Picking flowers in the early hours.
Monday, February 2, 2009

Back In Black - ACDC 

Today I feel so horribly lonely because I chose to head down to RP alone. I needed to have a feel of how it was like to travel alone, go to a new school alone, get out of the school alone, find a particular place in the compound alone and all that jazz. I;m going to rant about Poly stuff and if you think it's irksome, just fuck off. (am not directing this to anyone in particular, get this straight). 

On second thoughts, I wouldn't say it was horrible, feeling horribly lonely is probably just the drama queen in me talking. Spoke to Dr. Chris Woo for a little while and I guess it didn't really change much of my stereotypical mindset with regards to RP. RP, deny it as much as you want, many of you (including myself) think that RP is a horrible place to be in. Comparing it's Cut Off Points (COP) with the 4 other reputable and established schools, RP is last in every single possible way. 

Sure I didn't get into NP, sure I know tonnes more about NP compared to RP. Heck I know where are the vending machines located at NP and I don't even know how to get to RP. I took a freaking cab from Woodlands Interchange because I read Nick's reply wrongly. I swore and crossed my heart I will never study in RP but towards the end... I knew after getting a D7 for Mathematics, I'm not going to get into a reputable Polytechnic. 

It's like getting an A2 for Chinese, B3 for English and F&N and B4 for Humanities and Sciences and at the end of everything, I felt that it was all redundant.  Redundant, useless, practically worthless and everything else in between... 

I guess I just need to hope that I will grow to like RP, albeit having 99% of my friends and acquaintances to be studying and pursuing their diplomas at NP. I need to find a way out, somehow. 

I've been told that "RP sucks", "RP is damn slack", "RP's diploma certificate is not recognized" etc etc. I said, "RP is ITE without the uniform". At the end of the day, I'm going to just say, I'm doing this for myself. I probably learnt my lesson and would never say that "this school sucks". Any school in fact, be it RP or some other random school that everyone else stereotypes.

I hope RP is not slack at all. I cannot imagine having slacking lessons and slacking my way through a year. I cannot stand slacking after half a year. I've been slacking for so long, if I continue to slack, I would probably turn into goo. 

RP in the morning tomorrow, need to go fill up some forms and stuff... 30 minutes bus ride, shall bring a copy or two of Nat Geo and not stare into blank space and realizing after 15 minutes into the journey, I'm tearing. 

因为我没事了,也该是时候长大。
ShawnChee, 别气馁,一起加油努力。  

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9:39:00 PM

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Real Girl - Mutya Buena

So I guess most of everybody probably would have heard one another's results. I wouldn't say 16 is terribly horrendous, but having to fail Math, it's probably one of the most dire cases which I, for one, obviously hoped didn't happen.

Who cares if people think I'm being a drama queen and still crying even if I got 16. I guess it's the agony I felt when I realized I probably almost met my targets for the majority of the papers. Humanities aside, although I was looking at a B3, got a B4 instead. The rest of the results were acceptable and I was most satisfied with Chinese and Sciences. F&N was a delight. English was alright too I guess. Everything is alright as of this moment because there's so much more that I want.

Crying at the hall is because I, seriously thought I couldn't get into any Polytechnic courses, 'cus I once heard someone said that failing Math means you cannot enter any course in Polytechnic.

Whatever the case, I'm eligible for the courses that I take interest in. *Thank God* Having to fret over courses that I like, in comparism to courses that I'm not interested in, is a whole lot better.

The Momo thinks that I did very well and that this set of results have been the best so far. If she thinks it's okay, I think it should be fine. I'm still annoyed by the fact that I failed Math, when it is so paramount when it concerns Polytechnic education. Big mega huge sigh. Math is so important.. but I somehow, can never grasp the concept.

Meanwhile, I got to make my decisions quick, dragging it on will make everything seem like a huge blur. Still trapped in the bubble where everything is thrown in my direction, bouncing off the walls and hitting me back again and again...

Uncertainty is seriously draining every inch of happiness from me. There's always a fine line between every choice, then there's waiting and hoping, alongside with empty promises of working harder the next time round, hence hoping someone out there will give me that one chance.

Then it's back to hoping and waiting all over again.

Hope is too big of a word. I want, and not hope to want.
All that's left to do is do be decisive and accept what I have in front of me now. Pieces of paper strewn everywhere and random clippings of course details. Maybe it's time to get myself organized. Room, thoughts, wants. Everything straightened out once and for all.

To my friends, let's hope to see everyone of us enjoying what we do, and screaming for joy when we receive our school postings. What's done been done, 加油吧, 别气馁,再辛苦一点点而已。

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1:07:00 PM

Saturday, January 10, 2009

Stress - Justice 

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11:46:00 AM

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Weird chinese song - Channel 8, 7pm drama. 

Okay, so the deal is our results will be released next Monday 12th January, I'm sure most of you heard about it on the news.

Felt a huuuuge sense of relief.. well at least I know something now! So basically we have 5 days to fill that form.. Friday, 17th January and school posting will be out on the 30th of January. Fast? Hell yes it's fast, but I still have no clue on what course to venture into. I think I've blogged about this before like, a thousand and one times, to the point that I'm sick of thinking of what I should do :( But I cannot not think of what courses to go into right. Yes and no and yes and no and no and yes and no and yes and no and yes. 

I should totally.. find someone to talk to about this. 
Totally.

I seriously cannot stand your attitude anymore. 
All of me wishes to kick your face. 

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7:00:00 PM

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Kitsune Tabloid Micromix - Digitalism 

I wanted to blog yesterday! Plurk was so CRAZY yesterday, no shit? Morning was the introduction of a few lovely ladies. Thanks to someone, X for her lovely music collection. BWAHAH YOU ALL DON'T HAVE EXCEPT CAKIE. *POINTS AND LAUGH* 
Then at night (which was day for Cakie) we spoke in a certain kind of language which nobody will ever understand :) Secret. 

So, the deal is O'levels are over, right? Guess what, I don't really feel the difference. Somehow, like some of the Barflies say, the rat race will resume soon and I think this time it will come down at you twice as hard. I've been planning my December stuff and am pondering over what courses to go into. If I decide to move into a certain course, should I go for A Math lessons first? Or even sketching and painting lessons. Move into tuition courses which cater to the courses and prepare myself? 

I have a gabajazillion questions but I don't know what am I asking about. It's like an equation with A FEW unknowns. I think it will take me some time, I hope M.O.E will be nice and give us a little more time, hey, this has got to do with my future and I don't want to just chuck myself into any japalang course and drift my life away. 

It's 10:10am now, by this time, all of us will be anticipating for 10:45, this is when we take a well deserved break from studying and talking in the class. Then back to class and wait for 2:15pm. 

I need to do something, I need to move around. I need to interact and talk to people. I need to work! Everybody is asking me why am I rushing to work but ... why not !? I'm bored shitless at home and I don't really fancy the idea of using Momo's money to satisfy the hedonistic side of me. So work first then play later. Duh? 

Okay. I'm going to end abruptly because someone distracted my train of thoughts. 
Off to conquer the world! 



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9:58:00 AM

Saturday, October 4, 2008

Hit 'Em Up Style - Blu Cantrell 

I like to surf Food Network for the entire day and look for cupcake recipes. Next cupcake recipe to try is pink cupcakes with cream cheese icing or mascarpone cupcakes with strawberry glaze. Yums. I'm also listening to Def Jay again, R&B radio. 

Momo is forcing Vitamin C down my throat. Laadeedaa, I've never liked fizzy drinks. Still have to force it down. 

Last day of school went pretty okay, some people just don't know when to shut their fucking gap holes. It went smoothly until ... Mrs. Peng entered the class with dosier files, peeked at my own dosier file and saw all my past offences. T-T There were spot-check slips, pink slips which I forgot what they were for, statements and more itty bitty bits of nastiness. Then I looked at my results, not fantastic. Shitty dossier file + shitty results, how da heck am I going to find a job?! *rips hair* Nobody looks at your dossier file anyways, I very much hope so. 

Anyhows, I baked the 美人s some brownies. Pamela ate it and had a really weird face and I was like, oh no, does it taste like shit? I have a quirky taste, tend to like food that nobody likes. Anyways they love it :D! 

Then I had this amazing amaaaaazing idea for a BBQ. Sometimes there are instances where people invite you over for BBQs right, so I thought of baking them brownies, top them with crushed graham crackers, banana slices, chopped chocolate bits, marshmellows and then wrap it up tightly in aluminium foil. Reach aforementioned BBQ and just plonk it on the grill and everything melts into goodness and TADAH, you get BROWNIE S'MORES. I'm going to try this the next BBQ that I attend. 
Instant gratification does not have to come in a box! (quote Nigella) 

Like Pamela, I'm going to end this post with something overused and corny. 
A few more days to the start of the O'levels. The more I can answer Wilfred/Chemistry TYS' answers the more confident I am. Tried, tested and proven. Practice makes perfect and you definitely reap what you sow. 
All the best and see you guys at the finish line! (only to the people I like only, duh. *roll eyes*)

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1:59:00 PM

Monday, August 25, 2008

Les Feuilles Mortes - Yves Montand

Was making notes for Geography stuff then my brother was out at the living room, he's seldom at the living room. It's only for dinner and when there's a good show on TV, living room's TV's bigger and clearer and tadah! Army Daze was playing :D Didn't slip my mind. It was friggin' hilarious. First jingle that I heard was "Why you so lidat?" Couldn't help but to laugh like a CRAZY woman cause Cakie mentioned it the other day on Plurk.

Had dinner at Rong Guang Seafood with some Barflies on Friday night, REALLY cold night. There was Roarrbin, Cakie, DPL (干爹! LOL), Leonard, Posh and Serendipity (?). The food was really good lah, although I don't take spice, but the sambal was really good! There was sambal stingray x2, sambal kangkong, sambal sotong, sambal la la (I don't even dare to look at it) har qiong gai, chilli crabs and mantous :) and cereal prawns! A LOT OF FOOD LAH, immense amount of sambal as well. Wasn't in the best of moods that night and I was surprisingly quiet, kept spacing out as well ...
Momo says we're gonna head over to Rong Guang for my birthday dinner. Yeay, szup.

I got to have my expressions written all over my face, it's making me so predictable. I just don't like the idea of being predictable and it's annoying, no? To have all your expressions and actions written clearly on your forehead. Like when you're pissed, there's a big red chop of "DU LAN" on your forehead. Tut tut tut ...

Prelims phase 1 starts tomorrow, about 5 papers and one practical. One week of holidays then Prelims phase 2 again -_-. Smart (____) planned it so that we have got NO choice, BUT to use that one week for hardcore revisions. *sneer*
Ending on 12th September :D but all hell's gonna resume on the 15th October ending on 11th November. SONG BOH?


Oraight, gonna go back to revisions.

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12:44:00 AM

Friday, August 15, 2008

Never Let Me Go - Hillsongs United

Really really tiring day today. I dreamt that I was late and I was scrambling and tripping all over the stuff in my room and I sat straight up almost immediately. 6:17am. 17 minutes behind schedule!
Rush rush rush.

Went to school and we did reading aloud in the first two periods. Thank god for that, if not I'll be reading like there's no consonants evar in the universe. :) Oral went pretty okay! Challenging topic and conversational topic too. Nonetheless, not as bad as Chink oral. Chink oral was beyond jialatness.

Finished exams and headed over to WM for Linner (lunch+dinner) and made our way to Ms Koh's house. Ms Koh didn't say anything :D albeit being late and ringing the doorbell a hundred times.

Veli juicy juicy juicy couture gossips tonight lor! LOVE IT GIRLS!

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10:04:00 PM

Thursday, August 14, 2008

You - Hillsongs United

I’m going to start P.O.A (Principles of Accounting) all the way from Chapter Uno. I don’t care if I don’t do well, but I just don’t want to give up.

I am going to try real hard! Although I don't really enjoy Accounting :/
Okidokes, left one last graph question on Tampines paper then .... am gonna study something else.

There has got to be some bug going around. Yingeh is sick. DPL and Cow, sick too. I was sick, oh wait, I'm constantly sick. Momo was sick (a little), Boston was sneezing this morning. Robin had a really bad headache (still sick right?)

Get well soon everybody. *fingers crossed* I don't fall ill myself, not a very convenient time to fall ill.

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8:32:00 PM

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

Devotion - Hillsongs United
When You stand, the tall tress and mountains bow
When You speak, the fiercest of oceans is still
And I see the sinner seek devotion
The lost become chosen, and I fall to my knees

THIS . WEEK . IS . BY . FAR . THE . SHITTIEST . WEEK . *pouts

Monday was a holiday. Today's Tuesday and we recieved our O'levels MT results and I've gotten a B3. Boo. I honestly wanted A2/A1, who wouldn't anyway. Momo was mentioning that even if I managed to snag an A2, she would still want me to retake the paper. Her reasons were cause the second time around, I'll know what's going on and I'll probably handle the paper better. *shrugs. Moms are never wrong.

Was trying to plan tuition dates for this week and it was utterly tormenting -_-.
Wednesday's out cause Ms. Koh cannot make it. Night study on Wednesday.
Thursday's out because we have Math supplementary lessons.
Friday's down for English O'levels orals and one of the two Math lessons.
Saturday's down for one of the two Math lessons. Church gathering in the evening.
Sunday's out cause Pam and I have Chemistry lessons with Wilfred.

Phew. Cold night tonight, am wearing my PJs that I only wear when I'm in China. Cold! I haz a sneeze tonight because I didn't take my allergy pill before I crashed in the afternoon. My eyes were telling me an allergy's coming. Yeah man. How cool is that.

*Snort.
Don't mope, mug.

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9:24:00 PM

Thursday, July 31, 2008

Collide - Howie Day
Got this off Cowboy Caleb and it is somehow true ..

Today's probably the weirdest day ever. The heat super super overwhelming and annoying, and the faggots who keep drilling ought to spare a thought for us. Weird enough, with all the heat going on, I'm stuffing tissue up my nose, popping Clarinese and Atarax.

Oh, how much I hate running noses and watery eyes ...

The best way to study productively is to take small breaks. I still can remember Miss Quek's words .. she used to tell me that whenever I cannot figure out a bar or a phrase of notes, I should just take a break and come back 5 minutes later. (With all the crotchets and minims going on, I cannot sit down and decipher the notes slowly). That’s for my case .. I guess .

So there was like 2 big books of God knows what on the coffee table this morning, was mindlessly chewing on Sun Moulin toasts with my eyes closed until Momo decides to bombard me with the same ol’ questions. She made me read through my dad’s stuff. Boy, shitloads of receipts from various shops. Then Momo’s receipts were all from Supermarkets and grocery shops. *shrugs*

So my brother was asking me, “Are you bothered by it?”. I just told him that it was annoying, well, he agreed. I don’t know why I feel this way though, I thought kids when caught in a separation will be all emo-ish and stuff. Nah, he went off to play with Boston and laughed at Boston’s silly actions.

Oh well, I don’t know what happened, what’s going to happen or what will eventually happen.

I’ve just mysteriously and miraculously (at the same time), developed a liking and interest for the Northern Ireland conflict, between the Catholics and the Protestants with all the gritty British intervention and all. Grrreat time to start on Humanities revision!

Someone tell me what I should do for Accounts. *rips hair*

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9:16:00 PM

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

如果没有你 - 莫文蔚

Long post ahead with really bad sentence structure, because I am sleepy.

There is actually nothing wrong with my Gmail account! Damnit, it's FF being anal, cannot sign into my Gmail at all. Switched over to IE and tadah ~ ! Shall blog in IE from now onwards.

Been thinking about many things, accepting critisicms, thinking about the future, planning for the future (wao, big thing) etc etc. Need to start on Humanities already, been revising a lot of Mathematics and Science. English? English, very important :( should start to go over to Ben's room to take some books. 1984 by George Orwell next! Because I read the title somewhere, don't know where. Library soon, chiaobin.

Was studying Chemistry just now and it was EXTREMELY warm tonight! Gah! Also handed in coursework part B today and I felt a rush of happiness through every inch of my body. Albeit feeling extremely worried about my work after leaving the room, Imanaged to eat some of the stuff I've been craving for. I should learn how to take chilli ...

It amazes me, how some people can morph into someone else (totally different) in the shortest span of time. Facades and superficiality on a daily basis. Maybe because I'm like reaaaalll lazy or what, but I find putting up a front and disguising yourself is like, really, draining. I cannot bring myself to change myself and intermingle with anybody I see. How tiresome is that .. wao.

After Dowagr mentioned about Hand Dermititis, I began to Google/Wiki it for damn long, reading reports after reports about it. I'm quite certain that I have acute contact hand dermititis, in a nutshell, my hand's a little allergic to everyday substances like detergent, shampoos, hair gels and sometimes even water. That really means, that I cannot be touching the stronger solvents and substances around the household :( No acids, no alkalis ... no water? Wtf? I love showering :( Momo's been trying to get a slot at National Skin Centre but the alimony shiet is taking up a lot of time and I really can't be bothered, well, unless the skin on my hands starts to crack and bleed or something.
*slaps on Crabtree's hand lotion*

I was shown blogs of girls who recently lost their loved ones, one of it belonged to a girl who lost her boyfriend, Clifton, due to NS training and another girl who lost her girlfriend in a fatal car accident.

Immediate reaction was to think of Wayne. Dearly departed, gone too fast, too soon. I hope you're doing well Handsum. I am glad and thankful for the fact that your passing on didn't hurt. I was watching you guys on YouTube during Mosiac Fest. I wish there were more shows of you and The Suns now ... Really miss you Wayne. I told you I'll come looking for you with my results. I'll also bring you to my favorite cafe.

Keep rockin', Mr. Thunder :)
xiaolongbao ! <3.

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10:43:00 PM

Thursday, July 3, 2008

Sigur Rós - Sigur Rós



Wao. Had a really really really really heavy lunch at PastaMania this afternoon with ErJie. We were bitching and talking and .. bitching and talking lor. Came home, grabbed sleep and did English. Gonna start on Math soon, hopefully I don't feel sleepy.

My upper lip has a cut and .. I don't know HOW to start on Coursework Part B. Timbre with the Barflies on Saturday, celebrating YuNz and Cool's birthday I think.

Anxiety/kanchiong/panic/pent up stressed, I really hope you don't come back for me again. Huge gigantic tsunamis of Emonemofemo (I like to name my feelings) strikes me at very random times of the day :/. Being a complete idiot with Elize usually helps, whilst eating rice very very slowly. We're so retardedly retarded that it's funny.

O'levels is so arduous a toil. Been damn long since I sat down and studied for a long long time. Should've started early. O'levels prep work is just a mother long mug session!!

不要为失败找借口
只为成功找方法

谢谢 TSSD for the Justice album, you 石头, really. :bigmegahappyelatedface:

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9:30:00 PM

Monday, June 30, 2008

Ageless Beauty - Stars

Confessions
  • Been listening to Stars, Guster, Kings of Convenience, Rachel Yamagata, The cure and Belle and Sebastian. I think I'm in need of silence.

  • Thought that one of the teacher was extremely annoying and kb when I knew he was in our group. Before I left for my exam, he said, "Good Luck and God Bless!" .. "Never judge a book by it's cover" put into good use once more. Sigh, sorry Mr. XXX (I don't even know his surname) You're really cool, thanks for the words.

  • Cursed at many people (in my heart) and hoped for the worst.

  • Had the thought of murdering and castrating someone.

  • Ate huge fluffy white marshmallows coated with rich white chocolate with almond and cashew!

  • I know my incessant whining has elevated into God-liked state, am trying hard to adapt.

  • Texted Meaner the entire day. Whose going to pay the bills?

  • Had the thought of slapping the examiner because she couldn't stop twirling her hair/stroking her hair/touching her hair in front of my, no, EVERYBODY'S face and only I get to twirl my hair. Please for Pete's sake . ACT LIKE A DAMN TEACHER .How the hell am I going to respect you and answer in your face when you KEEP TWIRLING YOUR HAIR. It's a national exam, like, hello. Although it is of zero significance to you, BE PROFESSIONAL LAH WOMAN.

  • Selective hearing also reaching enlightenment already.

  • Too much homework, too little time.

  • Don't feel like confessing already.

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10:01:00 PM


Gold In The Air Of Summer - Kings Of Convenience

Happy happy happy happy happy happy drunk birthday to Jaywalk
Drew something for him (because he is always drawing for others) but .. I'm lazy to post it up. 29th June. I learnt a new phrase, pang puar liap. HAH .


Happy happy happy happy happy happy horny birthday to Dennis The Menace The Meaner The ownerofthelargestcookieintheentireuniverseandtheOnyx castle. HAHAHA. I know you don't get it.
Happy Belated dear, love you meni meni.
Ground breaking news : flirted with Dennis last night. 19 on 25th. 19 right :x or is it 20. How old are you?

YAWN. Chinese O'levels Oral today.
I shall miraculously turn into a super zhai chinese speaking scholar.
Xiexie. Zaijian.

DAMN FETCH . I HAVE BREAKFAST . YAY.

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6:32:00 AM

Saturday, June 21, 2008

Intensify (PMT Remix) - Way Out West

I am on bitch fit mode now.
Didn't get to check out Johnathan's new bags today. *whinewhinewhinewhine*
I want Balenciagas, Goyards and and Guccis, Classic Chanels ... Shut up, I want to rant materialistic-ly.

Is it me or are they A LOT OF Ah Lians/Ah Bengs wearing Gucci ?! Wahlau!! I see soo many of them donning Gucci lanyards/belts/tote bags. Le Sigh. When can I buy my own handbag that I like :(. CLUB 21 IS HAVING SALES MAN. Mullberry having sales :( My Cheap Monday has a ridiculous amount of dog hair stuck onto it>:(.

Damn sian. School is starting soon. No more pretty clothes, wear uniform :(. Jay-Meister also mentioned Prelims is in 4 months time *stabs self*.

*whinewhinewhinewhinewhinewhinewhine* x 10.

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10:01:00 PM

Saturday, May 31, 2008

As Above, So Below (French) - Klaxons

Call me paranoid, call me uptight. I always have the feeling of people bitching behind my back, all the time. May I suggest that half the time, my intuitions are pretty accurate !Why can't I apply that on examinations .Pffft .I probably have that feeling cause, I bitch about people .Nyeh, I won't create bitching topics, I just bitch on what's happening !I won't call it bitching anyways, I'll probably call it, discussions .Yeah, I like to give excuses .Just so you know, I don't give two flying xucks about whatever is being said, for I won't stoop to that level.

Whatever .I've probably got people who hates me, reading this right now !Oh, the irony :) .

Anyways, went to school for approximately 5 seconds because I needed to drop something off for Pam and rushed to meet momo and I think the cab driver secretly hopped that I stayed longer. Ms Pam told me that she saw my blog, Hi Ms Pam !

SERIOUSLY, I don't know how many teachers read my blog (Hello teachers !Have a nice day !).But that doesn't mean I have to be super discreet when it comes to blogging, end of the day, This is still my blog and I have the liberty to speak my mind , obviously, not the things that breaches the law .*duh*

Been utterly sick these few days .On anti-biotics that mysteriously dries up my salivary glands and make my mouth extremely dry.Amoxicap ?Whatever, you don't work and you smell like shit .I need some miracle remedy *prays*

And I've also been away from civilization these few days, been sleeping, doing work, more sleeping, eating (on a regular basis), doing work, procrastinating A LOT.It's just disgusting, at the rate I'm going, I can jolly well just flunk O'levels, whilst typing this, I'm planning my time-table on Microsoft Excel .I'm going to .. print like 29387297 pieces of these time-table and stick them all over my room. Momo decides that it's best that I stop piano for the time being, sigh, I guess I can still do Mazurka on my own .I'm going to miss Ms. Quek like mad, not having her around on Saturdays, just doesn't depicts Saturdays anymore.

Anyhoos, been trying to buy time to read !READING, yes, epitome of relaxation .There's absolutely no time to read because everybody's just so uptight with .. everything else .I hate how small Blogger's typing space is, unlike WordPress, I want to adjust the type space as well !Hate small spaces. Hate .

I want to watch Monk and .. Dirty Sexy Money! Really !Monk's new seasons intrigue me a whole lot .I've got a whole lot of pictures in my phone but am finding no reason to post them because .. laziness overrides.

Well, O'levels' next major paper is Science Chemistry on 20th October, before that, listening comprehension and Science pratical. Say, that's about .. exactly 4 months odd from now !Making it no less than 120 odd days till O'levels officially, start to start .For those who are still frolicking around thinking that 4 months is eternity, fun joy peace and laughter being top priority.
*Salute.

Sometimes, just sometimes, I secretly wish that I could've the mindset of taking things easy! , looking on the brighter side! and it's going to be better tomorrow! But, screw that, how many times does that actually happen .No work = No results .

Having said that, I'm going back to Microsoft Excel and Microsoft Words (F&N) because .. I don't want to waste my life/time away.

Oh and lastly, when I read some blogs .I just can't help but laugh at the contents .SRSLY ?LAWL .Whatever happened to ORIGINALITY, seems like everything's a copy of another. Yes there might be coincidences, but how many times does that happen .There are instances where people BLOG like they're coming from streets of Venice and blog so artistically inclined that it seems so inappropriate coming from individuals like that, duh it's not written by them .Why can't people just blog like how they speak or think ?Srsly, blogging like that, just makes you look more queer than Britney Spears because it just doesn't fit .I don't doubt that you're trying to make a statement, give you the credit but it's just so weird .Can't help but to laugh and roll my eyes when I see people blogging like .. others .Tsk, so annoying .There should just be ONE blog because there's just so much copying around.

There's this strange sound coming from my neighbour's flat that sounds like the sound of the steamer in a jar of cold milk. It totally reminds me that I want to make my own coffee !Grind my own coffee !Froth my own hot milk !Press down my own coffee ground !!Press the double shot button on the machine !Waiting and looking at fresh, aromatic coffee dripping down into small porcelien Illy shot glasses.
I miss espresso brewing so much, hardest skills to master but the most rewarding .But so far, I've only been exposed to Illy and Lavazza .I swear, I'll install one of those espresso machines in my home.


I've just typed a entire paragraph about coffee, someone just shoot me.

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10:08:00 PM

Saturday, May 24, 2008

You and me - Lifehouse

So I went for parent teacher meeting in school today, wasn't that bad. Positive comments from most of my teachers. Introduced momo as Dowager (ci si tai hou?) LOL . She had a nice talk with Ms. Chew, Hi ! Ms Chew :D Thanks for that heart-to-heart talk with my mom and yes !I'll mug hard for math .

Discipline .Meaner keeps insisting that I have no discipline .Can someone like, instill discipline into me :( .No discipline, then how ?! :( Discipline x 1000 !!

Anyways, momo and I made out way to Tanjong Pagar, initially for Annie's Ice Kachang, cause I bloody love Ice Kachang. I can skip meals and just eat one Ice Kachang and I'll be the happiest girl on planet earth :)
Digress, the entire market was being washed and no food :( Ate at some really really good chicken rice place instead .Walked down to buy some muffins and chewys and when we were about to go to Amara Hotel for our hair cut, we walked passed ...

TWO FREAKIN CUTE PUPPIES . Omg, I 'm not even kidding how cute they are :) One belonged to the aunty the other one was up for adoption .So that puppy got aggressive when I walked near it but after like 5 minutes, it warmed up to me and was begging (the hands together trick) to hug him ! :D *MEGAHAPPYFACE*

The aunty was talking about how this puppy got thrown to and fro within owners and is currently extremely aggressive and she was surprized that it actually came up to me .

Momo and I are like raking our brains, wondering if we should adopt a small all white dog .
Huge sigh .Everybody should stop being irresponsible pet owners .These poor dogs get sent to SPCA in the worst case scenarios .

After putting down these dogs, they ... feed these dogs to the larger cats in the zoo .Heard it from somewhere but I don't know if it's true .

Meanwhile, I'm going to abstain from Internet, it's like the 8th deadliest sin . I've got a promise to fulfill !

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7:50:00 PM

Thursday, May 22, 2008

You & Me - Lifehouse

Got tagged by Mr. R3gular to do this memememe .

The 7 Meme

7 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME:

  1. I don't like to watch the traffic when I cross roads.

  2. I prefer to drink with 2 straws.

  3. Everybody likes my handwritings except myself .

  4. I LOVE comfortable hoodies .Nothing beats a comfortable hoodie.

  5. I don't lock my door when I leave my house.

  6. I bloody love chocolate truffles, ice kachang and jellies.

  7. I xucking hate skin coloured lingerie, REALLY HATE them.

7 THINGS THAT SCARE ME:

  1. When you're working on this damn important document, your computer crashes on you.

  2. Sudden, loud, piercings noises (same as people scaring me from behind?)

  3. When my mind starts to wander aimlessly and thinks of the worst case scenarios all the time.

  4. Lines on topographic maps .

  5. Bad fashion sense .

  6. Medical reports .

  7. Really really really dark kind of darkness.

7 RANDOM MUSIC AT THE MOMENT:

  1. Blind - Lifehouse

  2. As Above So Below (Justice Remix) - The Klaxons

  3. 我不想忘记你 - 郭静

  4. 三人 - 郭静/范玮琪/张韶涵

  5. Cataract - Sparta

  6. Alexithymia - Anberlin

  7. Mind Circus - Way Out West

7 THINGS I SAY THE MOST:

  1. Fuck .

  2. SERIOUSLY.

  3. BLOODY HELL .

  4. Walau, it's fucking warm lah .

  5. Oh shit, where's my phone/wallet/book/pen/hairband/headset

  6. I want to drink bubble tea, mango red tea .

  7. NGGGIOOOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW boom . (Only Elize understands this.)

7 THINGS I TREASURE THE MOST(in no ranking order):

  1. Friends and family (including Boston).

  2. My birthday presents. (Hand painted Jack Skellington marrionette,Living Dead Dolls, voodoo dolls.)

  3. Time well spent.

  4. Originality

  5. The ability to speak my mind wherever and whenever I want.

  6. Past and present happenings/times/whatever.

  7. Health

7 “FIRST TIME” THINGS I EVER DID:

  1. Attended a funeral of a friend. (2006)

  2. Drank myself silly (won't happen anytime soon). (2004/5)

  3. Went to heaven on earth, Mauratius/Maldives and scuba-dived for the whole ten days. (2002)

  4. Stole something .(2003)

  5. Made a best friend who was mentally disabled. (1995)

  6. Went for a disastrous operation. (1999)

  7. Moved into a new estate/home which I didn't like. (2003)

7 PEOPLE TO DO THIS:

  1. Elizebeth Megan Wong Xiao Wen CocoBallsz Nggggiooowwwwboom . :)

  2. Alicia Tan Ying Ying arteh farteh ballx .

  3. Yongkii ~

  4. Jeremy.

  5. PeeKayExex.

  6. Yingeh !

  7. Li Ji Kam . :D Richie Kam I mean .

    ******
After school, went to have lunch with Pamela the Samseng and ChunHui, fat ani and Yingeh .Felt damn happy after school so I kept blabbering nonsense non-stop. So we made our way to Subway and queued up for food lah, after asking two guys to GO AWAY cause 2 asses on a 6 seater table was just plain .. selfish :( But they left so, yay !Same phone buddy .

This shabby looking middle aged chinese guy and his wife were like speculating the bar where all the fish and meat were. Damn shabby looking cause this guy wore this singlet probably bought at those souvenir shop at Penang or whatever and his shorts' threads were like LOOSE AND it bloody looked like his shorts were about to ROT there and then .

Anal guy (AG) : "Eh .. Your subway sandwiches are very small. I went to America and their sandwiches are the same as those in the pictures. *points to menu board* .
I know because I've been to America .So little ah ?You see the tuna sandwich on the menu, so full. The sandwiches at America are bigger . "

Poor Subway sandwich artist (PSSA) : "Oh, haha but sir, the pictures have all the vegetables, so they look fuller."

AG : "No .. The sandwiches in Singapore are smaller, I've been to America and I know."
Then PSSA gave a very awkward smile and carried on with his damn tiring job of asking people if they want a 6-inch or 1foot bread.

WHO GIVES A BLINKING HELL SHIT IF YOU'VE BEEN TO AMERICA . BLOODY BLUE FLIPPING HELL . IT'S NOT LIKE YOU BLOODY FOUND AMERICA RIGHT . AMERICA SANDWICH BIG THEN GO AND BLOODY LIVE THERE . XUCK . PEOPLE DAMN BLOODY HUNGRY ALREADY YOU STILL SAY THE SANDWICH SMALL . BLOODY HELL .WHAT ABOUT THE ANIMALS AT THE OTHER ENDS OF THE KALIMANTAN FOREST WITH NO FOOD AND THE POLAR BEARS AT THE ARTIC GOT NO FISH YOU ARE STILL NIAM-ING ABOUT SMALL SANDWICHES.

I don't care if your son or daughter, mother or father or aunty not full enough because the sandwiches are SMALLER . SIAO AH .The produce at Subway is probably American food products, so it's easier and cheaper to get these food products. THAT'S WHY CAN GIVE MORE LAH . YOU GOT SEE THIS UNCLE SELL CHAR KUEY TEOW OR OR LUA JIAN AT LOS ANGELES OR BEVERLY HILLS WITH EXTRA HUM ANOT ?!?!?!?!?!

ROARRR

It doesn't help when his wife was the EXACTLY THE SAME AS HIM .I think she was choosing the cookies, maybe SINGAPOREAN COOKIES ARE SMALLER THAN AMERICAN COOKIES .OH AND SINGAPOREAN SUBWAY CUPS SMALLER . SUGAR NOT AS SWEET . TISSUE NOT AS SOFT . STRAWS NOT AS THICK . AIRCON NOT AS COLD . SEATS NOT AS COMFY . GLASS PANELS NOT AS CLEAN . TABLE NOT AS HIGH . PAPER NOT AS CRISP AND THE XUCKING AIR NOT AS BREATHABLE AS AMERICA .

Damn bloody annoying lor !Don't so cheapskate CAN ?! If you want FULLER sandwiches go and buy cheap frozen ham made from unwanted body parts of a pig AND EAT 20 SLICES WITH BREAD . Eat until you die . Tmd , *curse*

If you think it ended there ...

THEY WANTED STUDENT MEAL ($6) . WTF . YOU ARE LIKE 43857676 YEARS OLD AND YOU WANT STUDENT MEAL . OH MY GOD . BLOODY CHEAPSKATE LAH . OH MY GOD . STUDENT MEAL ?! ARE YOU XUCKING KIDDING ME ?!?! .

Singaporeans like that .. damn irksome can ?! So bloody cheapskate for what ?!

******

Chinese lessons were very fun today !Yong Liang is like the best substitute teacher ever !Very clear, extremely comical and SUPER cute ! (Then Jeremy kept asking me to pinch him D: ?!)
Then LCH wasn't like .. unhappy today cause some people were talking then like .She kept asking “要 A 还是 B ?!”
I took DAMN long to understand what it meant but .. I got it in the end. I think my chinese is improving ! Had chinese for DAMN long and went back for lessons .Most of the classmates did classroom cleaning but I did Dosier (AGAIN) with Pam and Hui .

Random, omg, got some crazy psychotic cute guy stalking Elize ~ ! But she say he very cute, so .. pyscho a little, also never mind right :D .

Chinese on monday .Best of luck to me and myself and my friends too of course :) .

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6:50:00 PM

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Brand New Colony - The Postal Service

Hehehehoahoaheheahhaaheheheaheheohohoohuhuhu .

Kor is coming back from USA ~ !
Will be landing in Singapore, Thursday 12am.
3 weeks just flew past like that *snaps*
First bigmegamajorda paper on Monday.

Chinese.

Shower your blessings on me.

*breathes*

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