Picking flowers in the early hours.

Saturday, February 14, 2009

하루하루 (Acoustic Version) - Big Bang

Things that I've been thinking of when I wasn't busy falling trying to learn T-stop. Yes, I still cannot grasp T-stop. Someone just step my face.

Anyways, I've been thinking, we are always striving for the best. To look the greatest, to appear in the most amazing outfit. To want to live a better life and to constantly want a better better than the previous better. Dya geddit? I personally feel that I'm trying too hard to achieve something I can't. I don't know why..

Like paying exhorbitant prices for a exclusive Broadway show along the streets of Las Vegas and what do you actually get in the end.....? Pretty much nothing?

I'm not sure if I am slowing down to appreciate what's happening around me. I'm not sure if I am appreciating what I had before. Since I'm always wanting more, have I ever been appreciative of what I had? Recently, I realize the more I fight for something, the more I'm losing it, the grip is loosening and everything seems to be slipping away.

When I was skating from Petir to Hillview. I was wondering if I ever appreciated the luxury of having a transport (He drives good cars like Mercedes and BMW). That was the past. I wonder if I have the authority to despise him. Have I ever said Thank You? I guess sometimes conscience eats into my heart and makes me think. Give me another minute, I'm back to blaming him.

I'm always wanting things, I want a DSLR, I want a pair of Seba skates, I want a light laptop, I want new bags and shoes. I want new Ipanema and Havaianas... I want I want I want...

I guess it's a good time for me to slow myself down. Haha, the wanting part and speed up the hunger and urge to improve and appreciate.

In simpler terms, time for me to grow up and look at the world from another angle. I'm not who I was before. I cannot be who I was before. The more I want it, the more I'm not gonna get it. Unless, I fight and make it on my own :).

OKAY. See la, when I skate/urban. It's either I totally forget about everything or I start thinking a lot.......

Labels: heartfelt, inline skating, linxi speaks, urban

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