Collide - Howie Day
Got this off Cowboy Caleb and it is somehow true ..

Today's probably the weirdest day ever. The heat super super overwhelming and annoying, and the faggots who keep drilling ought to spare a thought for us. Weird enough, with all the heat going on, I'm stuffing tissue up my nose, popping Clarinese and Atarax.

Oh, how much I hate running noses and watery eyes ...

The best way to study productively is to take small breaks. I still can remember Miss Quek's words .. she used to tell me that whenever I cannot figure out a bar or a phrase of notes, I should just take a break and come back 5 minutes later. (With all the crotchets and minims going on, I cannot sit down and decipher the notes slowly). That’s for my case .. I guess .

So there was like 2 big books of God knows what on the coffee table this morning, was mindlessly chewing on Sun Moulin toasts with my eyes closed until Momo decides to bombard me with the same ol’ questions. She made me read through my dad’s stuff. Boy, shitloads of receipts from various shops. Then Momo’s receipts were all from Supermarkets and grocery shops. *shrugs*

So my brother was asking me, “Are you bothered by it?”. I just told him that it was annoying, well, he agreed. I don’t know why I feel this way though, I thought kids when caught in a separation will be all emo-ish and stuff. Nah, he went off to play with Boston and laughed at Boston’s silly actions.

Oh well, I don’t know what happened, what’s going to happen or what will eventually happen.

I’ve just mysteriously and miraculously (at the same time), developed a liking and interest for the Northern Ireland conflict, between the Catholics and the Protestants with all the gritty British intervention and all. Grrreat time to start on Humanities revision!

Someone tell me what I should do for Accounts. *rips hair*

Labels: family, health, heartfelt, olevels D:, schoolwork

Tetarossa (SebastiAn Remix) - Kavinsky

This post can get totally incoherent, so please do not read it if you do not like it when I talk about random stuff.

I don't usually like it when people start to think that I'm actually older than I am. Highest record was 27 years old when I was 14. No, srsly, it's either that they have extreme case of Myopia or .. I really don't look like my age. But that's impossible what!? I don't want to imagine how I'll look like ten years from nao. Maybe I'll look like some rotten corpse.

Recently, as in like 2 days ago. Neighbor Acer workmates thought that I was 21 odd. Not wearing fancy clothes, wearing Acer t-shirt and skinny jeans, ballet pumps and really really messy hair, 21. Can understand why the other person (few years back) thought that I was older, I was wearing a mini denim skirt, gold pumps, white off shoulder and a small brown bag. But, tshirt and jeans = 21 ? No srsly, those who've seen me, do I really really look THAT old. Even in my green uniform :( ? Sigh, totally reminds me that school is starting in a week or so. I'm going back to the green uniform, green skirt, white socks, white Jack Purcells, hair all tied up. Changing to study specs instead of nerdy purple specs.

Then I was watching TV, some day-time show was talking about aging. Albeit located and film at America, I think it applies to anybody in the world. There was this girl who was 25 but .. she was actually aging at 3 times the speed that she should normally age.

She drinks, smokes, works, studies, takes sleeping pills to induce sleep and .. is really unhealthy. Sometimes I am really thankful for F&N, taught me shitloads of information that is really really vital. I'm drinking barley. -side track-

Then I began to think back if I am REALLY looking old. Are you ageing too quickly? If you smoke, have late nights, drinks a lot *ahem*, is constantly tired, is constantly working etc etc, it probably will trigger ageing quickly. Having too good of an immune system will also cause you to age faster, I don't know how that goes but .. it just does.

When you stay up late, your body's immune system will start working like it's battling a flu or a cough. Tsk tsk tsk ... then some how .. it stops the production of Melatonin, some stuff in the brain that induces sleep. BTW, Melatonin 3 at GNC rocks. I'm not kidding.

Oh and apparently having a dog when you are growing up is good! Dogs, generally, are slobberish, dirty and muddy and what not. The bacteria apparently "tells" the body what bacteria to fight, thus, strengthening the body! Boston's slobber = good. But I can nevar allow Boston to go on living without showering, his shampoos have to smell good, NATURALLY. God knows how much I hate scented shower gels (for dogs). HATE IT. Anything scented = BAD because it's unnatural. I'll usually buy shampoos that contains oils. When I shower Boston, I'll end up damn wet -_- 'cause little bugger hates water (almost all mongrels hate water) hates getting showered.

If you have a really really hectic lifestyle, keep your bedroom free from electronics, dim your room and minimize any noise. If not you'll keep growing older and you'll look older than you actually are. What are the odds of you enjoying that?
Pamper yourself with shoulder massages, really. Can find Robin Le Toy Boy material, because it is damn shiok.

The weather friggin' sucks, big time.

I wouldn't normally recommend/instill idea into people. But to friends who are drinking and smoking (and you're underaged) you don't look cool. Really, hurting your body is the stupidest thing you can evar do to yourself. To friends who aren't underage, stop drinking and smoking too. I wouldn't say stop as in stop totally, just lessen your alcohol intake. Booze makes the world go 'round, yeah, but stay alive longer, see more things before you dai. I'm limiting myself too, pill-wise, lesser Piriton/Buscopan/Combivent/Antacid/Neurofen/Atarax etc.

Labels: health, rants