如果没有你 - 莫文蔚

Long post ahead with really bad sentence structure, because I am sleepy.

There is actually nothing wrong with my Gmail account! Damnit, it's FF being anal, cannot sign into my Gmail at all. Switched over to IE and tadah ~ ! Shall blog in IE from now onwards.

Been thinking about many things, accepting critisicms, thinking about the future, planning for the future (wao, big thing) etc etc. Need to start on Humanities already, been revising a lot of Mathematics and Science. English? English, very important :( should start to go over to Ben's room to take some books. 1984 by George Orwell next! Because I read the title somewhere, don't know where. Library soon, chiaobin.

Was studying Chemistry just now and it was EXTREMELY warm tonight! Gah! Also handed in coursework part B today and I felt a rush of happiness through every inch of my body. Albeit feeling extremely worried about my work after leaving the room, Imanaged to eat some of the stuff I've been craving for. I should learn how to take chilli ...

It amazes me, how some people can morph into someone else (totally different) in the shortest span of time. Facades and superficiality on a daily basis. Maybe because I'm like reaaaalll lazy or what, but I find putting up a front and disguising yourself is like, really, draining. I cannot bring myself to change myself and intermingle with anybody I see. How tiresome is that .. wao.

After Dowagr mentioned about Hand Dermititis, I began to Google/Wiki it for damn long, reading reports after reports about it. I'm quite certain that I have acute contact hand dermititis, in a nutshell, my hand's a little allergic to everyday substances like detergent, shampoos, hair gels and sometimes even water. That really means, that I cannot be touching the stronger solvents and substances around the household :( No acids, no alkalis ... no water? Wtf? I love showering :( Momo's been trying to get a slot at National Skin Centre but the alimony shiet is taking up a lot of time and I really can't be bothered, well, unless the skin on my hands starts to crack and bleed or something.
*slaps on Crabtree's hand lotion*

I was shown blogs of girls who recently lost their loved ones, one of it belonged to a girl who lost her boyfriend, Clifton, due to NS training and another girl who lost her girlfriend in a fatal car accident.

Immediate reaction was to think of Wayne. Dearly departed, gone too fast, too soon. I hope you're doing well Handsum. I am glad and thankful for the fact that your passing on didn't hurt. I was watching you guys on YouTube during Mosiac Fest. I wish there were more shows of you and The Suns now ... Really miss you Wayne. I told you I'll come looking for you with my results. I'll also bring you to my favorite cafe.

Keep rockin', Mr. Thunder :)
xiaolongbao ! <3.

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