Misery Is A Butterfly - Blonde Redhead

Hi Jebus,
This is Lin here, in case you forgot. I think I'm going through a lot of shit here so please get stuff done soon. I'm kind of sick of waiting and things are going downhill. I'm swimming against current and everything is seemingly gray and monotonous.

I'm going to kill something with my bare hands soon.

Honestly, the shit that pours in like a freaking mudslide is not stopping at all. I don't really care if you don't know what I'm trying to say. I think I'm going to explode soon? There's too much shit going on and I really want to hurt somebody.

All I can do is to sit behind my laptop and type on my document page. I can't possibly show my emotions can I because "there are people far off worse than me". Honestly, what's with this "there are people far off worse than you" and that "kids in Africa has nothing to eat."

I just want to bitch! I just want to show everybody my emotions whether they like it or not. I will show all of you my pissed off face of the year and nobody can do anything about it. Nobody.






I don't really mean the above paragraph.

Labels: rants

We Are Your Friends - Justice VS Simian

Worst week of PMS ever, pre PMS week was horrible, actual week is horribler. I can't believe I don't have a PMS tag for my blog entries, AMAZING.

My current Facebook status update. It's pretty badass :

Lin Xi Just wants to sit here with her jasmine green tea + malt tea + red tea + chamomile tea + whatever tea i can find in my house and not move at all. Fuck you all beings and animal poachers, fuck you to the moon and back.

Was on MSN with Hakimballs and realized that my name sounds weird with any given last name. I kind of blame the "X", it kinds of make everything else weird.

Momsie was an angel and sent my Fushitsu to Funan. Fullofshitjitsu. Fucking laptop wasted approximately 574 hours of my time waiting for it to boot up before crashing a million times. I still love her tough, albeit badly scratched and full of fur everywhere. Lizzy's Fushitsu decided to go all trippy with her and gave her bright pink fuschia screens. It was bloody trippy and it burns your eyes.


Oh well. I is gonna skip Sheesha trip with the pretty boys pretty girls of CCC 'cus of work on Friday. Nobody to make turtles with huh, Kimballs! :(






Kust jidding.

Labels: friends, PMS LA KNN, rants, RP

History Of Lovers - Iron and Wine & Calexico

I've came to a cross junction where every car seems like it's driving towards the wrong direction. I assume some cars are going to crash soon and there's probably nothing much I can do. Hmm, it's the time when I start wondering what I'm doing, what I should be doing and what can be done. Am I making the right move? Or did I just close my eyes and entered in the course code without thinking twice. Rational?

I can't wait for school to start, for reasons besides anticipating what the course has in store for me. Sure I like languages but I don't see me excelling in it, unless I want to, of course, you'd say. I want to get out of this place, it's getting infuriating when you're blamed for things you didn't even partake in.

Spoke to a newfound stranger today and he said,

so i ve come to a conclusion that as long as u re not at the end of the road, u ll never enjoy the travelling part.
somewhere along the way, there ll be just something u hate

+2. Figured I should start to accept that instant gratification isn't that....gratifying anymore. I should take things slow and work my way up. I secretly blame microwave ovens but that isn't really the point.

Gone are the times where I can be excused and forgiven without a single bat of the eyelid. My actions are taken seriously and it affects the future. Gone are the times where I can be like Kyra (my employers little daughter) smiling like she really meant it because her remote controlled car knocked into Dale which woke him up from his sleep. Gone are the times when things were less complicating, phony and doused with the fake shit.

Seems like all the hurdles are placed too closely to one another. It's possible to overcome them but it will take time.....

A very long time.

Labels: heartfelt, rants, republic

闯 - 五月天

Labels: rants

小情歌 - 苏打绿

Jem asked why didn't I update, so here I am. 10:05am of a morning, having to sleep at 3am, I am freaking grouchy. Skated last night for a little while, sat at the bus stop to start thinking about stuff, Xander walked by and we took 963 back. My greatest peeve is people without a sense of hygiene, no social etiquette and refusing to keep their freaking annoying voices down, the entire cabin knows what your auntie's grand-daughter is having for breakfast already. You can half guess what I experienced on the bus, cabs ftw.

I have no idea why do I need to type so much when I just can type, "I hate taking public transport". I think I'm freaking naggy. I keep saying freaking because I am supposed to stop cursing and swearing. I limit myself to "freaking" first, okay? *looks at Uncle Fong*

*

I can never ever never ever ever comprehend why a __________ can't be free of ambiguities. I mean seriously, why so much politics and hidden agendas? Why does Linxi get so pissed off easily and let her anger talk, instead of taking it easy, going with the flow, listen to Jason Mraz and let things ease out? The ultimate reason is, it wouldn't ease out on it's own. It's like a pandemic disease where everything ceases out at the end of the day. All the more I should ignore it right? Whatever happened to holding onto something you hold close to yourself, putting in efforts to maintain something, instead of just letting it shrivel and dissipate and be gone forever.

Maybe, just maybe, once __________ is gone. Some people manages to get hold of another __________ very easily, like within the span of 5 seconds. Hence treating __________ like any other, ordinary, non-biodegradable, disposable Styrofoam box. Basically, like crap.

I don't want to whine liao.
Jem I updated. Du du du du!

Labels: ANNOYING, rants, WTF?

Circus - Britney Spears 

Labels: ANNOYING, hi bitch, nua, rants

Love Can Damage Your Health - Télépopmusik

Yes yes yes yes. I've realize how monotonous my blog has became. Who cares?
Been reading 1984 at a reallyreallyreally slow speed. It somehow reminds me of The Giver, totally different from The Animal Farm. Very duh but whatever ... just felt like saying it.

I've realized my level of tolerance is like constantly changing. Sometimes I can tolerate lotsa shitty things but recently .... I *think* I cannot tolerate shitty things as well as I did before.

It kind of saddens me how "friends" have became such an ambiguous term. It's no longer the same thing anymore. What are friends to you? Would you rather have a best friend, or a huge number of friends to frolick around with. I'd definitely go with the former. Like the other time, Elize was just asking, "Eh, where are your friends?" Then I replied, "beside me lor." So she started her damn annoying, "awwwww maaaan~?! I'm your only friend?!" Yah, my only friend lor. Apart from Angsty, Amy, Papaya and Elvis. You don't get it? You don't? Nah, you wouldn't.

Saw Joy's FB just now and there was a photo album titled Coffee + Friends = Joy. I cannot emphasize how true that is. I remember sitting at Spinelli's with Joy as she completed her black belt suduko book and I was just mindlessly flipping through some cheap, thrassy tabloid magazine (that she bought, emphasis) and Joy just taking pictures of my ahem, assets. She enjoys doing that.

I loved that night. It was in the middle of Raffles City, even with all the car driving past and all. I still felt really peaceful and calm. *shrugs* Maybe I'm easily satisfied ... I'll be really happy when I just sit around and nua at some random cafe with a nice hug mug of aromatic kopi. *gleam*

On the other hand, being back at Church feels really good :) Reaching there on time (yay). P&W got damn tortured by Benny and AhBao lah?! Forgot to bring my hoodie and wrapped myself with Benny's Topman cardigan which was doused with like, half a bottle of Issey Miyake. He's damn evil. Yes, you damn evil, you see this Benny?!

Labels: friends, LCOR, life, rants

Ride A White Horse - Goldfrapp

I think I fell asleep within 5 seconds this afternoon. No idea why but I was suuuuuuuuper sleepy. Was reading about the Dawn Yang and XiaXue fued the other day. I think it’s like a huge joke between two Bloggers who happen to just quarrel over something so minute and somehow or rather there are lawyer letters darting everywhere. *ponders*

I think it all boils to originality and superficiality, and I just don’t get it. DY has like what .. 2 million Blogs specially dedicated to her, just to flame her. Wao, I saw some of the blogs and wondered what the heck has DY did to land herself with soo many “exposing” blogs. Pictures dug up from birth and her days in RJC then to photoshopped pictures. Wao, the photoshopped pictures are REALLY classic. I’m marveled at how people can edit and touch themselves up to look so friggin different. Really.

Oh well. I think it’s not time for me to look all prissy and pretty. Indulging in big brand names like Gucci, Balenciaga, Goyard and what not can come later. I overheard this girl who said that her branded Guess? stuff is like so pretty, and she couldn’t stop talking about it (and obviously, her friend was totally uninterested and decides to look at the dustballs collecting on the bus' window sills instead), like omgah. What’s the big hoo-haa about Guess? again? Except that they brought in their very first Chinese model, Du Juan. Other than that, Guess? has totally lost it’s meaning (IMHO).

Momo thinks that I’ve grown up (hahahahahaha) and have thus stopped whining for that shopping spree that never comes.

Edi just mentioned he’s coming over to Singapore! I miss KL and the Adidas boys/FCUK girls and lovely lovely Damian and all the Starbies Baristas! I can go on and on.

Study time :]

Labels: heartfelt, random, rants, whine, WTF?

On My Balcony - Flunk

All I wanna do
Is sit here on my balcony
And think about you and me
And how happy we could be

Here comes summer
Picking flowers in the early hours
Without a care in the world

Except perhaps for bees and birds

This is easily one of my all time favorite songs and every time I pick up my phone, this is the very first song that I'll listen to. Unless I'm in a weird mood, I'll listen to Heartbreaker by Teriyaki Boyz or No Diggity by Klaxons. Hurhur .

Because I feel really blue-ish/emo/walk in drizzle/feel floatish today, am gunna use blue. Texted Meaner for his Nike Plus run but he told me he didn't perform up to standard and he was like .. well, sad. How can anybody get a little sad from just running. Boys/men, I can never understand and them and vice versa.

Here I am, eating 蟹肉蛋炒饭 feeling cold, hugging my baby pillow, planning out what to study later. Pam couldn't make it for tuition tonight, think something happened to her relatives and her brothers aren't at home. Hope alls well.

Walked aimlessly around Bukit Panjang Plaza for a little while 'cause it was drizzling and I didn't feel like walking under the rain, am still sneezing from getting caught in the rain for the past few days. *urgh*. Went into the pet shop and realized their stuff are pretty over-priced. What's up with shops having over-priced stuff? Uncle tidbit's coffee mix is like $1.20? A drink in Kou Fu is easily $1.50. WHAT?! Doesn't even make sense, got to remind Elize the chiaobin and myself to bring our waterbottles. Everything is SO friggin' expensive.

I digress, saw a spiked red leather collar going at $49! DAMN, it was SO sexy, would've looked SOO good on Boston, but it's damn overpriced. EVEN THE PUPPIES WAS OVERPRICED MAN. Miniature maltese going at $1,349. People, just adopt.

I realize I take close to forever to finish my food. It takes me close to 20 minutes to finish a ham-cheese sandwich and 45 minutes to finish one ladle full of rice. Takes even longer to finish Botak Jone's meals ... *shoots self*

OH OH OH. I saw a cute guy at Bukit Panjang Starbies today, I think he caught me staring at this girl who had this REALLY weird looking and HUGE water bottle containing some form of orange liquid (assuming it's apple-carrot-orange juice) and yes, everybody knows I give the weirdest facial expressions .. but yah .. I think he saw me giving the really really "wtf?!" face at the girl who was burying her face in her A-Math textbook, scribbling dy dx shiets. I looked up at saw him staring. Veli cute.

School's been having like a lot of theft cases, Mr. Teo Y.A being the new discipline master and what not, he's been really busy AND on top of that, he's neglecting us! So here's shoutout to delinquents in school ...


Stop wasting our time. If you REALLYREALLY need your tabacco fix, just drop school and smoke till your lungs degrades into nothingness. If you reallyreally find stealing phones/money/valuables thrilling, exciting and rewarding. Just I don't know, do whatever you want. Stop wasting our time and the teachers' time, it is SO annoying.

I bet none of you people ever searched for the meaning of school in the dictionary.

school1 Audio Help /skul/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[skool] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation –noun

1.	an institution where instruction is given, esp. to persons under college age: The children are at school.

2.an institution for instruction in a particular skill or field.

AND ?! I was REALLY pissed beyond words when I realized Mr. Teo couldn't teach us this afternoon, not at him, but at the people who made him do such laborious jobs. Statements, running up and down school, looking for people. We don't need another Mas-Selemat fiasco in school, catching people who keeps hiding.

I mean siruzly, if you're THAT desperate for money, please head over to the H.O.D and look for Mr. Thiru, he is this tall guy who smiles a lot and ask for financial assistance. National exams are approximately 50 days away, can't these people just tahan for another 50 odd days and I wouldn't give two flying fucks if they want to murder and kill. Let's see, 4/5 years in school and you reallyreally have to screw up the very last year AND at the same time, cause students in school to be wary of their surroundings?

Now, whever we leave the class for other lessons. We need to bring down all our valuables. Great, now they can even climb into the classrooms through the windows. Maybe we can't even bring them out in the future, they might just be snatch theives and snatch our belongings away from us and make a dash for the school gate. *rolls eye* Man, I mean, is it me? or am I just being super anal for the right reasons. URGH .

This post has mysteriously amplified into a full-fledge ranting post! COOL BEANS.

Family seperations are so insanely annoying. It's all about money, assets, money, assets, money, assets oh and .. money. MAN and I have to be dragged into it because, I use money also ma. Endless e-mails and conversations over topics that have been discussed incalculable times, but they all have one common answer. "I don't know". Maybe that's cause why these conversations never seem to end. I don't like telling people the things they expect to hear, I think I'm real selfish, but hey, who cares. I can do whatever I want! *snobface*

I'm getting extremely impatient over trivial issues. Whenever someone posts me with a stupid question, all I can think of is how many times I can stab his/her face till I can't see an inch of skin.
:)

Tata.

If you read till the end, I love you!
really.
hugs and kisses for you.

Labels: ANNOYING, emo femo nemo, meaner, rants, stupid people

Tetarossa (SebastiAn Remix) - Kavinsky

This post can get totally incoherent, so please do not read it if you do not like it when I talk about random stuff.

I don't usually like it when people start to think that I'm actually older than I am. Highest record was 27 years old when I was 14. No, srsly, it's either that they have extreme case of Myopia or .. I really don't look like my age. But that's impossible what!? I don't want to imagine how I'll look like ten years from nao. Maybe I'll look like some rotten corpse.

Recently, as in like 2 days ago. Neighbor Acer workmates thought that I was 21 odd. Not wearing fancy clothes, wearing Acer t-shirt and skinny jeans, ballet pumps and really really messy hair, 21. Can understand why the other person (few years back) thought that I was older, I was wearing a mini denim skirt, gold pumps, white off shoulder and a small brown bag. But, tshirt and jeans = 21 ? No srsly, those who've seen me, do I really really look THAT old. Even in my green uniform :( ? Sigh, totally reminds me that school is starting in a week or so. I'm going back to the green uniform, green skirt, white socks, white Jack Purcells, hair all tied up. Changing to study specs instead of nerdy purple specs.

Then I was watching TV, some day-time show was talking about aging. Albeit located and film at America, I think it applies to anybody in the world. There was this girl who was 25 but .. she was actually aging at 3 times the speed that she should normally age.

She drinks, smokes, works, studies, takes sleeping pills to induce sleep and .. is really unhealthy. Sometimes I am really thankful for F&N, taught me shitloads of information that is really really vital. I'm drinking barley. -side track-

Then I began to think back if I am REALLY looking old. Are you ageing too quickly? If you smoke, have late nights, drinks a lot *ahem*, is constantly tired, is constantly working etc etc, it probably will trigger ageing quickly. Having too good of an immune system will also cause you to age faster, I don't know how that goes but .. it just does.

When you stay up late, your body's immune system will start working like it's battling a flu or a cough. Tsk tsk tsk ... then some how .. it stops the production of Melatonin, some stuff in the brain that induces sleep. BTW, Melatonin 3 at GNC rocks. I'm not kidding.

Oh and apparently having a dog when you are growing up is good! Dogs, generally, are slobberish, dirty and muddy and what not. The bacteria apparently "tells" the body what bacteria to fight, thus, strengthening the body! Boston's slobber = good. But I can nevar allow Boston to go on living without showering, his shampoos have to smell good, NATURALLY. God knows how much I hate scented shower gels (for dogs). HATE IT. Anything scented = BAD because it's unnatural. I'll usually buy shampoos that contains oils. When I shower Boston, I'll end up damn wet -_- 'cause little bugger hates water (almost all mongrels hate water) hates getting showered.

If you have a really really hectic lifestyle, keep your bedroom free from electronics, dim your room and minimize any noise. If not you'll keep growing older and you'll look older than you actually are. What are the odds of you enjoying that?
Pamper yourself with shoulder massages, really. Can find Robin Le Toy Boy material, because it is damn shiok.

The weather friggin' sucks, big time.

I wouldn't normally recommend/instill idea into people. But to friends who are drinking and smoking (and you're underaged) you don't look cool. Really, hurting your body is the stupidest thing you can evar do to yourself. To friends who aren't underage, stop drinking and smoking too. I wouldn't say stop as in stop totally, just lessen your alcohol intake. Booze makes the world go 'round, yeah, but stay alive longer, see more things before you dai. I'm limiting myself too, pill-wise, lesser Piriton/Buscopan/Combivent/Antacid/Neurofen/Atarax etc.

Labels: health, rants

Breathe - Faith Hill

As the title suggests, I had egg drop soup. Totally random, I know.
I've been having mood-swings, or as Robin said so and I refuse to admit that I do but .. I can go on forever. Been watching a lot of StarWorld and I totally missed Chestnut, because of Shao Lin Girl .I'll rate Shao Lin Girl

A measly ★ (because I can't halve this)

out of ★★★★★ x 10 .

Why ? Watched it with Robin! thanks for the invite and the bandung, ha .

Shao Lin Girl was EXTREMELY draggy .They showed 84684684132164 scenes of nothingness. Nothingness includes random shots of men in 2 piece suit walking down a flight of stairs. Random Japanese doe-eyed girls looking into nothingness.

A full 10 minutes of Japanese school girls learning Kung Fu, Dojo and Lacrosse skills. YES, WE GET IT .PHYSICAL WORK. But shouldn't it end after 5 minutes (or less).They showed scenes of Japanese girls crawling down a flight of stairs on all four limbs, wiping floors, practicing Lacrosse, training Kung Fu by the river and eating at the little shop over . and over . and . over . and . over . AGAIN. Like recurring decimals .

I would strongly suggest this movie if you've got a fetish for all things Japanese and you're a pedophile. *serious face*

The movie got SOO boring that Robin and I started to find loopholes from the movie. Many MANY .The scenes had uncanny resemblance to MANY many movies .Poisedon ... Harry Potter ... Finding Nemo ... Little Mermaid ...
Loopholes like how Rin's white top got dirty, then mysteriously spotless clean again .

I was UTTERLY dissapointed. The trailer was amazing, ya-know, CGI fiery dragons .Who doesn't like dragons ?!But it appeared at the ending, when the credits were running .WTFFHHH :( . I LOVE FIERY DRAGONS.
The TEKKEN inspired scenes lasted for -0.05 seconds. I'm a big fan of TEKKEN btw .

There was this scene where she was in a box with mirrors for all 6 sides and I cannot believe it but I said, "Walau, why she never wear skirt."
I swear, I am damn sick sometimes .

Word of advice, DON'T EVAR watch it if you have zero tolerance for draggy movies .It is . the . ultimate . draggish movie evar. The ending was beyond WTF- worthy. MOTHERLY TENDER CARE ?SRSLY .I bet the producers and script writers were so sick of writing, they just decided to throw in some motherly instincts because .. mother-ish scenes are normally tearjerkers .

Shao Lin Soccer anytime .
WHAT IS UP WITH THE JAPANESE TRYING TO SPEAK CHINESE .WHAAAAT .
Nonetheless, Thank You Nuffnang, for the free tickets !
Everybody should join Nuffnang, whai ?Because it's nothing bad. It's all good. Srsly .

Which leads me to the next topic that I fought with Robin over .
Nuff-nang .Should the Nang be read as neh-ang, or na-ang .
NUFF-NEH-ANG RIGHT ?!
*fights for her rights*

My new resolutions are to wear non fitting clothes, eat at kopitiams and stop taking cabs .Did all three today !*hooray*
/ edit : I took a cab from Jurong Kechil to Vivo City today .The uncle charged me 10 bucks !It was easily over 10 .*squee .

I totally forgot what I wanted to blog about .
Plans for tomorrow : Math .
Nao : Zeitgeist The Movie ! (again x 10)

Labels: movies, Nuffnang, rants

Mixtape - The Black Ghost

I don't know what to blog about today .Been eating pills and more pills .Bah ~ .
Eugghdssdihfbsdhqwoizmcxnb .

Goodnight.

Labels: random, rants

祝我生日快乐　－　温岚

There are many kinds of people that I hate, I went out for tuition just now and .. I didn't really concentrate cause I was thinking about people that I dislike.

1. I hate people who ask the obvious .Like, when I say, "tomorrow's appointment changed till 12pm, remember !" then the other person will be like, "Huh ?But I thought ... it was actually 10am ?" THAT'S WHY I BLOODY TOLD YOU THERE'S TIME CHANGE RIGHT ?!
   
   
2. Which leads me to the second type of people I hate .Girls who act cute .No srsly, as Robin said, got to know how to play your cards well .Sometimes must act cute also .FOR WHAT .Acting cute is damn annoying, if you think that you're damn cute by acting blur/acting ignorant to everything/pulling off a Jessica Simpson .IT IS NOT CUTE . AT ALL . It's just annoying, okay so some guys fall for it, because they're as stupid as .. nevermind .Shan't say more.
   
   
3. THIRD .Ignorant bitches on public transports .'Nuff said .Is it SOO life-torturing, energy demanding, painstakingly hurtful to allow others to alight first ?AND to those AUNTIES and PREGNANT LADIES, when WE offer YOU seats, DON'T give that JIAO BIN with that face that says, "you could've given up the seat sooner."FACE HOR. Don't be SOO proud that someone gives up their seats.
   
   
4. Fourth, some retards smirk when they snatch a seat, YES ,I saw it with my own eyes, this uncle smile and gave a "HAHA !I got the seat !Lousy lousy" face to this OL who wanted to seat down. Just shut up and die lor, srlsy .
   
   
5. PEOPLE . WHO . DON'T . FUCKING . GIVE . SIGNALS .
   Wtf is wrong with you ?!Give signals can !?
   
   
6. People who drive damn bloody slowly, yes yes I know, gots'ta drive slow, protect the baby in the car, prevent accidents,carry on the family legacy, be a safe driver . NOT TO THE EXTENT that I can see your face and remember it .Driving this slowly might cause more accidents.
   
   
7. People who tries to read what you're reading, watch what you're watching .It's just damn xucking annoying kay .Please go and get your own book to read .
   
   
8. People who blast music on their damn lousy phone .I hate it when people BLLLLLAST MUSIC whilst walking, listening to some Ah Beng 101 Lim Peh Ka Li Kong Techno, I hate it when people blast music like Sean Paul or The Way I Are .There's a reason to why the Japanese people invented the xucking ear phones, dip shit .
   
   
9. I HATE SNAILS . Random but, I really hate snails .
   
   
10. I found Gryphon Tea at Fair Price Finest !!Woo !!Don't need to go Shermays !!!!Gryphon I lubx chewx .
    

Labels: ANNOYING, Gryphon Tea, rants, WTF?

Always Be My Baby - David Cook

I am absolutely, insanely hooked onto this song .Love how his notes aren't your usual sets but so soothing to hear !Gives me the oriental vibes for 2 seconds in a few parts .Mariah Carey's the actual singer, but I think her version is horrendously R&B -_- .

I am almost happy today but I shan't say why !and recently spoke to Jeremy whom I got to know when Shawn got into his car crash .Haven't seen him before but he's in the Air Force !Quite cool .

My subway sandwich from Monday is still in my fridge, let untouched and whenever I eat Subway, it reminds me of Meaner .Lol .

My lungs still feel wonky and itchy and my throat's still very itchy, I can't even explain how I feel because it's just .. an itch I can't seem to find -_-

Robin was happily telling me about how some people finds him, cute .CUTE MEH, SO EVIL .
:) Kidding lah, oh fragile hearted one .Slut bag .

ANYWAYS, I keep complaining about people on public transports .BECAUSE THEY ARE DAMN ANNOYING . WHATEVER HAPPENED TO MANNERS AND BEING CONSIDERATE ?!


So I went up to this bus and it was pretty packed and momo likes to make me seat down, no idea why but there was an empty seat infront of her and she kept insisting that I should sit down .Then this lady who was sitting there, just blatantly PLACED HER BAG ON THE SEAT .Then I was like, "She put her bag on the seat lah, how to seat, what the hell ."

Momo and I have been saying "What the hell " instead of "What the xuck " cause it's quite rude when you're outside .
SOO, I sat behind momo instead, this kind lady offered the empty seat next to her to me. So I just said, " What the hell, so bloody selfish ."
And when we alighted, we saw her bag .AND SHE STARED AT MY MOM, so both of us actually walked damn fast to reach her just to comment on her loudly.
It . was . the . ugliest . patent . bright . pink . faux . crocodile . skin . bag . EVAR . WTF !!!It's not like you're carrying a Birkie or a Kelly lah, it's not Prada's new summer line and it's definately not YSL nor Chloe's, SO SHUT UP .You're not even carrying some xucking important bag like Goyard or Balenciaga SO SHUT UP AND LET PEOPLE SEAT LAH .Bloody hell, bloody ugly bag and when she was walking her ballet flats will slip off her ankle .BLOODY HELL .Get some shoes lah .
Ugly bag and ugly shoe and refusing to give up seats for other people and just letting your ugly bag sitting on the seat .Ugly beings .

Thick skin like anything lor .
*angry*

Labels: random, rants, stupid people, WTF?

I Want Your Love - Chromatics

For the next few days, I'll probably be cooking, baking, freezing and whatever in my EXTREMELY small kitchen, you have no idea how small it is. I'll be feeding Bb with a lot of cheesecake :), (Yes, I might be doing cheesecake for F&N year Practical Exam ~)

I'm going to shop at Phoon Huat :D, Phoon Huat's damn amazing btw, for baking stuff. But guess what, I cannot find my mixer . *Whines* Going to probably ask Vedelene if she has one ~

四川大地震 is pretty sad and scary if you ask me. Mr. Marcus was going through some Straits Times article (which I've read) and it was pretty bad. My heart goes out to families who found out that they lost their children, momo says that nothing is worse than losing your children. 温家寶’s pretty cool man, like flying down to the sites immediately and what not.

My shoulder blades still hurt like a mean bitch and I cannot stand it when people .. smell .SRSLY, of all gross things on the face of earth, I hate people who smell .I like people who smell nice, and I like it when my pillows smell like sunshine .Yes, it's possible .Leave your pillow out in the bigbigbig sun for damn long, it'd smell like the sun. People who smell should totally invest in Shokobutsu or Body Shop products or something. I hate people who are like dripping with sweat too, I'm not even going to go there cause it's just damn 恶心.

- EXTREMELY RANDOM -
Haha, very funny guys. The polls states that I've got people over the age of 50 reading my blog -_- My dad's not over 50 so it's not my dad .Hi strangers from Malaysia and HK (who are you guys ?!) . Kor's probably reading my blog from USA.

I'm going to explode soon, like .. into bloody bits with guts hanging from the ceiling and my eyeballs rolling around aimlessly being cut up by shards of bones lying around the floor getting tangled up in my hair ..

Nothing makes me happy but good results and Gucci .That's all .
Alright, back to recipe creation time. Please inject some creativity juice into my brain, like now. With a large thick needle plunge right in the middle of the brain, then push the plunger and force the liquid through my brains. KPLSTHNXBAI .

Labels: OMG I WANT, rants

I'm Yours - Jason Mraz

I wanted to blog about A LOT OF things, but I just forgot about everything. Had a mini discussion with Roarbin it was pretty funny. MSN conversation can be seen on his blog :D But Mr. JayWalk's comment was REALLY uncalled for .. hmm .

- EXTREMELY RANDOM -
This is the video on the dancing indian taxi uncle. OMG, it was damn funny, the sharp whistle like sounds is actually him whistling, WHILST DANCING and DRIVING.And the music was fucking loud lahhh .. didn't complain because the taxi ride was from Jalan Jurong Kechil to my house. LOL .


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Have I mentioned that sometimes the class' studying environment is nothing near conducive? It can be bloody annoying when you're trying to concentrate but you just simply can't because ..
Throbbing headache (I had a REALLYREALLYREALLY bad headache today) + New SS topic (rise and fall of Venice) + fannoying classmates depriving others a chance to actually concentrate and study + fucking warm classroom = Infuckingproductive lesson.

What's the bloody point on carrying the damn lesson when it's just a freakin uproar and chaotic place, almost near pandemonium. I'm not even exaggerating but it's just fucking annoying.

I think I've grown extremely sensitive to noise and I would like NOTHING but a quiet environment to actually sit down and study. Some of the girls have been shifted to 4E1 for Mother Tongue intensive week. The atmosphere is so different, it actually felt like a place to study.

I'm sick of self-centered bitches who just happily divest people the chance to try to study. It's trying, and not even studying. I don't really care if people sees me as a ugly bitch because seriously, it takes one to know one. So you're probably as ugly as I am, or even worst. AND the funniest thing is people think that I'll get angry when they say that I'm ugly. I'm just pissed off because I'm actually exposed to people with such infantile behavior. Irks me to NO end. You know, when I look back, I'll just be laughing at you. Really, from the bottom of my heart.

It happened during 3E6'2006 and it's happening again. Fucking vicious cycle. I'm just going to get my O'levels done with, and get the fuck away from people who will just bring me down if I continue to be bothered by them.

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On a lighter note, felt pretty good after typing it all out.

When Boston is happy, his ears lie flat, like many Germans.
Sometimes, I just hope that I had Boston with me wherever I went and when I'm not happy with that person, I'll just let go of Boston and make him attack that person. But then again, Boston will be terrorizing and violent, so I'll skip it.


Chinese ~

More chinese ~

I really like Cash's physique (Strong hind legs, shapely chest, strong tail)!Vedelene's family friend left him there for them to take good care of him.

I'm just going to stop blogging and probably start to do more chinese revision on letter writing. 公司对公司，个人团体对公司，个人意见对团体 and in informal writing ... 个人对个人 . Sigh :( .

Labels: Boston, pictures, rants, videos

红绿灯 - Honey

Was talking to Roarbin last night and he showed me some parody of some guy getting trapped in a lift (who shat everywhere in the lift) . Then I linked myself to this story ..

In a nutshell, Nicholas White got trapped in the lift for a grand total of 41 hours. He works at the main office of Business Week (the magazine) as a production manager. So he went for a smoking break and took the express lift, dosen't stop below the 39th floor. Then he got caught in the lift for 41 hours. Tried to sue the company for 25 million US dollars, lost the case and got back less than a 6-figure sum. Lost all his colleagues and job, lost his house and is looking for a paying job now.

"Eventually, Business Week had to let him go. The lawsuit he filed, for twenty-five million dollars, against the building’s management and the elevator-maintenance company, took four years. They settled for an amount that White is not allowed to disclose, but he will not contest that it was a low number, hardly six figures. He never learned why the elevator stopped; there was talk of a power dip, but nothing definite. Meanwhile, White no longer had his job, which he’d held for fifteen years, and lost all contact with his former colleagues. He lost his apartment, spent all his money, and searched, mostly in vain, for paying work. He is currently unemployed."

From this comment on YouTube, he entered the lift on a Friday and when he pried open the doors of the lift, it only showed the 3 numbers, 13, 13 and 13.

At a certain point, he decided to open the doors. He pried them apart and held them open with his foot. He was presented with a cinder-block wall on which, perfectly centered, were scrawled three “13”s—one in chalk, one in red paint, one in black.It was a dispiriting sight. He concluded that he must be on the thirteenth floor

Then I spent quite long reading up elevators on Newyorker and wiki.

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Dragged myself out of bed this morning and headed off to school :/ for the financial literacy workshop, it was useful no doubt. But I'll never apply it practically, maybe in poly or something but never now. All my money are transferred to my account I overspend all the time so, whatever, I don't bother. The board game was funny, Zion bought 400 slots of shares.

I've grown to ignore childish people who like go all the way to piss you off. Srsly, this time and age, pissing people off is overrated. Please do thing that you'll be proud of and actions that you can look back and say, "eh, I did a good job." and not spend your pathetic life trying to diminish another person's life because just to let you know,

you look like a fuckin' clown and your mentality is something that I laugh at now and probably for the rest of my life.

I've got better and more crucial things to fuss about, in comparison with your puerile mindset. I don't know why am I so angsty today, I think it's the weather.

I FUCKING HATE SCREAMING KIDS . FUCKING WITH A F . I DON'T CARE HOW CUTE YOU ARE BUT I FEEL LIKE CRUSHING YOUR TINY BONES TO POWDER AND MIXING THEM WITH ACID. FUCK .

Labels: rants

Momo asks if I wanted to head over to JB to accompany her to get some medicine and I didn't, I totally regretted it! Some guy, shall name him dumbf, scolded momo! Just because she asked if she could go pass him and his wife together with their child on the escalator. So, he allowed momo to go pass, THEN he started to curse an entire string of incoherent ramblings like, "stupid ... stupid woman . " etc and to my bloody surprize, MOMO ACTUALLY IGNORED IT. ZOMG?

Honestly speaking, my mom knows shit about housework, loves shopping, gets $1.6k every month for working 2-4 hours a day in an air-conditioned clinic looking being a pediatric nurse, she goes shopping all the time and makes me skip school to accompany her to shop and spends her free time doing yoga at True Yoga.SRSLY, she has no qualms of tolerating Dumbf's words.
After ignoring whatever he said, HE CALLED MY MOM, BASTARD.How in the xucking blue flipping hell is momo a bastard

?!AND ADDING ON, he was like "walk pass me already, fly lah !In a rush then fly lah!" For the record ..

bas·tard /ˈbæstərd/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[bas-terd] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation –noun

1.	a person born of unmarried parents; an illegitimate child.

2.	Slang. a. a vicious, despicable, or thoroughly disliked person: Some bastard slashed the tires on my car.

HOW THE HECK IS MY MOM A BASTARD ?!She merely walked pass him and most probably her bloody huge weekend bag brushed his hand, THAT'S ALL. So, momo turned around and said something like, "What did you say?" and so the Dumbf really said it again and momo said, "oh .. okay .You are a fool, complete fool. "

I'm gawked at how my mom can tolerate this short, bald, blackyellow teeth, yellow nails, poor SOAB. She walked all the way to the nearest Policeman she could see (she was at the Singaporean Custom Checkpoint) and demanded to see the Sergeant on duty and demanded the officials to stop this man from crossing the check-point and demanding (yes, she demands, dosen't asks) the Sergeant to copy down all his details.

And apparently the Sergeant thinks that my mom said it out in a fit of anger, until momo continues and tells the man that he should prepare for a Lawyer's letter. Then his wife looked down and asked her husband to "stop it" and "let the matter rest" and oh please, they spoke in broken chinese, srsly, broken chinese?

Men, being men, exclaimed loudly in the check-point "Come and sue me! I like it when you sue me!". Crazy little skdnakjnsdkjsa, srsly.Then he said that MY MOM scared HIS child when the child didn't even sob from the place where it happened to the check-point, the child only cried when the man and my mom started to shout, DUH, DUMBF, CHILDREN ARE AFRAID OF SUDDEN LOUD NOISES. He said that my mom threatened him and scared his child and for Pete's sake, my mom is a freaking pediatric nurse and she is bloody certified and has been handling child for 22 years, she should be the last one to actually scare a child.

Dumbf didn't know what's the meaning of Pediatric .Ohmygoodness, srsly? We're going to sue this guy, for real. I'll probably have to control myself from throwing my heels at him if I get to see him.

Momo got me a nice printed t-shirt, yay.

YOUR WORST SESAME STREET NIGHTMARE, MUAHAHA!
Momo did this ... The top she bought for me, apparently, she says tshirts make me look less vain, ._. ?!

Boston getting sad cause of the weather ..

It's still heart warming how my mom buys a Pink Veet bladeless blade thing and a pink brush and some other pink things you cannot see from here and a blue brush,Darlie toothpaste, blue facial wash and other blue things for my brother. The empty container belongs to my brother, he's still at USA :( ...

Which brings to me that, DUMBF said that my mom won't be a good mother when she said he won't be a good father, cursing in front of his child and all. My mom was like, "I'm sorry, I've raised 2 children, 17 and 21, my girl is doing well and my son is vacationing at USA with his hard earned money looking for a school at the same time, am I still a bad mother?"

SCREW YOU MAN, DUMBF .

Labels: momo, rants, WTF?