Well, this is before! Every single time you open the doors something will fall out. 

Bloody messy! Then when I was talking to Jem, figured why not I just tidy up my mess, yeah?

Pink asterisk - Free shirts, band tees, choir tees, camp tees, event tees, Acer tees, FREE SHIRTS LAH.  
Green asterisk - Hoodies! Some missing tho. 
Orange asterisk - What I wear when I'm out. 
Red and Blue asterisk - MESS MESS MESS. 

I think I'm just bored.

12:24:00 AM

Was talking to Cakie about piercings and tattoos! Then I realized the more painful the tattoo/pierce is, the nicer the outcome. I happen to think that tattoos (nice ones, of course) and piercings are damn freaking attractive! 

I want tattoos of peonies, stars and ribbons. In various hues and shades of red. I like waist corset piercings too! Collarbone piercings as well. 

K, I'm all talk and no action because I'm an extremely indecisive person. Momo being, well, herself, will probably say no a million times. 

:( 

10:34:00 PM

After church's play last night, which was a very cute celebration I must say, went over to pick the guys up from Jurong and made our way to Toh Guan for supper. Eh, people present, Jeremy, KaiXin, Yingeh, Cheng Boon, Yuan Man, some huat guy, some other guy. Then Ken came down a little while and didn't even say hi, but only demanded soy bean milk! Atrocious! Hahahahaha. 

Then Albert, Edison, Nelson, Chee Yang and KH came down a little while. Whilst chomping on my dinner, I got the SHOCK of my life. Nelson resembled someone, a lot. A whole bloody lot, I almost spat out my rice. 

真的很像，他妈的像的。 

没有在 Haato 打工之后，每天就是跟 Boston 出去，不会很闷啦，就是很想打工而已。 

超怪有没有？为什么ｋ９不要请我？为什么！？Ｗｈｙ！？　

Okay bye, 本小姐出去走走了。

12:17:00 PM

Reading In Bed - Emily Haines & The Soft Skeleton

I got pretty bored yesterday and decided to dye my hair, again. This time I went all the way to Far East to look for Uncle Chris. Fast forward, he gave me 3 colors, highlights and lowlights, or whatever they call it! 
I can't figure out if I like it or not though. 

YingShan bought me a bangle from Banana Republic and she brought back my TWLOHA hoodie too! All the way from USA, I am so bloody happy can? :D 

After getting my hair done, went off to VivoCity to surprize Alicia with a Bakerzin cake and then we went home! 

Pictures will be up next post :) or I'll edit this space. 

Going to church tonight for a play and then maybe supper with the Clique & ANE people. Dunno yet. 

This year's Christmas, pretty slow and calm. No insane parties, just simple suppers and friends. 

Yeah. 

1:30:00 PM

Tanzanite, damn cool flag. 

Onyx's flag. Font was drawn by a guy called Nelson. COOL SHIET MAN. 

Jadeon's flag. I liked the color blending a lot :) 

10:43:00 PM

Finished dinner today and I started to miss the Camp. Be it the campers/camp crew (saikang warriors)/main comm./medic/GLs/photographers/game station master/whatever. 

8:45:00 PM

ANE is over! :( No more crazy fun, although this year was a little less "high" than the last ANE. It was still fun. Now we can play Bomb, using "Hillgrove bomb!!" Damn cool lor :) 

Sky was pretty much covered with clouds, so saw all the basic basic stars (Night observation, Pelades, Canis major/minor, Taurus and Orion. That's about it. Solar orbservation, one white dot, as usual.) and night walk was okay, got shocked but wasn't scared. The scariest part was Ronnie's corner at the staircase,there was Ronnie, some other guy, a guy wearing the dans tshirt, Jeremy the photographer, Jordan and some other guy. I asked the others if there were so many people shouting and they said only got 2 guys and I hate 6? :( !! 

Throughout the camp, met with some people who are quite weird and random. Some of the participants were fun :), like my GLs and Eugene and James. First day was the usual and I was made to run around like a crazy woman, I hate running lar! Then KH fixed my slipper. The few of us had a stupid strategy to run in circles and all of us ended up rolling on the floor laughing like CRAZY. This year's lectures, we were made to walk around, so no more sleeping and talking during lectures. Then it was Angels and Devils, I spent my time sitting around listening to Gerald and the rest of the army boys talking about army.  

Spent the night listening to Wilson talk about ghost stories and almost headed out to eat Ah Mei kaya toast but when I woke up, Wilson and Robin was already there -_-. Day two was lecture and games day. Quite fun :D Especially Pictionary part. Our group recieved some pep talk from CH and it was better after that. 

BUTTER HILL!! Didn't feel like climbing so I played cheat and climbed up the stairs inside. This year's butter hill was relatively clean. Hmm. Ironically, soap will make the hill even messier and dirtier, but no soap this year. 

Night Walk, walked with this guy from Onyx, very gentleman and tall. But he's younger. SAD. Hahahahahaha. He kept reassuring me that all the props were fake, so nice right! Whilst waiting for Night Walk, we watched 4Bia. FUCKING SCARY CAN! SERIOUSLY!!!! You could see the entire room of participants sit up straight when the subtitles came out, damn funny. Some guy kept scaring me by grabbing my arm and staring at me. Freak the shit out of me man. Damn long never watch horror flicks already. But I still ended up falling asleep a little while on the LT chairs but when I really fell asleep for 5 minutes, it was my turn for Night Walk. -_- 

That's about it! 

I like to play games with friends whom I see probably once a year. :D

Kaixin: yah lor, ANE Camp should be 4 days 3 nights.  

2:54:00 PM

12:44:00 AM

Yours truly will be away for the Ngee Ann x Astronomy Club x ANE 14 Camp from 19th - 21st. I don't know if I will be enjoying myself (I'm trying to get psyched about it), I can't bring myself to mingle and socialize with people. Then again, I need to head out and meet my friends, be it the guys from ANE 13, or my clique. I really really really need to get my ass out and LAUGH MY ASS OFF GOD FORSAKE YOU BLOODY MONEY SUCKING COMPANIES AND MEN IN 2 PIECE SUITS AND YOU MAKING EVERYTHING SO BLOODY MISERABLE WHEN I AM A HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BLOODY HAPPY PERSON. 

 I'd rather stay at home, with my new sofa bed *little dance* and read with Baby, although he doesn't read. 

Went to Ikea for Furniture Shopping Part 2 today and I'd say we probably spent $70 on my Baby. A chair to put his bowls and some mats and rugs and what not. Mattress protectors and quilts and blah blah blah. 

11:49:00 PM

8:26:00 PM

Because today I feel extremely bitchy I shall blog starting with becauses.

Because Cowboy, being Cowboy, introduced Blip.fm to us, I had a lot of fun. 

Because I feel materialistic, I want a Balenciaga Big City bag. 
Because I am shit ass broke, I won't get that Balenciaga Big City bag.
Because if I want to carry that bag, I'd need nice clothes to go with the nice bags.
Because I want a nice outfit, I'd need to buy new shoes. 
Because I have mild chicken pox, I don't think I can go bat shit crazy shopping at Daiso tomorrow. 
Because Momo said I have mild chicken pox, I'm getting shit ass paranoid. Is that itch going to explode my skin?

Because Wala Wala was very good last night. 
Because Shirlyn and UnXpected is amazing. Master of the puppets. 
Because I am the girl whose birthday is all 365 days. 
Because everybody sang a birthday song to me like they meant it. I think. 
Because Barflies cheered the loudest. 
Because it wasn't even my birthday! 
Because I just found the red bangle I bought. It has a phoenix and a dragon carved onto it. 
Because it's apt for Chinese New Year. 
Because I heard results will be out during mid January. Between the dates of 15th-19th. 
Because NP/SP/TP/RP/NYP open house is from 8th-10th January. 

Because I still don't know where am I heading towards. 

Just. Fucking. Because. 

11:23:00 PM

I have henceforth decided that I will not work after my next 2 shifts with Haato...

unless I find a really short termed job which pays by the hours and lets me work 14 hours a day. 

Meanwhile, 
thinkthinkthinkthinkthinkthink and think harder. 

What do you really want? 

11:21:00 PM

Yes, I'm your worst waitress from Haato,
and all your Gelato are belong to me. 
Just want to let you know, 
you should really try to be nice to me. 

I can make your meal enjoyable,
I can make your waffles really tiny. 
Let's all make our lives a little more tolerable,
so STOP BLOODY ASKING FOR MORE HONEY. 

I like customers who are considerate,
like this cute guy with 6 siblings. 
I usually give him more than what he ordered,
I can't think of anything that rhymes with siblings what will make a better sentence and I'm just kidding. Just in case any of Dessert Empire managers sees this. I'm just. kidding. cus I met this HORRENDOUSLY snotty/snobbish/irritating/annoying customer who thinks that she's like The alpha bitch in the cafe or whatever.

Hate you. 

11:33:00 PM

So I worked, shopped, ate, shopped, ate, worked. Walked all over DFS to buy new scents. I really liked Miss Dior Cherie but after awhile, it smelt really predictable, like you understood what I meant. Chanel was really bad, I wonder how can anybody wear Chanel after a long period of time. It smelt like a really bad bad mix of damp wood and mothballs ... I don't know. Just bad. 

Settled for Flight of Fancy, Anna Sui. Yet again. 

Just realized Muji is amazing to shop at. 'Cus everything is almost under 10. Then you keep chunking stuff into the basket. Then you get a whole basketful of amazingness. *squee* I bought two brushes that I have not found any reason for. 

I have some cute ideas for Christmas presents. *dance* 

******

The thing is. People constantly potray themselves as another persona online and off. Some people I came to know off (coughHillgrovecough) are totally different from their blogging personas, since I cannot really imagine myself talking to them. Hence, I'll never take anybody seriously online, lest I'm talking to you IRL. 

People who appear to be all the hoity-toity high fashion avant garde hi-i-am-cooler-than-you-so-fuck-you kinda jazz going on (read: sacarsm) but IRL they're just .. them, someone who'll you just walk past and totally forget about. 

Not that people who only dress well catches attention but it's a plus. No? 

The main thing is not about garnering attention, but the fact that people can be so different online and off. Scares me to bits. 

******

Walked around town with mimi and we shopped at Comme des Garçons for H&M (particularly, but we walked from Chunk Fest at Fort Canning to Far East) and spotted quite a few pieces of lovelylovelylovely (that's 3 lovelies) cropped jackets and hoodies. So bloody tempting with reasonable prices! Shall kidnap mom one day and head down to Cathay, but I hate the crowd, but I liked the stuff, but I hate the crowd. 

Then people will be like, omg, like ew, people will be having access to brands like that, omg, it used to be only be available in (insert foreign country here) ew, people are like going to like, tarnish the brands' reputation, like omg? ew. What-fruggin-evar. *rolls eyes* 

I can't remember if I use to do that, if I did, I prolly should slap myself or something. 'Cus it's just so bloody annoying. It's not like you're the alpha bitch designer of the clothing line or whatsoever, aren't an ambassador/model of any it either. 

'Cus if people can afford it, there's nothing much you can do. Saw this guy at town, carried an LV Neverfull, dirty brown khakis, greyish green tshirt with stains, and slippers. WTF? Really really weird combination. LV Neverfull reminds me of Goyard totes, that sort of flimsiness and nuaness. 

Brings me to the last point of this pointless and useless post ...

 

11:46:00 PM

No thanks to someone who made me listen to ^ this song, now I'm all spaced out and pretty much numb. Hmm? Yes, no, maybe. I don't know.  Someone also have actions that the dad does. I think my dad does pretty common actions, does he? Everybody I know seem to be doing what he does, or maybe I'm just noticing too much. *sweeps thoughts away*. 

Seem to offend people lately and so much shit happened. I should learn to ignore and stop picking on people's little habits. They're still human afterall.. and I obviously have more peeves than anybody I know. Sometimes I feel bad for frowning at every-single-fuggen-thing, on the other side of the coin. I don't really give a fuck. Don't like you means don't like you loh, cannot meh? 

Le mega huge flipping hell sigh. I don't know why am I so aimless. 

No goals, no plans for the future, no aims, no aspirations, no nothing. 

Still don't know what I want and the old security guards are gone... I wonder what happened. 

I don't know if I really have a sad life, since I laugh at the slightest joke and comment. 

/wrist?

One day,

in the future. 

I'll be the most supporting parent to my child.

Then we'll take over the world.

1:14:00 AM