Picking flowers in the early hours.

Friday, November 21, 2008

Linger - The Cranberries

Think the hardest part of holding on

was to let you go.

First and foremost, HAPPY BIRTHDAY VANDY! *hugs*. Think I've said that a few times but, it's okay! TK fetched me for dinner and Momo was like, don't need to go lah, watch TV with me lah, etc etc etc. Then we had dinner with Eileen, Jason and Unca Jay. Bla bla bla, Wala to celebrate Vandy's birthday and I left early because I wasn't feeling well and I don't like it when my momo bitches about reaching home late and blah.

Suddenly, we're just screaming at one another for no apparent reason and I got really upset and depressed (that's not usually the case, where's the rebel streak !?!) . One fine day, I'm just going to keep everything inside of me and tell no one about parental issues, because I am already annoyed by myself 'cus I keep mentioning it to myself (Yes, I speak to myself all the time).

For the record, I'm not going to grow up a drunkard, a philanderer or a major jackass. I know times are tough and all but there's this much I can tolerate. That much words I can ignore and that much actions I can accept.

*lets out mega huge sigh*

Enough of emoshitfuckcrapthatiswarped. Finally returned "Mad man dreams of turing machines" and ate TYBM. I am not psyched about it anymore. I concur that I still cannot take spice. *looks at E.* I love having lunch with E. a lot! So funny and so much laughter lah. E. asked me why did I stretch my legs and told me that I had long legs, told E. that my jeans were suffocating me and I needed more space. Hostile you, a lot.

Fuck, I don't even know why am I blogging that.

Both of our bosses called and told us we didn't need to work. Was feeling elated at first then I got really ... really..... really ... bored. I want to go back to make as much noise as I want 'cus all your gelato are belong to me!! *whines*

Been thinking what I really want in my life and I still do not have a clear definate answers. Some nights are spent worrying about my results (rumored to be released mid/late January '09). Have not been having enough rest for many nights. Although I'm not doing anything 'sides working. I'm having trouble sleeping. I can be so dead tired after a night of working, reach home to Plurk and talk ... decide that I'm tired and when I choose to sleep. I take another 2 frikkin long dreadful hours to fall asleep.

Urghhghghghhgghghghghghghghghghgghhghghhhhhhhhhhhhhghghghghghghgg.

Dinner tomorrow with the Barflies ~ am skipping St. James because I just don't like the idea of clubbing. Finally makaning with Thiang! Miss that babe, everytime we see one another, it would be at Wala and it'll be too loud to talk to one another.

Linny is off to conquer the world.

Ciao bellas.

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