Tidying the room, I am doing it. Managed to tidy the Pouches+Wallets section, more to come pfffft. Haha. I lost the Paul & Joe make-up bag.  Un-haha. 

5:14:00 PM

Paper.Is.Everywhere. KBYE! Seeya guys real soon.

5:19:00 PM

Damn frikkin' madness/mayhem/disastrous/typhoon-ishly messy lo. Wonder how the table's gonna look like at the end of the examinations :D

7:23:00 PM

I thought I knew my stuff, but, heck, I doubt I can answer half the questions posted to me. Back to the guidebook again, all over again. 30 more days till the end of everything. Am I going to give one last shot for this or ... what? 

I keep worrying and worrying whilst doing my work. I worry about forgetting the formulas, I worry about the examinations, I worry about the results, I worry about Polytechnic Admissions, I worry about my job, I worry about my future, I worry about how I constantly taste blood in my mouth and at the back of my throat.

 

When I worry, productivity level drops. I keep biting my nails, it's beginning to get on my nerves cause it hurts. 

I hope it'd all be good on Wednesday. 

11:08:00 PM

More Post-It notes on my screen (things to do and buy after exams :D). Been trying to do Math but there's a bee in my room and Momo is blaming me because I smell very good after my showers. Wtf?! Why is it my fault again, of course, she's kidding. 

Bees are so annoying, but I like honey so they're okay. They're soo annoying, gawd. 

I'm obviously not thinking straight. I'm getting used to life without school! I love it~ I don't miss school, don't miss the food, don't miss the system, don't miss it at all. I wake up at 10 every morning without fail, unless I feel sick. I still wake up at 6am every morning :/ Damn. Such spoilers. 

Still will feel sleepy after 12 odd, actually I feel tired easily nowsadays. :< 

Anyways, I've been blogging like my blog's a personal journal. Quite an irony since a gajibillion people have access to my blog. So I shall bore my readers (who gave me $12 of goodness from the good people of Nuffnang HAHA)  with random updates of my pebbles and bottlecaps collection. 

I kid. I really want a room make over and I hate the word makeover but I can't find a better word. I am getting bored of my white walls. My teddies and dolls are in the same corner and I'll never change that. I've got a million mountain full of books and papers at every end of the room. My study table isn't a study table, it's a bloody black hole of rubbishness. It stayed neat for approximately, 20 hours. 

My bed frame is pretty and not as white as before. I have pink and white sheets (I've got 2 mattresses), fuschia pink covers, red baby pillow, pink blankets, white and pink cushions. Obviously the antics of the Mother. She hangs itty bitty bits of girly stuff (dolls, ornaments, lanterns) which clashes with my stuff (15" Santa Jack marionette, Living Dead Dolls and my money plant). 

I wouldn't know what I would want in my room though. I'd like dim lights, a lot of fabrics, velvet red, orange, dark yellow hues and a lot fabric. In a nutshell, a gypsy inspired room with less drama. 

***** 

I miss the workplace. Can't explain how much I miss that place and the boys who I always work with too. Wait till the boys are done with their ACJC/SAJC stuff and we're going to start work! 

12:24:00 AM

I like to surf Food Network for the entire day and look for cupcake recipes. Next cupcake recipe to try is pink cupcakes with cream cheese icing or mascarpone cupcakes with strawberry glaze. Yums. I'm also listening to Def Jay again, R&B radio. 

Momo is forcing Vitamin C down my throat. Laadeedaa, I've never liked fizzy drinks. Still have to force it down. 

Last day of school went pretty okay, some people just don't know when to shut their fucking gap holes. It went smoothly until ... Mrs. Peng entered the class with dosier files, peeked at my own dosier file and saw all my past offences. T-T There were spot-check slips, pink slips which I forgot what they were for, statements and more itty bitty bits of nastiness. Then I looked at my results, not fantastic. Shitty dossier file + shitty results, how da heck am I going to find a job?! *rips hair* Nobody looks at your dossier file anyways, I very much hope so. 

Anyhows, I baked the 美人s some brownies. Pamela ate it and had a really weird face and I was like, oh no, does it taste like shit? I have a quirky taste, tend to like food that nobody likes. Anyways they love it :D! 

Then I had this amazing amaaaaazing idea for a BBQ. Sometimes there are instances where people invite you over for BBQs right, so I thought of baking them brownies, top them with crushed graham crackers, banana slices, chopped chocolate bits, marshmellows and then wrap it up tightly in aluminium foil. Reach aforementioned BBQ and just plonk it on the grill and everything melts into goodness and TADAH, you get BROWNIE S'MORES. I'm going to try this the next BBQ that I attend. 

Instant gratification does not have to come in a box! (quote Nigella) 

Like Pamela, I'm going to end this post with something overused and corny. 

A few more days to the start of the O'levels. The more I can answer Wilfred/Chemistry TYS' answers the more confident I am. Tried, tested and proven. Practice makes perfect and you definitely reap what you sow. 

All the best and see you guys at the finish line! (only to the people I like only, duh. *roll eyes*)

1:59:00 PM

- Pamela and Bikey. 

73. Who do you admire most?
- Ghandi. (I'M SERIOUS) 

74. Which month are you born in?
- September. 

75. How are you feeling right now?
- Aimless. 

76. What is the time now?
- 10:22pm. 

77. What kind of person do u think the one who tagged you is?
- Pamela, can be nice and mean at the same time. 

78.What colour did you use to dye hair?
- Last color was Copper red. 

79. Why are you doing this test?
- Pamela will drown me if I don't do it :(. 

80. What do you do when you're moody?
- Plurk it out and have the barflies to reply me. 

81. At which age you wish to get married?
- 76. 

82. Who is more important to you?
- Food supplier for Holland Village's Cold Storage. 

83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
- Buy all the booze and charge it to my account and have a booze fest. 

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
- My mudder. 

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
- No. I only see snails and I fucking hate snails. 

86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
- Money, health, happiness, friends, world peace. (I is sibeh greedy) 

87. What is your goal for this year?
- Tackle O'levels and take it like a fucking mean bitch. 

88. Do you believe in eternity love?
- NO LAH. SIAO. 

89. What feeling do you love most?
- Rhetorical question, no wonder 100 questions. 

90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
- Your english sucks and yes. Global warming is happening. 

91.What feeling do you hate the most?
- Gastric pain. 

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
- I wouldn't trade my friends for anything in the world. 

93. Do you believe in God?
- Yez. 

94. Who cares for you most?
- Family, Boston, friends. 

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- Breathing. 

96. What will you bring when you fight?
- My onyx parang with crystals. 

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
- None. 

98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
- SCREAM, WHINE, CRY, REPEAT. 

99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
- Quadriple-time him back. 

100. HOW DO U FEEL NOW?
- Constipated. Fucking long meme. 

9:50:00 PM

Didn't really look forward to my 17th birthday for some reasons that I don't want to state, happy guessing. Gah, this post's pictures will not be in choronological order because I feel like it. 

Dinner at night with Grace, Leonard, Cindy, Edd, Robin,Roy and Anna at Raffles City Sushi Tei. JF couldn't make it cause he was stuck at work. Gawwwwddd the food was pretty horrendous. I had tempura and udon and blah, my mom's cooking is better. 

Anna surprized me with these babies! After dissapearing from J.Co.  

Came back from dinner and took a train home! I'm so proud of me. Showered for what seemed a decade and come on to talk to Ah Tay on MSN. 

Anthon Berg's liqour filled chocolate bottles AND A SUNFLOWER and a green star (there was actually a paper rose but it frikkin died in the rain ): )! This not the only chocolates I recieved. Recieved Merci chocolates from my lovely ladies in class, Pamela, Chun Hui, Yingeh and Kaixin. *Thanks ladies! Muuuuas* Then I recieved Chocolate cakes from the girlfriends, THEN I recieved Godiva milk chocolates from YK the buddy THEN Anna's Anthon Bergs. Woah. I have no frikkin idea how am I going to finish the chocolates. *Looks at brother* 

Before any humiliating pictorial evidence of my downfall.. here's my Chalkboard drawing from JayWalk, since he's soo far away in Spitland. Thanks Unca Jay :) *hug* 

Here goes nothing! Great, good friends who threw flour at me. At least nothing wet was thrown in my direction so .. I guess it wasn't that bad :) 

Having flour in your eyes is not funneh. My Jack Purcells are FILTHAY. 

err, jumping to get flour off my body? 

My cake's name is called Boston. *damn frikkin proud* 

It's as bad as you think it is. 

他妈的!!! 一个两个见死不救!!!!

I've had had enough of fancy cakes. Little cakes like that makes me happy! *gleam* 

Momo came back with a bunch of these, apparently the sales reps. bought her a lot of goodies. This is just one of the many stuff that she's gotten. The strawberry cream actually had bits of strawberries in it. Biscuit dippers are dark brown in colour but tastes nothing like chocolate. Omg, chocolate, again!! 

All in all, I had the loveliest birthday. No fancy celebrations, no walking around under blistering hot sun and having to take the burden of people's attitudes. Dinner with friends and some flour throwing fiesta happening at the school's basketball court to block 507. 

Thanks to every single friend who spent my birthday with me, or sent me an sms. Meaner for texting me 4am in the morning and I actually got woken up by it cause my nose was touching my phone. Love you guys to the frikkin milky way and back. 

On a side note, GAAWD, I WANT TO GO TO THE TEA PARTY SO BAD. 

9:46:00 PM