Picking flowers in the early hours.
Saturday, May 31, 2008

As Above, So Below (French) - Klaxons

Call me paranoid, call me uptight. I always have the feeling of people bitching behind my back, all the time. May I suggest that half the time, my intuitions are pretty accurate !Why can't I apply that on examinations .Pffft .I probably have that feeling cause, I bitch about people .Nyeh, I won't create bitching topics, I just bitch on what's happening !I won't call it bitching anyways, I'll probably call it, discussions .Yeah, I like to give excuses .Just so you know, I don't give two flying xucks about whatever is being said, for I won't stoop to that level.

Whatever .I've probably got people who hates me, reading this right now !Oh, the irony :) .

Anyways, went to school for approximately 5 seconds because I needed to drop something off for Pam and rushed to meet momo and I think the cab driver secretly hopped that I stayed longer. Ms Pam told me that she saw my blog, Hi Ms Pam !

SERIOUSLY, I don't know how many teachers read my blog (Hello teachers !Have a nice day !).But that doesn't mean I have to be super discreet when it comes to blogging, end of the day, This is still my blog and I have the liberty to speak my mind , obviously, not the things that breaches the law .*duh*

Been utterly sick these few days .On anti-biotics that mysteriously dries up my salivary glands and make my mouth extremely dry.Amoxicap ?Whatever, you don't work and you smell like shit .I need some miracle remedy *prays*

And I've also been away from civilization these few days, been sleeping, doing work, more sleeping, eating (on a regular basis), doing work, procrastinating A LOT.It's just disgusting, at the rate I'm going, I can jolly well just flunk O'levels, whilst typing this, I'm planning my time-table on Microsoft Excel .I'm going to .. print like 29387297 pieces of these time-table and stick them all over my room. Momo decides that it's best that I stop piano for the time being, sigh, I guess I can still do Mazurka on my own .I'm going to miss Ms. Quek like mad, not having her around on Saturdays, just doesn't depicts Saturdays anymore.

Anyhoos, been trying to buy time to read !READING, yes, epitome of relaxation .There's absolutely no time to read because everybody's just so uptight with .. everything else .I hate how small Blogger's typing space is, unlike WordPress, I want to adjust the type space as well !Hate small spaces. Hate .

I want to watch Monk and .. Dirty Sexy Money! Really !Monk's new seasons intrigue me a whole lot .I've got a whole lot of pictures in my phone but am finding no reason to post them because .. laziness overrides.

Well, O'levels' next major paper is Science Chemistry on 20th October, before that, listening comprehension and Science pratical. Say, that's about .. exactly 4 months odd from now !Making it no less than 120 odd days till O'levels officially, start to start .For those who are still frolicking around thinking that 4 months is eternity, fun joy peace and laughter being top priority.
*Salute.

Sometimes, just sometimes, I secretly wish that I could've the mindset of taking things easy! , looking on the brighter side! and it's going to be better tomorrow! But, screw that, how many times does that actually happen .No work = No results .

Having said that, I'm going back to Microsoft Excel and Microsoft Words (F&N) because .. I don't want to waste my life/time away.

Oh and lastly, when I read some blogs .I just can't help but laugh at the contents .SRSLY ?LAWL .Whatever happened to ORIGINALITY, seems like everything's a copy of another. Yes there might be coincidences, but how many times does that happen .There are instances where people BLOG like they're coming from streets of Venice and blog so artistically inclined that it seems so inappropriate coming from individuals like that, duh it's not written by them .Why can't people just blog like how they speak or think ?Srsly, blogging like that, just makes you look more queer than Britney Spears because it just doesn't fit .I don't doubt that you're trying to make a statement, give you the credit but it's just so weird .Can't help but to laugh and roll my eyes when I see people blogging like .. others .Tsk, so annoying .There should just be ONE blog because there's just so much copying around.

There's this strange sound coming from my neighbour's flat that sounds like the sound of the steamer in a jar of cold milk. It totally reminds me that I want to make my own coffee !Grind my own coffee !Froth my own hot milk !Press down my own coffee ground !!Press the double shot button on the machine !Waiting and looking at fresh, aromatic coffee dripping down into small porcelien Illy shot glasses.
I miss espresso brewing so much, hardest skills to master but the most rewarding .But so far, I've only been exposed to Illy and Lavazza .I swear, I'll install one of those espresso machines in my home.


I've just typed a entire paragraph about coffee, someone just shoot me.

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10:08:00 PM

Thursday, May 29, 2008

Always Be My Baby - David Cook

Was just feeling okay .. then now, I feel like shit, pure, diabolically, mentally torturing, state of shit . -_-
Walked in the rain and got terribly drenched and walked straight into the computer lab and came out and it became extremely warm .Today, it just got worst because I stayed up till 4 odd doing F&N .
Piiiiisssssshhhhhhh .

Like very little things to do hor ~
Looks like, only. Re-done sounds funny ley .

LOOK AT THAT GREEN !
SO SINISTER !!

I'm quite life dependant on my Combivent .


Kor's little cup from US !LOL .Krsipy Kremes !

Get well soon, Shawnchee ~

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10:08:00 PM


Always Be My Baby - David Cook

I am absolutely, insanely hooked onto this song .Love how his notes aren't your usual sets but so soothing to hear !Gives me the oriental vibes for 2 seconds in a few parts .Mariah Carey's the actual singer, but I think her version is horrendously R&B -_- .

I am almost happy today but I shan't say why !and recently spoke to Jeremy whom I got to know when Shawn got into his car crash .Haven't seen him before but he's in the Air Force !Quite cool .

My subway sandwich from Monday is still in my fridge, let untouched and whenever I eat Subway, it reminds me of Meaner .Lol .

My lungs still feel wonky and itchy and my throat's still very itchy, I can't even explain how I feel because it's just .. an itch I can't seem to find -_-

Robin was happily telling me about how some people finds him, cute .CUTE MEH, SO EVIL .
:) Kidding lah, oh fragile hearted one .Slut bag .

ANYWAYS, I keep complaining about people on public transports .BECAUSE THEY ARE DAMN ANNOYING . WHATEVER HAPPENED TO MANNERS AND BEING CONSIDERATE ?!


So I went up to this bus and it was pretty packed and momo likes to make me seat down, no idea why but there was an empty seat infront of her and she kept insisting that I should sit down .Then this lady who was sitting there, just blatantly PLACED HER BAG ON THE SEAT .Then I was like, "She put her bag on the seat lah, how to seat, what the hell ."

Momo and I have been saying "What the hell " instead of "What the xuck " cause it's quite rude when you're outside .
SOO, I sat behind momo instead, this kind lady offered the empty seat next to her to me. So I just said, " What the hell, so bloody selfish ."
And when we alighted, we saw her bag .AND SHE STARED AT MY MOM, so both of us actually walked damn fast to reach her just to comment on her loudly.
It . was . the . ugliest . patent . bright . pink . faux . crocodile . skin . bag . EVAR . WTF !!!It's not like you're carrying a Birkie or a Kelly lah, it's not Prada's new summer line and it's definately not YSL nor Chloe's, SO SHUT UP .You're not even carrying some xucking important bag like Goyard or Balenciaga SO SHUT UP AND LET PEOPLE SEAT LAH .Bloody hell, bloody ugly bag and when she was walking her ballet flats will slip off her ankle .BLOODY HELL .Get some shoes lah .
Ugly bag and ugly shoe and refusing to give up seats for other people and just letting your ugly bag sitting on the seat .Ugly beings .

Thick skin like anything lor .
*angry*

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8:18:00 PM

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

The Kids Are All Fucked Up - Cobra Starship

Was just aimlessly surfing the net last night whilst talking to Roarbin then ...

Melayu’s are fucking smelly
If you’re one, fuck you
Yay, I’m racism, can’t help it
It just runs in the blood
So sue me? LOL?

KUA KUA KUA ~
One word : FAIL ~

Well, CLEARLY enough, she doesn't read the papers nor watch the news. Just a few weeks after loserfragranceprince, she does it again .Then again, she proclaims herself to be racism (wtf?!), NO WAI .
Then there's this other thing when I absolutely CANNOT tolerate, people who taunt. NO SRSLY, like, " COME LAH, SCARED YOU AH" or, for this case, " SO ?Sue me ?". xucking hate this kind of taunting and sibeh act zhai kind of stunts .Really damn annoying .Then when people ACTUALLY comply to their sayings, they'll just deny and hide in some pathetic corner . *laughs*

Then there's another kind of people who'll just keep saying and saying and saying and just continuing using that mouth to speak .STOP . TALKING . BITCH .When something happens, you asked for it .You know, actions can actually be more productive compared to yakking, it's proven, shithead.

I was just jokingly, passing a remark about how I would get a sty in my eye if I see certain people, and when I saw some people, I felt my hurting -_- .I hope some speck of dust mysteriously got in and .. irritated my eye ..if not, I'll be damn scared .

Random .We were learning about Alkenes today in Chemistry and Rahim saw the word "Linonene" .So in Chemistry it's pronounced as Lee-no-neen .But Rahim, being Rahim, said .....
Lee-no-neh-neh .Damn xucking funny because his malay accent is pretty strong. K, retarded, whatever .

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The month is ending soon !Allowance time :D Yay .
Sometimes I secretly wish for things to be perfect .Momo told me about some stuff that isn't convenient to be disclosed, she seems pretty angry about it but I think she's more hurt than ever .Do I blame him for having zero trust in men, well yes I do .There you go .Now give me my money, bitch .
Having a foul mood can either allow me to concentrate on my work ie. F&N or be so hot-headed that I don't get anything done .Then again, I'll always say I won't do F&N but I'll always end up staying up late, completing it. Didn't check my work the last time and GOD, soo much mistakes, grammatical errors, wrong word, wrong adjectives ,really, extremely, atrociously bad sentence structure, there was absolutely no link from one idea to another .Made a huge mistake right at the beginning -_-, said 4 MEALS instead of 4 DISHES .Srsly, I'll never not check my work again .

Meaner went to field camp D: !

Anyways, slept pretty late last night cause ... was talking to Mr. R3gular about .....
lizards .
Scenario : He found a lizard inside the plastic packaging of the instant noodles .. but the package was already opened, so he didn't know if the lizard fell in or not .BUT STILL ?! The lizard TOUCHED the wrapper of the noodles and the wrapper is touching the noodles !!!So indirectly, THE LIZARD IS TOUCHING THE NOODLES .Lizards can be amazing and all yah, ya know, eat mozzies, protect the surrounding . SHIT EVERYWHERE .

But I touched a lizard's tail before and I screamed till the security guards were all looking up. Lizards are xucking disgusting .

O-O

Feel very random today, dreamt about this chinese setting last night, almost like a very nice temple, but it didn't feel like a holy ground .So a temple inspired building, k whatever .Then I saw Ainsly and Shawn and another girl by him side (Hosanna?) then it was damn happy and whatever .Then I told Ainsly and he was like, " What kind of dream is that -_- " Then now, if he strikes TOTO, I'll get a treat at Crystal Jade, Paragon .Paragon have meh *-*

Been damn long since I shopped .*cries*

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8:27:00 PM

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

9 Songs To Save The World - Norwegian Recycling



Went to work today and had to wear "coporate wear", and God knows I've got nothing close to Coporate at all .Settled for black cardigan with crystal for buttons, black jeans, black 3", black bag, black knickers. Yeap.

Fighting the morning traffic 8 in the morning.

Then I sat here all the way from 10 odd to 6:30, not bad ah .

Self-explanatory.

I had to like walk to reach this window,
I don't like offices because .. cubic desks and .. so claustrophobic.

COFFEE :D, they had a coffee machine ! (Y)
Cold milk (N) Styrofoam cups (NNNNNNNNN)
I took 2 sugar cubes cause I only take one sugar cube and ... decided to play with the other one.

Bored.

I'm going to get this on 1st June !Kay, maybe momo is going to ..

-_-

Mr. R3gular.
My blog hits are like (xx) .

I bloody hate to travel on MRTs and Buses for the perfect reason, it's freakin' crowded and I don't see why I must be squeezing with other people. I hate it when people pick up their bags from the floor and conveniently knocking into everybody whilst picking up their bag.

Sibeh not conscientious at all .So annoying, I hate it when people LIE on the xucking MRT grabpoles .Srsly, stop being a freakin' unsexy pole dancer. All the perspiration and whatever all stuck to the damn pole .Super got no choice to take MRT this morning because I was going to travel to Somerset .I bloody hate taking public transport in the morning and fighting the damn morning crowd !

But I saw a lot of eye candies in corporate wear today :D A lot of SUPER sexy OLs .I'm not even kidding how sexy they are .Some of them (not the OLs) wore like, corporate clothes and they carried a .. back pack ?then heels ? * confused face *

Anyhoos, half the time, I was damn tempted to kick some people with my 3", srsly .So inconsiderate !Like, OBVIOUSLY the other side of the train has no space, SO SCOOT YOUR AS S OVER TO THE OTHER SIDE OF THE TRAIN LAH WTF .Keep yakking and talking and talking and talking, wtf, xucking selfish working adults . * angry *

I hope I don't land my ass in a sit down office job next time . Sitting down in front of the computer is like one of the Survivor games, see who can stand on the pole for the longest time. There is absolutely nothing to do. If you want to drive me crazy, throw me in an office without anything, no coffee, no internet access .Just table and stationary .I will go crazy .

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Kampung Glam Night Walk Trip !


Worksheet ~ How to do ?!?!

Nice day ~


She dosen't know I took this pic and Pam act camera shy.
Obviously the other two was taken by Chun Hui the pig .

Subway, again .


Obligatory shot, what is this thing called ?

Pretty place .

Shoe wear of the day .


Amazing shop called "The Grandfather Shop"



Hell yeah ~

Nah !! Robin !! LOLOLOLOL X 1000000 .

I happen to like this can a lot .

Back yard of the shop, waterfall with .. green .. stuff .


Went of to the Haj shop, spelling ?

Beeeadds .

Ghost Island, malays in the class said that this was extremely scary.

Said to be the most haunted tree .

Malay Heritage Centre.
More ghost stories ...

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My mom makes the best Lor Bak .


I damn tired to continue blogging ._.

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8:46:00 PM


My new favourite thing to say is ...
" WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT ?!?!?!?!?!?! "

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5:04:00 PM


Am sitting in Winsland house and .. doing my stuff and I’m hungry .The computer’s screen is ilke bloody big and it’s like .. so no privacy cause anybody can easily see what I’m like doing. *looks around* . Basically, got like a lot of working people here and I don’t even know what I’m doing, how smart. I’m blogging on microsoft words and it really bloody looks like I’m actually something super important. *serious face*

I am just doing my own work and like minding my own pretty business, using a pretty computer and I’m damn bloody hungry but I’m doing my F&N analysis. Pffffft . Yongki just went off for lunch !?! I forgot what I wanted to blog about, but when I get my pictures and I’ll have a lot of things to blog about.

Still damn scared if someone/some pro computer dude is spying on me cause everybody here looks .. like they’re CIA agents, angry CIA agents. I probably have to just look damn focused in my “work” and they’ll like probably ignore me :D Good idea.
If I ever get to work in an office job, I’ll probably die on the second day of work. Because me and cubicles and little windows don’t go together .Maybe it’s like because I don’t have something to do so I’m like so dead bored .

My neck hurts like a mean mean mean mean bitch man, srsly.

Something damn embarrassing happened just now at Somerset mrt station, everybody knows I have this stupid habit of not zipping my bags/pouches/whatever. My little bottle of perfume fell out and crashed on the floor (glass lah) . So if you wondered why the 7-11 at Somerset smelt so darn nice/pungent, it was meeee L I couldn’t do anything right ?! * guilty *

I’m going to stop listening to my phone because the battery will just run out like crazy and I cannot live without my phone. I am just going to blabber whatever I’m thinking now because I am damn bored and thus this will be the boringest blog post evar.

Really feel like taking off my 3” heels now and the chair keeps squeeking .
I was just about to say that the marine business is a male dominated field but a lady with this sexy MiuMiu bag just came in and asked me questions to meet one of the bosses here. Hmm, she had sexy shoes too.

More French bosses and … Caucasian bosses ……….. I want to go to Rasa Siloso ……..

Can someone who is online miraculously be like, actually online, talk to me :( !

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11:43:00 AM

Sunday, May 25, 2008

8 Become 1 - Norwegian Recyling

Okay, it sounds like some government in Norway trying to promote some form of green efforts job kind of thing, but no, it is one of the greatest creation evar .

I've uploaded it onto my blog because I love it so much, ask it from me on MSN if you want it !

  1. Where Is The Love - Black Eyed Peas
  2. Crash and Burn - Savage Garden
  3. She Will Be Loved - Maroon 5
  4. You're Beautiful - James Blunt
  5. It's Okay ! - Atomic Kitten
  6. With Or Without You - U2
  7. Summercat - Billie The Vision and The Dancers
  8. Fair - Remy Zero
It's Okay ! by Atomic Kitten is like one of my FAVOURITEST girly song to sing to and when I feel damn (insert phrase here).

With Or Without You is also one of my favouritest songs evar .
I love this song .

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To all victims of the earthquake, soldiers, fire-fighters, first aiders, nurses, doctors, workers, policemen, police dogs, volunteers, cleaners, food caterers, plumbers, carpenters, tent makers, little angels in heaven, brave little soldiers in heaven,teachers, principals, school vendors, janitors, construction workers, philanthropists and news reporters .

Salute.

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10:29:00 PM


Xucking angry right now I can behead and de-gut you, right xucking now .

11:37:00 AM

Saturday, May 24, 2008


Sigh, £94.94 !!!

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10:07:00 PM


Saw a video on Robin's website and saw this ..


Best response .


The video that I have no idea on what he was talking about.


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8:53:00 PM


You and me - Lifehouse

So I went for parent teacher meeting in school today, wasn't that bad. Positive comments from most of my teachers. Introduced momo as Dowager (ci si tai hou?) LOL . She had a nice talk with Ms. Chew, Hi ! Ms Chew :D Thanks for that heart-to-heart talk with my mom and yes !I'll mug hard for math .

Discipline .Meaner keeps insisting that I have no discipline .Can someone like, instill discipline into me :( .No discipline, then how ?! :( Discipline x 1000 !!

Anyways, momo and I made out way to Tanjong Pagar, initially for Annie's Ice Kachang, cause I bloody love Ice Kachang. I can skip meals and just eat one Ice Kachang and I'll be the happiest girl on planet earth :)
Digress, the entire market was being washed and no food :( Ate at some really really good chicken rice place instead .Walked down to buy some muffins and chewys and when we were about to go to Amara Hotel for our hair cut, we walked passed ...

TWO FREAKIN CUTE PUPPIES . Omg, I 'm not even kidding how cute they are :) One belonged to the aunty the other one was up for adoption .So that puppy got aggressive when I walked near it but after like 5 minutes, it warmed up to me and was begging (the hands together trick) to hug him ! :D *MEGAHAPPYFACE*

The aunty was talking about how this puppy got thrown to and fro within owners and is currently extremely aggressive and she was surprized that it actually came up to me .

Momo and I are like raking our brains, wondering if we should adopt a small all white dog .
Huge sigh .Everybody should stop being irresponsible pet owners .These poor dogs get sent to SPCA in the worst case scenarios .

After putting down these dogs, they ... feed these dogs to the larger cats in the zoo .Heard it from somewhere but I don't know if it's true .

Meanwhile, I'm going to abstain from Internet, it's like the 8th deadliest sin . I've got a promise to fulfill !

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7:50:00 PM


Woman - Delta Goodrem

Holysheet ?I'm like, still online.
Tsk, cannot sleep.

3:30:00 AM


Blind - Lifehouse

Extremely long post ahead .

I have had this song on my computer for the longest time but haven't gotten the chance to listen to it, until Robin told me about it.I like this song, quite alot ... Not in the best of moods today because there's just so much to do in the slightest space of time. The moon has been pretty over the past few days (although I've missed the red moon thing) and Meaner agrees.

You see, the thing is. People are constantly trying to either, make the best out of you, or create life living hell for you. It's just how life turns. One day you'll enjoy building joy out on another's misery and another day you'll be getting thrashed to pulp. I shall not sound like I'm trying to instill anything into nothing so I'll just .. abruptly end this line of rant . -insert WTF face here-

I don't really care about how people view me, how I dress (okay, maybe I do) or .. what are my first impressions on others unless the other party is someone of significance. I've grown to accept that it's a dog eat dog world and if you're not sensible enough, you'll just crash there and then. I've grown to accept that you will only succeed if you're the cream of the cream-est crops around. So if you aren't, just stfu and accept defeat.

I can't be bothered with people who go around to instigate, dictate and exclaiming whatever to the entire universe. Somehow, bottling up sometimes will bring more harm than good. What's the xucking point of telling the entire world how you feel and what's going through your mind when you just .. want to " let it out " .Looks like a case of slapping myself because I am currently blogging my thoughts down.

Oh, the irony. Whatever .

Seriously, the world doesn't revolve around you and I love, love, love to use this phrase because it's by far the most self explanatory and .. constructive phrase, evar. I am tired of people trying to bring others down, blaming others, hating teachers, hating the world, etc.

The comforting thing is, O'levels are nearing, okay, not so comforting.At least it's one step closer to leaving secondary school. Then everybody will be ranting and going on and on about how Secondary school life can never be comparable to Polytechnic school life. Face it, I don't really give a shit about comparing. No two things will ever be the same. Secondary school is this world saturated with foolish mistakes, puerile behaviours, I'm-going-to-call-my-little-army-of-gangsters-to-beat-the-shit-out-of-you, rules that nobody bothers to conform to and what not. I shan't disagree on the fact that the friends you make in secondary school are probably the ones who share the most interest with you and will probably (and hopefully) be sticking throughout. Polytechnic life may be more interesting due to the liberty you have most of the time, discipline is key but I wouldn't know, it may be the most enjoyable period of my life, or the most depressing. Nobody knows .

Friends are nothing permanent. I've seen soo much, not to sound like bleedy experienced friend professional or what-not. Best friends bitch about best friends when best friends aren't in the presence of one another. Srsly, I love the relationship between my friends because sometimes, we just talk it out on MSN and tell one another about our negative attitude(s). It's easier on MSN because when we do it face to face, we are sure to deny the shit out of everything and nothing ever gets resolved.

Sometimes, when you try to instill an idea into someone and if you think that it isn't working. Get the hell up and move the fuck on .All you can do is to be there for your friend, when that friend needs help or assistance of any kind.

And there are those whom will only come running to you with arms wide open, loving phrases and sweet nothings, only when they need you.

Honestly speaking, I know that I can be extremely hurtful, rude and impatient at .. most of the times. Can't blame me, I got it from the parental. Entire family is extremely impatient when it comes to .. well, almost everything. I speak my mind and nobody can stop me from doing so. It beats being extremely superficial yes? This is why there's only a handful of people whom can tolerate me (I hope I'm right). Sometimes, when I find out that someone I know decides to put me under the Hate list, I'll just ignore the entire hoo-haa about friendship. Kinda sad because, I've lost the ability to treasure and appreciate friends.

Frankly, most of the time, I just want to sit cosily in my comfort zone and interact with people that I can only converse and convey my ideas too. Sad to say, I can't afford to loose the ability to treasure, appreciate and adapt to strangers because, yet again, in other to survive, you need to do shit that you don't like.


I've been having extremely grotesque, torturing and deadly punishments to people I don't like running through my mind. I'd wish the worst for someone that I extremely .detest/abhor/hate. I can't even explain how much I'd wish I can shut some people up but .. as Shawn said, "just say : I'll never wish bad, but I'll never wish good either." So, thus, henceforth, hence, the aforementioned phrase shall be deeply embedded in my head, for good.It's just more humane this way, isn't it ?

I'd love to go through any phase without regretting things that I've done. Regret is one of the deadliest emotion to live with, on a long term basis or short, imo. I can't imagine living with this pang of guilt in my stomach forever .. apparently, I don't think many people cares about this feeling.I'd say, kudos to my upbringing, I take much of my actions into consideration, or at least, I've grown to take account for my actions . I'm proud of that because, I wouldn't want to be known to be someone who lives off my parent's riches, scream, bawl and lie straight on the floor when I don't get what I want .. or whatever that lies between those lines.

Mr. Eric Koh gave an account of a parent who disallowed his son to consume a cup of cold, carbonated drink at night, he probably thought that it'd trigger a cough or something. His son managed to scream, cry and threw tantrums all the way to the parking lot which was of a distance from the hawker centre. Mysteriously, after appearing from the parking lots again, the father brought his son to the drinks stall to purchase that cup of oh-so-heavenly additives infused cup of gassy colouring.

Srsly, wtf was his father thinking. Told momo about this incident and she was like, "I have never, ever, allowed you and Ben (my brother) to buy this kind of rubbish, let alone drink this kind of rubbish. You and Ben also never throw your tantrum throw until like that ... I would have kill you there lah." Which reminded me of Pam, who PROUDLY tells us if her future child cries like that, she'll slap the living hell out of her child. Not a very nice scene to picture but, I think it's for the benefits of the child !

Momo told me quite a lot of stories of my childhood when I was on her bed with Boston. She told me that she practically raised Ben and I with her own 2 hands. Which touched me quite a lot. Dr. Lam help momo a lot as well .I'm just extremely thankful that I've been raised well although my mother didn't teach me much chinese so I'm like suffering now. Can't ignore the fact that she brought up my brother well and didn't go as harsh as she did on my brother because, I was, still am her daughter ('nuff said) I'm younger and I guess she didn't want me to suffer like my brother did. Now, I wished she drilled me for abacus as she did for my brother.

I should probably end this right now in case I keep going on and on and I'll successfully and conveniently ignore the stack of chinese exam papers, screaming for me to scribble on them. I won't even go into how much time there is left for the first major paper. It's like going to happen in 10 minutes.

Meaner just came back from a 2 hour run. Random .

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Rules of the Taggy Quiz:

A] People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B] Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

Here are my answers:

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be ?
I'll just stare at him and probably flick him the finger and hope he dies from a STD .

#2. If you can have a dream fulfilled, what would it be ?
To have all my dreams fulfilled .

#3. What will your dream wedding be like ?
Black tones wherever possible .

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you ?
Quite .

#5. What's your ideal lover like ?
Someone who takes me for who I am .

#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone ?
They're both equally blessed.

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love ?
I hate waiting, so I'll not wait .

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do ?
Nothing .I won't like someone who is already attached.

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days ?
Loads, but I refuse to let them get in my way, because I am of higher standards and obviously more superior and sophisticated than those who tries to bring me down .

#10. What do you want most in life ?
Woah, big big question .

#11. Is being tagged fun ?
It can get pretty annoying when they keep coming and coming.

#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time ?
I'll be 27 years old, I'll use the damn mirror .

#13. What would you like to witness in ten years time?
Aurora Borealis .

#14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is ?
Jeremy Wong .Annoying, noisy, tall, annoying, but all in all a good annoying noisy tall fat friend .

#15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor ?
Single and rich .Because when you're poor in a marriage, everything sucks .

#16. If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be ?
A HOBBES, like Calvin and Hobbes kind of Hobbes.A jaguar, lynx, dinosaur, alligator, big brown bear,polar bear cub, cheetah .. etc .

#17. What are one of those things which you would prefer not to do ?
Getting pissed off .

#18. What kind of person do u think u are ?
Rude .

#19. What do you define as a bad day ?
When murphy laws attack .

#20. If you have to choose between friends and loved ones. Who would come first?
I have no fucking idea .


I was tagged by Jeremy.
Next targets : Robin ?Elize ?Whoever? Aiyah don't need to do lah .

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12:01:00 AM

Thursday, May 22, 2008

You & Me - Lifehouse

Got tagged by Mr. R3gular to do this memememe .

The 7 Meme

7 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME:

  1. I don't like to watch the traffic when I cross roads.

  2. I prefer to drink with 2 straws.

  3. Everybody likes my handwritings except myself .

  4. I LOVE comfortable hoodies .Nothing beats a comfortable hoodie.

  5. I don't lock my door when I leave my house.

  6. I bloody love chocolate truffles, ice kachang and jellies.

  7. I xucking hate skin coloured lingerie, REALLY HATE them.

7 THINGS THAT SCARE ME:

  1. When you're working on this damn important document, your computer crashes on you.

  2. Sudden, loud, piercings noises (same as people scaring me from behind?)

  3. When my mind starts to wander aimlessly and thinks of the worst case scenarios all the time.

  4. Lines on topographic maps .

  5. Bad fashion sense .

  6. Medical reports .

  7. Really really really dark kind of darkness.

7 RANDOM MUSIC AT THE MOMENT:

  1. Blind - Lifehouse

  2. As Above So Below (Justice Remix) - The Klaxons

  3. 我不想忘记你 - 郭静

  4. 三人 - 郭静/范玮琪/张韶涵

  5. Cataract - Sparta

  6. Alexithymia - Anberlin

  7. Mind Circus - Way Out West

7 THINGS I SAY THE MOST:

  1. Fuck .

  2. SERIOUSLY.

  3. BLOODY HELL .

  4. Walau, it's fucking warm lah .

  5. Oh shit, where's my phone/wallet/book/pen/hairband/headset

  6. I want to drink bubble tea, mango red tea .

  7. NGGGIOOOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW boom . (Only Elize understands this.)

7 THINGS I TREASURE THE MOST(in no ranking order):

  1. Friends and family (including Boston).

  2. My birthday presents. (Hand painted Jack Skellington marrionette,Living Dead Dolls, voodoo dolls.)

  3. Time well spent.

  4. Originality

  5. The ability to speak my mind wherever and whenever I want.

  6. Past and present happenings/times/whatever.

  7. Health

7 “FIRST TIME” THINGS I EVER DID:

  1. Attended a funeral of a friend. (2006)

  2. Drank myself silly (won't happen anytime soon). (2004/5)

  3. Went to heaven on earth, Mauratius/Maldives and scuba-dived for the whole ten days. (2002)

  4. Stole something .(2003)

  5. Made a best friend who was mentally disabled. (1995)

  6. Went for a disastrous operation. (1999)

  7. Moved into a new estate/home which I didn't like. (2003)

7 PEOPLE TO DO THIS:

  1. Elizebeth Megan Wong Xiao Wen CocoBallsz Nggggiooowwwwboom . :)

  2. Alicia Tan Ying Ying arteh farteh ballx .

  3. Yongkii ~

  4. Jeremy.

  5. PeeKayExex.

  6. Yingeh !

  7. Li Ji Kam . :D Richie Kam I mean .

    ******
After school, went to have lunch with Pamela the Samseng and ChunHui, fat ani and Yingeh .Felt damn happy after school so I kept blabbering nonsense non-stop. So we made our way to Subway and queued up for food lah, after asking two guys to GO AWAY cause 2 asses on a 6 seater table was just plain .. selfish :( But they left so, yay !Same phone buddy .

This shabby looking middle aged chinese guy and his wife were like speculating the bar where all the fish and meat were. Damn shabby looking cause this guy wore this singlet probably bought at those souvenir shop at Penang or whatever and his shorts' threads were like LOOSE AND it bloody looked like his shorts were about to ROT there and then .

Anal guy (AG) : "Eh .. Your subway sandwiches are very small. I went to America and their sandwiches are the same as those in the pictures. *points to menu board* .
I know because I've been to America .So little ah ?You see the tuna sandwich on the menu, so full. The sandwiches at America are bigger . "

Poor Subway sandwich artist (PSSA) : "Oh, haha but sir, the pictures have all the vegetables, so they look fuller."

AG : "No .. The sandwiches in Singapore are smaller, I've been to America and I know."
Then PSSA gave a very awkward smile and carried on with his damn tiring job of asking people if they want a 6-inch or 1foot bread.

WHO GIVES A BLINKING HELL SHIT IF YOU'VE BEEN TO AMERICA . BLOODY BLUE FLIPPING HELL . IT'S NOT LIKE YOU BLOODY FOUND AMERICA RIGHT . AMERICA SANDWICH BIG THEN GO AND BLOODY LIVE THERE . XUCK . PEOPLE DAMN BLOODY HUNGRY ALREADY YOU STILL SAY THE SANDWICH SMALL . BLOODY HELL .WHAT ABOUT THE ANIMALS AT THE OTHER ENDS OF THE KALIMANTAN FOREST WITH NO FOOD AND THE POLAR BEARS AT THE ARTIC GOT NO FISH YOU ARE STILL NIAM-ING ABOUT SMALL SANDWICHES.

I don't care if your son or daughter, mother or father or aunty not full enough because the sandwiches are SMALLER . SIAO AH .The produce at Subway is probably American food products, so it's easier and cheaper to get these food products. THAT'S WHY CAN GIVE MORE LAH . YOU GOT SEE THIS UNCLE SELL CHAR KUEY TEOW OR OR LUA JIAN AT LOS ANGELES OR BEVERLY HILLS WITH EXTRA HUM ANOT ?!?!?!?!?!

ROARRR

It doesn't help when his wife was the EXACTLY THE SAME AS HIM .I think she was choosing the cookies, maybe SINGAPOREAN COOKIES ARE SMALLER THAN AMERICAN COOKIES .OH AND SINGAPOREAN SUBWAY CUPS SMALLER . SUGAR NOT AS SWEET . TISSUE NOT AS SOFT . STRAWS NOT AS THICK . AIRCON NOT AS COLD . SEATS NOT AS COMFY . GLASS PANELS NOT AS CLEAN . TABLE NOT AS HIGH . PAPER NOT AS CRISP AND THE XUCKING AIR NOT AS BREATHABLE AS AMERICA .

Damn bloody annoying lor !Don't so cheapskate CAN ?! If you want FULLER sandwiches go and buy cheap frozen ham made from unwanted body parts of a pig AND EAT 20 SLICES WITH BREAD . Eat until you die . Tmd , *curse*

If you think it ended there ...

THEY WANTED STUDENT MEAL ($6) . WTF . YOU ARE LIKE 43857676 YEARS OLD AND YOU WANT STUDENT MEAL . OH MY GOD . BLOODY CHEAPSKATE LAH . OH MY GOD . STUDENT MEAL ?! ARE YOU XUCKING KIDDING ME ?!?! .

Singaporeans like that .. damn irksome can ?! So bloody cheapskate for what ?!

******

Chinese lessons were very fun today !Yong Liang is like the best substitute teacher ever !Very clear, extremely comical and SUPER cute ! (Then Jeremy kept asking me to pinch him D: ?!)
Then LCH wasn't like .. unhappy today cause some people were talking then like .She kept asking “要 A 还是 B ?!”
I took DAMN long to understand what it meant but .. I got it in the end. I think my chinese is improving ! Had chinese for DAMN long and went back for lessons .Most of the classmates did classroom cleaning but I did Dosier (AGAIN) with Pam and Hui .

Random, omg, got some crazy psychotic cute guy stalking Elize ~ ! But she say he very cute, so .. pyscho a little, also never mind right :D .

Chinese on monday .Best of luck to me and myself and my friends too of course :) .

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6:50:00 PM

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Brand New Colony - The Postal Service

Hehehehoahoaheheahhaaheheheaheheohohoohuhuhu .

Kor is coming back from USA ~ !
Will be landing in Singapore, Thursday 12am.
3 weeks just flew past like that *snaps*
First bigmegamajorda paper on Monday.

Chinese.

Shower your blessings on me.

*breathes*

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9:25:00 PM


离开 - 郭静

OMGOMGOMG, I was soo waiting for it (Arrest of Franco Louis A.K.A Sexy Fragrance Prince) for his racist remarkssss, after Roarbin told me about it. (Yes, cause got a lot of remarks so it's ssssss.)

KUA KUA KUA ~

Damn stupid, I mean, any idiot will that know Singapore is like the country of peace, equality and whatever those 5 stars and the crescent represent. So anything to disrupt 5 stars will be ...

Sad case .

Anyways, WHO THE HELL WILL CALL HIMSELF Sexy Fragrance Prince. I guess, someone whose like, totally gay, air-headed, narcissistic, takes like 25692 pictures when he goes to the pasat near his house. Wears aviator glasses and ... has a ridiculous tann.
No srsly, did he REALLY think that he could get out of this incident just by apologizing? Emm, how about, no.
He is DAMN BLOODY narcissistic, I'm not even kidding, he probably screams his head off when he discovers a minuscule pimple on his forehead and like rushes off to Molten Brown and scratches the floor like crazy . Kudos to the really, really big fan boy/girl of his to take 324823924 pictures of him in a cafe. SRSLY .
It's just quite puzzling, does he not know about the severity of blogging something SOO extremely racist?

Can't blame him, probably only knows that he's damn cute, sexy, handsome, irresistibly hunky and is also pretty screwed up cause he's in jail now .
Anyways, here's a damn funny post :D.
GG lah, sexyfragrancejailbird prince :)

******


I think Boston is still damn cute,
even if he drinks from the toilet bowl and my cup. He is not going to lick my face anytime soon.


So we had this not-so-emergency excersize in school today, fire engines, stretchers, ambulances everywhere. We got SOO bored under the bright hot and big sun, the last resort was to ..
vent your anger. Started to start this chain reaction of thigh slapping. This is Angie's leg, muahahahaha ~
Anyways, as we played, we got like, really high and suddenly. Angie's bra strap bloody came loose and Yingeh MIRACULOUSLY managed to hook it back D: !! She has a new nickname
胸罩超人, don't know if this is right but, you get my drift.

Laughed DAMN bloody loudly and cheered when Mrs. Yeow walked past us . WTF?
Moved the class to the Gym, being class chairperson, must do all the sai kang like, take attendance (nevermind, I do it all the time). TAKE WATER for my classmates, nevermind. THEN .. COLLECT RUBBISH D: ?!?! *BIGMEGAHORRORFACE*
SRSLY man, some people should just GROW MORE BRAINS and LEARN HOW TO FULLY UTILIZE THAT PIECE OF PINK MEAT in their skull. Whilst drinking water, can actually spill all over the floor, what the xuck are they doing.

The school generously gave water to us and they happily tear off the plastic wrap and crush bottles and be like, retarded retards and play with bottle caps throw rubbish everywhere and ..
I had to pick them up because some teachers happen to ask me to pick them up.
Choon Chor (sp?) Joesen. Shawncheechee and I had to help Shawncheechee with his bloddy peeing plastic bag of his. Then in the end idk why we ended up clearing the whole Gym.

Cause cannot 见死不救 right. This leads me to another point, bloody smart asses complain how bloody hot it is. DRINK . THE . DAMN . WATER . so we won't have bloody plastic bag filled with water.

*ANGRY*



This is the Best Fresh Mushroom, prawns, beetroot and spinach Pasta In The Whole Entire Universe. It takes like 5 minutes to prepare this, which obviously, excludes boiling of pasta.
- TOTALLY RANDOM- MY NOSE CANNOT STOP BLEEDING SINCE LAST NIGHT BUT I DRINK A LOT OF WATER AND GREEN TEA AND NOT POKKA BUT THOSE INFUSE TEA BAGS THAT KIND WALAU KEEP KEEP BLEEDING :( POUTS- - END -

Anyways, was talking to Pam the Samseng about fast food. I AM NOT ALONE :) She's almost as anal as me when it comes to fast food. Omg HOW MUCH I hate fast food. Bleedy blood sucking business, selling unhealthy food at a high price.
Everybody should just go to FairPrice/Liberty Market/NTUC (is it the same as FairPrice?)/Shop & Save.
Buy some groceries, and cook for themselves.

This is how I study at home :D But I've decided to study at my own room. I have no freakin idea why my remote control looks so ridiculously huge, it's my paperweight.
Chinese was pretty bearable today, Jude had this insanely eye-catching shocking lime green fan that said " I am prepared for the Emergency Evacuation ! =) " and everytime I happen to turn behind or whatever, Jeremy will be either, waving at me, or singing songs from Kelly Clarkson/Bleeding Love by Leona Lewis Louis , whatever.

*****



Hi Mr. Wayne Thunder Seah, it's been a year since it was May 21st.
Still remembered when I was walking out of my condo and I received a call from Zully angel. I didn't know your friends then, but Zully knew that I was pretty close to you.
And he told me that you passed away in your sleep, took me like 15 minutes to realized what's happening and I bawled like a siaocharbor k.
Anyways, it's sad to see all your friends for the first time, at the wrong place. Bukit Timah crematorium.
And I still remembered the first time you texted me on MySpace and I got the shock of my life cause why would someone from BoredPhucks message me .
Wtf, you said I look damn AhLian who can't speak chinese for nuts. You're no better k.

Still remembered the stories you told me about The Suns in Aussie and remixing and recording Fiona Xie's and Levan's cancer warrior songs. That period of time was pretty crazy cause you kept recording and recording and you'll never stop.

I still miss the times you spoke to me 6am in the morning. Really miss you Wayne, you were and will always be the one who spoke sense in an extremely rude way and .. I've not deleted you off MSN in case you decide to speak to me.

Continue to rock the shit out in Rock & Roll heaven and you'll always be remembered !
Lots of love,
小笼包

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