Picking flowers in the early hours.

Monday, February 23, 2009

In My Room - SHINee

Sometimes I just feel so silly for believing. I think I just miss it.

So much shit running through my head now but I'm not brave enough to pen it down.

I really miss it.

I think I need a hug.

Make that 2.

I don't know why I keep listening to Korean songs thou!

Anyways,

I just updated Shoppasluts :).

http://shoppasluts.wordpress.com

go go go!

Labels: emo femo nemo, linxi speaks, shoppasluts

1:25:00 AM

Saturday, February 14, 2009

하루하루 (Acoustic Version) - Big Bang

Things that I've been thinking of when I wasn't busy falling trying to learn T-stop. Yes, I still cannot grasp T-stop. Someone just step my face.

Anyways, I've been thinking, we are always striving for the best. To look the greatest, to appear in the most amazing outfit. To want to live a better life and to constantly want a better better than the previous better. Dya geddit? I personally feel that I'm trying too hard to achieve something I can't. I don't know why..

Like paying exhorbitant prices for a exclusive Broadway show along the streets of Las Vegas and what do you actually get in the end.....? Pretty much nothing?

I'm not sure if I am slowing down to appreciate what's happening around me. I'm not sure if I am appreciating what I had before. Since I'm always wanting more, have I ever been appreciative of what I had? Recently, I realize the more I fight for something, the more I'm losing it, the grip is loosening and everything seems to be slipping away.

When I was skating from Petir to Hillview. I was wondering if I ever appreciated the luxury of having a transport (He drives good cars like Mercedes and BMW). That was the past. I wonder if I have the authority to despise him. Have I ever said Thank You? I guess sometimes conscience eats into my heart and makes me think. Give me another minute, I'm back to blaming him.

I'm always wanting things, I want a DSLR, I want a pair of Seba skates, I want a light laptop, I want new bags and shoes. I want new Ipanema and Havaianas... I want I want I want...

I guess it's a good time for me to slow myself down. Haha, the wanting part and speed up the hunger and urge to improve and appreciate.

In simpler terms, time for me to grow up and look at the world from another angle. I'm not who I was before. I cannot be who I was before. The more I want it, the more I'm not gonna get it. Unless, I fight and make it on my own :).

OKAY. See la, when I skate/urban. It's either I totally forget about everything or I start thinking a lot.......

Labels: heartfelt, inline skating, linxi speaks, urban

9:39:00 PM

Sunday, September 14, 2008

新不了情 - 黄小琥

Linxi has a sad. Linxi speaks in 3rd party. Linxi updates her blog.

*sweeps cobwebs away*

Linxi apologizes for the lack of updates. *performs hari-kiri on self*

Linxi has to pause the updating of her blog because she needs to type another letter to the lawyers.

Linxi is feeling damn annoyed cause she keeps typing letters.

******

Okay, so I met up with Cindy first, then saw JF, then I saw Moo,then I saw Jay, then I saw Janise, then I saw Barffie and her bf. Then I saw Robin and Jason, then I saw Yunnie and Kate and her friends. Then I saw another Cindy. Then I saw Veron and her boyfriend. Then I saw Anna, then I saw a lot of people whom names I couldn't remember. But I can remember their spectacle frames (weird, I know) designs and their facial features. Then I saw Charlie the 干爹 you would never want to have.

Wasn't in the mood actually. Since Kate is going off to UK :( and bin's going to Tekong :( :( ! So I went and and .. like that lor. Baked some puny cupcakes for Kate and and and we hugged a lot and she jabbed my nehneh. LOL. *inside joke, sorry ah*

Mmm, was talking to Kate about what happened last night and it was hilarious.

Kate: I am so touched for the first time I cried! Like a virgin! Touched for the first time.

Oh man, I laughed my arse off behind the screen. See you in 9 months <3>

I KNOW I HAVE FAT ARMS OKAAAAAY. *glares at Charlie and Jason*

I digress.

Woke up bright and early in the morning yesterday and cleaned my room. Went off to get baking supplies and sugar flowers at Jurong. I think some Malay festival is coming/is happening. Saw a lot of malays buying butter and what not. A LOT LOR, like a few hundred of sticks of butter.

I digress. I has a sad, people are leaving :( Whatado!

I'm sorry I cannot type in full sentences.

But today's timeline in Plurk is just damn sad.

Cowboy says, "Don't say goodbye, say see you soon!"

*tear*

It's just different when people are not around. You just know that they're not here, not breathing the same air. Maybe because I'm used to have people around me talking to me, taking care of me all the time. Hence, it hits me hard when people around me starts to leave.

Like, Robin whose going to leave for NS tomorrow. Although he can get damn annoying when he is PMS-y or too caught up with work. Or giving me that -_- face all the time when I super 讨厌 it, but he is one of the nicest guy friends out there albeit knowing him for less than a year, when was Astro camp? Last December? I really don't know how he can tahan my whinings and complains when I was working with him at the IT Fair.

But yes, he is one of the nicest guy friends out there.

Shall end this post here.

See you guys soon.

Am going to start to mug hard, going to be a huge huge huge lack of updates.

*sends a huge amount of love out because no time to send already*

Labels: barflies, emo femo nemo, friends, life, linxi speaks

8:56:00 PM