining. I cannot bring myself to change myself and intermingle with anybody I see. How tiresome is that .. wao.

After Dowagr mentioned about Hand Dermititis, I began to Google/Wiki it for damn long, reading reports after reports about it. I'm quite certain that I have acute contact hand dermititis, in a nutshell, my hand's a little allergic to everyday substances like detergent, shampoos, hair gels and sometimes even water. That really means, that I cannot be touching the stronger solvents and substances around the household :( No acids, no alkalis ... no water? Wtf? I love showering :( Momo's been trying to get a slot at National Skin Centre but the alimony shiet is taking up a lot of time and I really can't be bothered, well, unless the skin on my hands starts to crack and bleed or something.
*slaps on Crabtree's hand lotion*

I was shown blogs of girls who recently lost their loved ones, one of it belonged to a girl who lost her boyfriend, Clifton, due to NS training and another girl who lost her girlfriend in a fatal car accident.

Immediate reaction was to think of Wayne. Dearly departed, gone too fast, too soon. I hope you're doing well Handsum. I am glad and thankful for the fact that your passing on didn't hurt. I was watching you guys on YouTube during Mosiac Fest. I wish there were more shows of you and The Suns now ... Really miss you Wayne. I told you I'll come looking for you with my results. I'll also bring you to my favorite cafe.

Keep rockin', Mr. Thunder :)
xiaolongbao ! <3.

Labels: emo femo nemo, friends, life, olevels D:, schoolwork, wayne thunder, whine

Dream On - Aerosmith

Ate at Crystal Jade Holland Vee with the Mother and went off to get someone's present :D Then when I was leaving this guy seating beside us said bye! to me. Then his girl friends were like, " Oh my god! You are soooooo *flicks hair* crazy! Anyhow talk to strangers ?!" Then his guy friends were like, " Eh? ".

Like, hello. What's wrong with saying bye -_- Like the other time, was talking to my Spaniard neighbor on the bus and we greeted with a hug and a peck on the cheeks. Then the people around us were like .. D: !!?!?!?!?!?!

-_-

My hands are getting freakish. Skin's getting super thin I think. Gets prune-ish within 5 minutes in contact with water :(
*slaps shitloads of Crabtree handcream on palm*
Pamela's really obsessed over the smell. Harharhar.

So many things to do today ...
Someone offered me 30% of his US19.7 million. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA .

K bye.

Labels: friends, random, sick, whine

Ageless Beauty - Stars

Confessions

• Been listening to Stars, Guster, Kings of Convenience, Rachel Yamagata, The cure and Belle and Sebastian. I think I'm in need of silence.
  
  
• Thought that one of the teacher was extremely annoying and kb when I knew he was in our group. Before I left for my exam, he said, "Good Luck and God Bless!" .. "Never judge a book by it's cover" put into good use once more. Sigh, sorry Mr. XXX (I don't even know his surname) You're really cool, thanks for the words.
  
  
• Cursed at many people (in my heart) and hoped for the worst.
  
  
• Had the thought of murdering and castrating someone.
  
  
• Ate huge fluffy white marshmallows coated with rich white chocolate with almond and cashew!
  
  
• I know my incessant whining has elevated into God-liked state, am trying hard to adapt.
  
  
• Texted Meaner the entire day. Whose going to pay the bills?
  
  
• Had the thought of slapping the examiner because she couldn't stop twirling her hair/stroking her hair/touching her hair in front of my, no, EVERYBODY'S face and only I get to twirl my hair. Please for Pete's sake . ACT LIKE A DAMN TEACHER .How the hell am I going to respect you and answer in your face when you KEEP TWIRLING YOUR HAIR. It's a national exam, like, hello. Although it is of zero significance to you, BE PROFESSIONAL LAH WOMAN.
  
  
• Selective hearing also reaching enlightenment already.
  
  
• Too much homework, too little time.
  
  
• Don't feel like confessing already.
  

Labels: emo femo nemo, olevels D:, whine

L-O-V-E - Nat King Cole

I don't know.
I refuse to admit .
I refuse to accept .
I don't want to know .
I refuse to understand .
I hope I change me soon .
I don't want to make mistakes .
I don't like being in a difficult position .
I don't like it when it is unfair to me .
I don't like it when I get emo .
I don't know why I did .
I want to whine more .
I want breakfast .
I must change .
I am teh emo .

Labels: emo femo nemo, whine

Loud - Shannon Noll

I can safely summarize the whole of next week in one word : SCREWED.
Being sick on the week of extra school didn't help at all. Damn. I've also been lazy this whole holiday. Whatever :/ I'm just going to go with the flow and .. it's not going to be very easy.

God Bless me.

Labels: schoolwork, whine

Intensify (PMT Remix) - Way Out West

I am on bitch fit mode now.
Didn't get to check out Johnathan's new bags today. *whinewhinewhinewhine*
I want Balenciagas, Goyards and and Guccis, Classic Chanels ... Shut up, I want to rant materialistic-ly.

Is it me or are they A LOT OF Ah Lians/Ah Bengs wearing Gucci ?! Wahlau!! I see soo many of them donning Gucci lanyards/belts/tote bags. Le Sigh. When can I buy my own handbag that I like :(. CLUB 21 IS HAVING SALES MAN. Mullberry having sales :( My Cheap Monday has a ridiculous amount of dog hair stuck onto it>:(.

Damn sian. School is starting soon. No more pretty clothes, wear uniform :(. Jay-Meister also mentioned Prelims is in 4 months time *stabs self*.

*whinewhinewhinewhinewhinewhinewhine* x 10.

Labels: ANNOYING, olevels D:, shopping, whine, WTF?

Everytime (Way Out West Remix) - Lustral


IT IS SO WARM TODAI .
Anyhoos, kor fetched momo and I to Gleneagles because Momo had something to tend to .. then we started to talk about our family matters (again, I hope the trusty RX8 stays tho ~)
Conversation went on something like that ...

Momo : Next time, you all confirm will love me a lot one ...
Kor and I : Huh .. why so confident?
Momo : Firstly, I am your mother,
Secondly! I am your money. M&M, okay?
Kor and I : ............

Momo cannot differentiate between 'pa golf' and 'fuck off'.

I saw a damn friggin' zhai Guitar Hero guy at Serene Centre. Damn zhai ....

KTHNXBAI.
Warm warm warm ..... *whines*

Labels: momo, pictures, scan, whine