Collide - Howie Day
Got this off Cowboy Caleb and it is somehow true ..

Today's probably the weirdest day ever. The heat super super overwhelming and annoying, and the faggots who keep drilling ought to spare a thought for us. Weird enough, with all the heat going on, I'm stuffing tissue up my nose, popping Clarinese and Atarax.

Oh, how much I hate running noses and watery eyes ...

The best way to study productively is to take small breaks. I still can remember Miss Quek's words .. she used to tell me that whenever I cannot figure out a bar or a phrase of notes, I should just take a break and come back 5 minutes later. (With all the crotchets and minims going on, I cannot sit down and decipher the notes slowly). That’s for my case .. I guess .

So there was like 2 big books of God knows what on the coffee table this morning, was mindlessly chewing on Sun Moulin toasts with my eyes closed until Momo decides to bombard me with the same ol’ questions. She made me read through my dad’s stuff. Boy, shitloads of receipts from various shops. Then Momo’s receipts were all from Supermarkets and grocery shops. *shrugs*

So my brother was asking me, “Are you bothered by it?”. I just told him that it was annoying, well, he agreed. I don’t know why I feel this way though, I thought kids when caught in a separation will be all emo-ish and stuff. Nah, he went off to play with Boston and laughed at Boston’s silly actions.

Oh well, I don’t know what happened, what’s going to happen or what will eventually happen.

I’ve just mysteriously and miraculously (at the same time), developed a liking and interest for the Northern Ireland conflict, between the Catholics and the Protestants with all the gritty British intervention and all. Grrreat time to start on Humanities revision!

Someone tell me what I should do for Accounts. *rips hair*

Labels: family, health, heartfelt, olevels D:, schoolwork

that I turn to Him !
Oh dear, I miss my lovelylovely 教会！
Recieved a text from Pastor Eric and he asked about how I was and all .. then it struck me, like .. how much I miss Lutheren Church of Our Redeemer. *hugs*

寶貴十架
Stream of Praise.


Amen!

Labels: LCOR, songs

I give up.

I give up.

Labels: I give up .

Couldn't find the original video :(
I love this love song.

Labels: lyrics, videos

如果没有你 - 莫文蔚

Long post ahead with really bad sentence structure, because I am sleepy.

There is actually nothing wrong with my Gmail account! Damnit, it's FF being anal, cannot sign into my Gmail at all. Switched over to IE and tadah ~ ! Shall blog in IE from now onwards.

Been thinking about many things, accepting critisicms, thinking about the future, planning for the future (wao, big thing) etc etc. Need to start on Humanities already, been revising a lot of Mathematics and Science. English? English, very important :( should start to go over to Ben's room to take some books. 1984 by George Orwell next! Because I read the title somewhere, don't know where. Library soon, chiaobin.

Was studying Chemistry just now and it was EXTREMELY warm tonight! Gah! Also handed in coursework part B today and I felt a rush of happiness through every inch of my body. Albeit feeling extremely worried about my work after leaving the room, Imanaged to eat some of the stuff I've been craving for. I should learn how to take chilli ...

It amazes me, how some people can morph into someone else (totally different) in the shortest span of time. Facades and superficiality on a daily basis. Maybe because I'm like reaaaalll lazy or what, but I find putting up a front and disguising yourself is like, really, draining. I cannot bring myself to change myself and intermingle with anybody I see. How tiresome is that .. wao.

After Dowagr mentioned about Hand Dermititis, I began to Google/Wiki it for damn long, reading reports after reports about it. I'm quite certain that I have acute contact hand dermititis, in a nutshell, my hand's a little allergic to everyday substances like detergent, shampoos, hair gels and sometimes even water. That really means, that I cannot be touching the stronger solvents and substances around the household :( No acids, no alkalis ... no water? Wtf? I love showering :( Momo's been trying to get a slot at National Skin Centre but the alimony shiet is taking up a lot of time and I really can't be bothered, well, unless the skin on my hands starts to crack and bleed or something.
*slaps on Crabtree's hand lotion*

I was shown blogs of girls who recently lost their loved ones, one of it belonged to a girl who lost her boyfriend, Clifton, due to NS training and another girl who lost her girlfriend in a fatal car accident.

Immediate reaction was to think of Wayne. Dearly departed, gone too fast, too soon. I hope you're doing well Handsum. I am glad and thankful for the fact that your passing on didn't hurt. I was watching you guys on YouTube during Mosiac Fest. I wish there were more shows of you and The Suns now ... Really miss you Wayne. I told you I'll come looking for you with my results. I'll also bring you to my favorite cafe.

Keep rockin', Mr. Thunder :)
xiaolongbao ! <3.

Labels: emo femo nemo, friends, life, olevels D:, schoolwork, wayne thunder, whine

A Heavy Hearted Work of a Staggering Genius - Anberlin

Woke up bright and early this morning and let to shop with Momo, initial plans was to wake up at 3am to study but .. sleep overrides. Got dressed under 5 minutes because Momo picked out my outfit for me and went off the get a cab. Stupid lady and her mother stood right in front of us when we were flagging for a cab. So fucking rude? Whatever, when Momo suddenly decides that we should go home .. a nice lil Kia cab stopped right in front of us. *gleam*

Went off to buy a dress from Mango, white one and a top. Bought bangles and earrings and a washed tee for YingShan, hope she likes it :D Am bloody jealous of girls with a petite/slim frame. I saw 5 pairs of gladiator sandals today. *rolls eyes*

Whilst walking back to the taxi stand to go home. Some guy touched the middle of my back. I really hope it was on accident. 'Cause it's mother creepy.

Reached home after a REALLY long taxi ride, supposed to go by BKE but we went by KJE instead. New driver didn't know where to go and Momo thought we should take KJE. Gah. Took a big turn to Choa Chu Kang then to Hillview instead of exiting from Dairy Farm. *ANGRY*

I am so tired nao. Am going down to pass Mr. Robin books. Think he's going Murakami-crazy, passing him H.G Wells and Audrey Niffenegger as well ....

This was such a redundant post.

Labels: shopping, tiredtiredshagshag

Just Like Heaven - The Cure

Leave a comment here and I'll

1. Tell you why I befriended you.
2. Associate you with a song / movie.
3. Tell a random fact about you.
4. Tell a first memory about you.
5. Associate you with an animal / fruit / food.
6. Ask something I've always wanted to know about you.

I'll respond to anybody whom I've seen or know :) Even if I don't talk to you :D. I demand a reply of the same set of question.

Labels: meme

I've got so many movies that I want to watch :(

Edward Scissorhand, Hard Candy, Nightmare Before Christmas 1 & 2, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, Sleepy Hollow, I Am Sam, Green Mile, Beetlejuice. Leon : The Professional, Forrest Gump, Pursuit of Happyness, Die Hard 4.0, School Of Rock,Big Fish, Amelie, Girl Interrupted, The Pianist, Closer, Pulp Fiction (ever since Meaner mentioned it), Gangs of New York, Moulin Rouge, The Devil Wears Prada, Ed Wood, Sex and the City, Ichi the killer, The Godfather, Les Misérables, Legally Blonde (YES), Quil, Chester, Les Choristes, 古惑仔, Spirited Away, Tenacious D, Anastacia, The Doll Master, The Truman Show, Fight Club, Chocolat, A Clockwork Orange, BEAUTY AND THE BEAST !!, Shrek 1 & 2, Beautiful People (I love love love the movie poster so mucho), The Royal Tenenbaums, Jaws, A Nightmare on Elm Street, Constantine, Schindler's List.


Movie marathon wimme, anybody?

Labels: movies, OMG I WANT

On My Balcony - Flunk

All I wanna do
Is sit here on my balcony
And think about you and me
And how happy we could be

Here comes summer
Picking flowers in the early hours
Without a care in the world

Except perhaps for bees and birds

This is easily one of my all time favorite songs and every time I pick up my phone, this is the very first song that I'll listen to. Unless I'm in a weird mood, I'll listen to Heartbreaker by Teriyaki Boyz or No Diggity by Klaxons. Hurhur .

Because I feel really blue-ish/emo/walk in drizzle/feel floatish today, am gunna use blue. Texted Meaner for his Nike Plus run but he told me he didn't perform up to standard and he was like .. well, sad. How can anybody get a little sad from just running. Boys/men, I can never understand and them and vice versa.

Here I am, eating 蟹肉蛋炒饭 feeling cold, hugging my baby pillow, planning out what to study later. Pam couldn't make it for tuition tonight, think something happened to her relatives and her brothers aren't at home. Hope alls well.

Walked aimlessly around Bukit Panjang Plaza for a little while 'cause it was drizzling and I didn't feel like walking under the rain, am still sneezing from getting caught in the rain for the past few days. *urgh*. Went into the pet shop and realized their stuff are pretty over-priced. What's up with shops having over-priced stuff? Uncle tidbit's coffee mix is like $1.20? A drink in Kou Fu is easily $1.50. WHAT?! Doesn't even make sense, got to remind Elize the chiaobin and myself to bring our waterbottles. Everything is SO friggin' expensive.

I digress, saw a spiked red leather collar going at $49! DAMN, it was SO sexy, would've looked SOO good on Boston, but it's damn overpriced. EVEN THE PUPPIES WAS OVERPRICED MAN. Miniature maltese going at $1,349. People, just adopt.

I realize I take close to forever to finish my food. It takes me close to 20 minutes to finish a ham-cheese sandwich and 45 minutes to finish one ladle full of rice. Takes even longer to finish Botak Jone's meals ... *shoots self*

OH OH OH. I saw a cute guy at Bukit Panjang Starbies today, I think he caught me staring at this girl who had this REALLY weird looking and HUGE water bottle containing some form of orange liquid (assuming it's apple-carrot-orange juice) and yes, everybody knows I give the weirdest facial expressions .. but yah .. I think he saw me giving the really really "wtf?!" face at the girl who was burying her face in her A-Math textbook, scribbling dy dx shiets. I looked up at saw him staring. Veli cute.

School's been having like a lot of theft cases, Mr. Teo Y.A being the new discipline master and what not, he's been really busy AND on top of that, he's neglecting us! So here's shoutout to delinquents in school ...


Stop wasting our time. If you REALLYREALLY need your tabacco fix, just drop school and smoke till your lungs degrades into nothingness. If you reallyreally find stealing phones/money/valuables thrilling, exciting and rewarding. Just I don't know, do whatever you want. Stop wasting our time and the teachers' time, it is SO annoying.

I bet none of you people ever searched for the meaning of school in the dictionary.

school1 Audio Help /skul/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[skool] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation –noun

1.	an institution where instruction is given, esp. to persons under college age: The children are at school.

2.an institution for instruction in a particular skill or field.

AND ?! I was REALLY pissed beyond words when I realized Mr. Teo couldn't teach us this afternoon, not at him, but at the people who made him do such laborious jobs. Statements, running up and down school, looking for people. We don't need another Mas-Selemat fiasco in school, catching people who keeps hiding.

I mean siruzly, if you're THAT desperate for money, please head over to the H.O.D and look for Mr. Thiru, he is this tall guy who smiles a lot and ask for financial assistance. National exams are approximately 50 days away, can't these people just tahan for another 50 odd days and I wouldn't give two flying fucks if they want to murder and kill. Let's see, 4/5 years in school and you reallyreally have to screw up the very last year AND at the same time, cause students in school to be wary of their surroundings?

Now, whever we leave the class for other lessons. We need to bring down all our valuables. Great, now they can even climb into the classrooms through the windows. Maybe we can't even bring them out in the future, they might just be snatch theives and snatch our belongings away from us and make a dash for the school gate. *rolls eye* Man, I mean, is it me? or am I just being super anal for the right reasons. URGH .

This post has mysteriously amplified into a full-fledge ranting post! COOL BEANS.

Family seperations are so insanely annoying. It's all about money, assets, money, assets, money, assets oh and .. money. MAN and I have to be dragged into it because, I use money also ma. Endless e-mails and conversations over topics that have been discussed incalculable times, but they all have one common answer. "I don't know". Maybe that's cause why these conversations never seem to end. I don't like telling people the things they expect to hear, I think I'm real selfish, but hey, who cares. I can do whatever I want! *snobface*

I'm getting extremely impatient over trivial issues. Whenever someone posts me with a stupid question, all I can think of is how many times I can stab his/her face till I can't see an inch of skin.
:)

Tata.

If you read till the end, I love you!
really.
hugs and kisses for you.

Labels: ANNOYING, emo femo nemo, meaner, rants, stupid people

Just Like Heaven - The Cure

WOAH! I had a really bad scare just now, because .. I couldn't sign into my Google account which is ultimately my Blogspot. I THOUGHT SOMEONE MANAGED TO HACK MY ACCOUNT AGAIN . OMG .

But it's fixed :) DPL said something about clearing the cache (whatever that is) and restarting the com. Then SUDDENLY, my computer decide to run the disk checking shiet! Then I panicked AGAIN! 'Cause of the fact that I know shit about computers (I only can memorize specs) so I kept freaking out. Haha, but it's working. Phew. Need to use this piece of metal until I get a new laptop, hope it doesn't fail on me.

School today was tolerable, I keep drifting in and out of my day-dreams (when I'm not talking). Ms Siew was asking about various irrigation methods and Alvin said REALLY funny stuff that was REALLY lame but I couldn't stop laughing. LOL .
Rahim said to perform a rain dance. AND HE STARTED TO DANCE THE RAIN DANCE WITH his serious face !!!
OMG HAHHAHAAHAH IT WAS DAMN FUNNY.
Ms Siew was SOO tolerable to Alvin's jokes and she couldn't stop laughing. She was like laughing so badly that she said "perm-ission" :D She's probably like the only teacher who laughs with us. HURHUR.
Some classmates were saying stuff like "Pump pump pump then SHOOT out from TWO big boulders!!" accompanied with a HUGE grin. I think it was Jaron. The entire class was laughing and banging their tables .. uhhh .
Then when everybody managed to settle down Alvin burst out with another phrase,
"YOU LIKE IT BIIIIIGGG?" . Another round of non-stop laughter. Gawd, and Ms Siew just went on to rip his hair out. LOL.

I have no idea how could they come up with stuff like that JUST from one word IRRIGATION.

Oh yah, must remember to thank CHUN HUI! because when I was sleeping, she was patting my back to make me sleep and it is DAMN sleepy kind of sleepy (DAMN PURPOSELY LOR) . She said she always pat her Xiang Xiang (nephew) to sleep and stuff like that. Then I tried to make her sleep .. Twas a sleepy day yesterday.

Momo gave me 2 new medicine to try out yesterday, to check if the kids will like it. One was Kiwi flavoured and one was Mixed Fruity Flavour. The Kiwi flavoured syrup tasted like Vodka and the Mixed Fruit Flavoured one tasted like a concoction of DIABOLICAL SHIET. Told Momo NOT to get these shiet for her kids.

I had a super long mental list of things-to-blog-about. BUT .. as usual, everything slipped off my mind and I've been thinking of things that usually don't bother me. Money .. education .. future .. family etc etc. I've never ever worried for aforementioned but now? I CANNOT stop thinking of the future. Bah ..

I'm abstaining from RedBull because it's harmful. Shared one can with ChiaoBin Elizebeth Megan Wong today! I hope school doesn't sell the blue and silver one, if not I'll really drink a lot of RedBull.
I hope I can eat Botak Jones with YK later ..
sudden outburst craving for Botak's food!

I JUST SAW THIS FROM PAMELA'S BLOG.

I SKIPPED DETENTION TODAY - AGAIN .
I think we are taking advantage of Mrs Peng leh .
Very bad ! all linxi's fault lor . LOL :X ~
what a bad chairman . :P

WHHHAAAAT IT'S MY FAULTTTT ?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!
*MEGA HORROR FACE*

Labels: emo femo nemo, food, schoolwork

When Love and Hate Collides - Def Leppard

I AM NOT GOING TO BAKE CUPCAKES SOON!!! Like Pam mentioned, it was really really cupcake horror. Baked 24 cupcakes (multiply that by 18 students), 4 kinds of fats, 6 cupcakes each. Every single ingredient has to be measured SOO precisely that it was SOO annoying.
Ghee smelt really really REALLY bad. It was SOO warm and she couldn't stop shouting, WAO. I can bake and ice 40 cupcakes at home (and be a little tired) but if you do it in school. It's just a whole different story.
Will update with pictures soon! Damn, need to get Gik fixed.

LAUGHED A LOT DURING THE EXAM.

After the whole exam, Pam GRACIOUSLY， 很大方地给了我一个小蛋糕
我就以为蛋糕很好吃，可是，超难吃咯！！！
真的，我发誓，超级难吃。 难怪她大大方方，方方大大，方大大方，方大方大给了我她的蛋糕。
(the big square big square shit is an inside joke)

Going off to 小阿姨's house for Brandon/Boris' birthday dinner. Uncle is in charged of the food tonight :D HAPPY HAPPY GLEAM GLEAM. becuase he is some chef at Crystal Jade at Vivo City. Gonna have a long night of laughter and Cantonese! I hope there are XLBs.

KBAI.

Labels: chinese, HAHAHA, schoolwork

I have such great friends. *touched*

Linny. omg lah i'm turning blind . why am i seeing static. says (12:21 AM):
why you don't want to go ?

yongkiat . says (12:21 AM):
sian la, must spend money also

Linny. omg lah i'm turning blind . why am i seeing static. says (12:21 AM):
you saving money for what ?

yongkiat . says (12:22 AM):
your birthday

Linny. omg lah i'm turning blind . why am i seeing static. says (12:22 AM):
?

yongkiat . says (12:22 AM):
HAHA!, no la, i'm not saving, i'm out of cash

Linny. omg lah i'm turning blind . why am i seeing static. says (12:22 AM):
EYER . WHAT THE FUCK . THANKS LAHH . MADE ME HAPPY FOR THAT INSTANT MAHFUCKKKKKAAAAA

Linny. omg lah i'm turning blind . why am i seeing static. says (12:23 AM):
EEEYYYYYYYYERRRRR I'M GOING TO BLOG ABOUT THIS .


/My birthday's on the 30th of September leh. *hint* :)

Labels: HAHAHA, msn convos

How 6 Songs Collide - Norwegian Recycling



BOSTON IS SO CUTE AND INNOCENT LAH :( WHY LIDDAT ?!

My babylove Boston bit someone today .. and that someone is Momo. I felt like the worst shiet on planet earth/mars/jupiter/whatever for the entire day.

So some faggots decided to leave food on the ground and Boston decided to grab it (but he wouldn't eat it) he will just hold it in his mouth and parade it around and be super haolian. Albeit telling Momo NOT to grab his muzzle and forcefully remove stuff from his mouth (countless of times in fact), she still did it (because Momo doesn't want Boston to eat whatever's in his mouth). Then Boston bit her .. :( Momo had to get some jab to ease the pain and I still don't dare to look at the wound cause I am afraid of shiet like that.

Boston was clearly in shock (someone tell me why?) and he hasn't eaten anything, not even cheese and chicken and whatever I feed him. He has been hiding underneath the coffee table and comes out once in awhile to kick his tennis balls around but will still stay underneath the coffee table for quite sometime.

Boston bit someone :( I feel like the worst owner on earth and Momo keeps insisting that it's not my fault. Gah .. totally reminds me of the super scary Bailey who snaps at anybody who attempts to touch her collar. *shudder*.

Need to do something about Boston being aggresive when it comes to taking things from him. I am soo confused over nothing. I used to be a dog handler! I should know how to handle dogs what?! Although not professionally .. but .. AHHH ?! I think I'm going to muzzle Boston when he goes out for his runs .. but I don't want to let people think that Boston is dangerous because he is not. He loves kids and soccer balls .. walau why must people stereotype dogs. As if stereotyping humans are not enough. BOSTON VERY SCARY MEH WHY MUST ALWAYS GIVE ME JIAO BIN WHEN YOU SEE BOSTON IN THE LIFT WHEN HE IS SITTING DOWN IN THE CORNER NOT DOING ANYTHING .

AND I XUCKING HATE PEOPLE WHO THINK THAT THEIR PEDIGREE DOGS ARE LIKE GOD-LIKED.

I . LOVE . MY . STRAY . DOG .


F&N practical exam tomorrow afternoon. I'm gonna bake 24 cupcakes (butter, margarine, pastry margarine and ghee) and carry out an experiment. It'd last still 6pm max, need to drink RedBull tomorrow!
Oraight, going back to the books now!

Eh balls, I want to eat at Food Court again. Let's abstain from Subway :D

Ciao bellas.

Labels: Boston, emo femo nemo

Ben Is Chasing Beautiful Girls - Norwegian Recycling

Took this quiz mentioned on Pamela-the-crazy-blogger's blog ...

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
Like some Parliament Member ._.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Awwwwwwwwwwwww .

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
That's right :D

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
o_O ?

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
Unusual job? Dog handler at k9? HURHUR.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.
Marathon runner?

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
Oh, kay.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
:D

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
:D !!! *nods crazily to the mood-swing part*

Bah, do math.

Be Like A Dosed Black Eyed Gary - Norwegian Recycling

-beginning of random outburst of profanities-
DAMN IT . FUCK IT . SCREW IT .
I want to slap everybody who pissed me off just now with my Juicy Couture bag because it has this big, metal, thing in the middle and it will cause your head to bleed and I'll make you clean my bag.
Or buy me the same one.
FUCK YOU UNDERSTAND.
ANGRY.
-end of random outburst of profanities-

I don't know if I should continue with my hiatus ..
seems like I know when to get off the computer when I need to.

How's everybody?

On Fire - Switchfoot

The hiatus is doing me good! Came online tonight for a little while and got greeting with "HAH! I KNEW ITT LOORRR" and "I knew it!!", "See! I knew it". Walau, don't so mean can? *glares at JayWalk and TSSD*

Started on Chemistry and Physics revision. My chemistry's reallyreallyreally REALLY .. weak.

Have been sharing redbull with elizethechiaobin almost every recess. s$1 REDBULL LEH. Where to get s$1 redbull ?!
喝了都爽，而且是双倍的爽 (cheap and it's redbull) ...

好啦。 要回去没有电脑的世界了。*笑*
我是他妈的累咯，可是明天早上要去学校 (and it's a saturday!?)。
读书读书读书！
再见！不要想我。:)

谢谢。

Labels: chinese, hiatus

Like A Virgin - Madonna

Am going to go on a hiatus from Monday onwards! No more MSN/CBB/Plurk (to heck with karma)/Blogging/Whatever!
Seeya guys soon, don't know when is the hiatus going to end though.

Leave your love and/or encouragements here or my last Plurk update. I will definitely go cold turkey, gah! May or may not check e-mail!
Still can SMS me okay, SMS is another different thing. (if you are going to give my phone number away, just in case someone wants it to send their love, please do ask me first! xie xie!)

Meanwhile,
To all lovely lovely barflies/crazy Plurkers, please take care of yourself, your livers and your loved ones :). Don't work too hard!
To all prepping for O'Levels, 加油 x 一百万！
To the rest (random blog stalkers) , don't miss me!

Lots of Love, xoxo
Linny ~ !

Labels: hiatus

My mood is so fucking bad that nothing can help it.
Not even free flow Lychee martinis.

On Fire - Switchfoot

WTF are you trying to prove to me?

- long emo ranting post ahead, skip if you don't love me-

Time is running out, I so wish that I have the ability to freeze time. Or have the ability to delete things away like how you can delete your Plurks. Because I always do things that I regret .. I think it's affecting me a lot, like, a whole new level of affecting. If that even makes sense that is.

Come to think of it, families eat dinner together, go fishing together, take pictures together in Botanic Garden (don't ask me why, it's just a family place). Sit in their little family car together, eat together, drink together, laugh over trivial matters, have vacations together. Wait for dad to come home together. Cut birthday cakes together.
Great, my family's all about politics, money and we converse through letters and emails and a guy in his 2 piece suit with his secretary. If you just labeled me as a little emo kid ranting about her dysfunctional family, this is a big F you to you.

I don't think I can work under pressure, but I NEED to work under pressure. Somehow or rather, I need to curb this. I have absolutely no idea why I've been thinking a lot (yes, I friggin admit that I don't usually exercize my brain -_-). I've been thinking of worst case scenarios if I happen to flunk badly for O'Levels (though quite impossible if I continue to mug). Still, I've got times when I just space out and wonder what the heck am I doing with my life, I'm not under-achieving, I'm not achieveing a lot and I don't really know what I really want (k I really want a lavish lifestyle and an ever expanding bank account to support it) bah, I can see you rolling your eyes already. Many a times, I really really feel like a directional-retard speck of dust. Really, just a speck of dust.

I think the fever has gotten to my brains and fried it as well. Though I am feeling like crap and I can't do anything productive, I tried very hard to plant my arse down to do some planning .. that was until Mr. JayWalk told me about his old podcasts and I laughed like siao whilst listening to it albeit having hunger pangs. Gah, I don't want to regret my decisions. Hell, I also don't want to bother people with my incessant questioning (which usually makes no sense at all), I dislike being a burden. But I'm so indecisive and scatter-brain at the same time and because of the fact that I'm SUCH an indecisive and scatter-brain person .. I think that I need some help from my friends at times, like reminding me this and that and what not ; and yet, I do not like to depend on others. Oh, the irony of being me.

I really don't know what I want. But I do know what I will get in return if I put in effort! ie. Year end shopping craze at HK with momo (I really hope this comes true, lemme tell ya, 5 days in HK is enough for me,I think ... I shop around the clock, non stop) and ultimately, results. Nothing beats good results, I think. *lets out a mega huge sigh* But no work no results. Gah ..

I wish that the uncles downstairs will STOP laughing like mad cows, damn annoying. Just barbeque your darn food and shutehellup .

OHWELL, gotta pick myself up soon, eat shitloads of Vitamin C. Long busy and hectic week ahead .. Oh boy, all the medicine been making my hands quiver like mad.

Labels: emo femo nemo

Time is running out .

Heart Breaker - Teriyaki Boyz

Very sick .
Very drowsy .
Very sian .
Very sick .
Very drowsy .
Very sian .
Very hot-tempered .
Very cold .
Drink cough syrup like water .
No appetite .
Vomited very nice food out .
Want to die .

Xie xie .

Labels: sick

A Bad Dream - Keane

I have absolutely no idea why I typed "Keane" in my WMP search box and haven't stopped listening to Keane. *sniff* I'm down with fever/cough/flu/diarrhea and what not. Woke up because I was gasping for air (read: nose block/lungs also wonky) . Scrambled in the dark to look for my life-saver (combivent) and miraculously found it stashed behind a pile of clothes. *cough*

Woke up and dashed right to the toilet and showered because I was afraid that I will slack around bed and not wake up and thus be late for school. Momo was like "girl, cannot wake up then straightaway shower one cannot you know because ..." cut her off before she starts explaining all her medical shiz. Mumbled a " huh nevermind asdoiasjncwaes,cm nx "

Came out and prepped for school. Momo asked me to head back to bed and sleep and is not allowing me to go to school (school people will send me back home anyways). Slept at 7:30 and .. woke up around 10 oddish and did daily ritual. Hotmail, Plurk, CBB, Blog, Hotmail.

Fever hasn't gone down since last night. BAHH . I feel like kns. BAHHH . All my joints hurt like fuck and BAHHHHHHHH .






BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH !!!!!!!!!

Labels: sick

Blind - Lifehouse

Can't be ARSED to do anything.

Take Cover - Acceptance

Linny. says:
GET IT

Linny. says:
ADB

Linny. says:
IS
INSIDE

Linny. says:
A CIRCLE

Linny. says:
SO AB

Linny. says:
IS THE

Linny. says:
FUCKING

Linny. says:
DIAMETERRRR

' p a m e ll a ; its a leoplurodon charlie!! { ❤ } says:
kaopeh

Linny. says:
NAHHHHHHEBBIIIIIII KAOBEIIIIIIII KA LI KONGGGGG

I don't even know what I was ranting about ._.
*stabs self*

Plurk getting damn addictive. Woots.
So fun :D Was trying to guess DPL's age today. Ohwells, overshot by about 8 years. :x

K DO WORK SHI JIAN ! XIE XIE !

Labels: cranky, msn convos, plurkplurkplurk

We Are Your Friends (Never Be Alone Again) - Justice Vs Simian

Met the Barflies yesterday night at Timbre. After dropping by my brother's girlfriend's house for a little while, then asked the brother to drop me at CityHall instead, cause girlfriend was running late for something and I don't like to be a nuisance.

Timbre was very enjoyable! The barflies are really friendly :) Shout out to Robin Le Toy Boy and Waffle for leaving early to take cab wimme. wa boooo zuiiiiiiiiiiii x 10. hahahaha .

Was mindlessly doing Math when Robin Le Toy Boy told me that he's reading on this cyber-war between DK (a blogger whom I have no idea of who he is) and some people from Ping. I don't know much about DK nor Ping. (yah, cause I'm damn swa-ku one). BUT one thing I know. I don't think DK's in the wrong. If he is, why are the top ten hottest topics are EXTREMELY against the idea of banning the dude?

Stereotyping/classification should only be for animals,plants and butterflies, because there are so many kinds of butterflies (my favourite is the bigass blue/black color one). I don't doubt that there's stereotyping and classifying in life, but just do it with your inner child/imaginary friend or something. Some things are better left unsaid.

I never liked stereotyping/classifying/judging, but I do it ALL the time. Silently. I've got groups in my mind like .. meh I'm not stating.

There was DISC profiling in school that one time, post exams activities. I recieved cards like "popular", "knows-how-to-talk that kind","leader", etcetc. Then I realized, popular? Really? Was happy initially but then I realized isn't the popular people the most hated ones? I hope I'm "popular" for the right reasons ... *ponders* . I have no idea, really.

I've been told that my face is damn dao/haolian/kaobei/jiaobin. Eh, but you guys don't even know me. I realized I've totally went out of topic, I'm sorry :(.

Classifying people online is just .. LOL (one bigass lol in your face), I don't even know how to describe that. It just doesn't make sense at all. It's not like judging in real life is bad enough, some people just had to judge people online AND real life as well. Siao bo? I thought there was only 2 classifciations. PeOpLe WhOXx TyPeeXx LYkkX THisHs and people who types like that. Apparently not, maybe I'm really too young and I don't know much.

K .'Nuff said. I'm going to do more Trigo and do well for O'Levels because I must work hard and earn moolah so I also can treat people to beer and whatnot. Doesn't make sense hor.

Labels: cowboybar, internet~

Dream On - Aerosmith

Ate at Crystal Jade Holland Vee with the Mother and went off to get someone's present :D Then when I was leaving this guy seating beside us said bye! to me. Then his girl friends were like, " Oh my god! You are soooooo *flicks hair* crazy! Anyhow talk to strangers ?!" Then his guy friends were like, " Eh? ".

Like, hello. What's wrong with saying bye -_- Like the other time, was talking to my Spaniard neighbor on the bus and we greeted with a hug and a peck on the cheeks. Then the people around us were like .. D: !!?!?!?!?!?!

-_-

My hands are getting freakish. Skin's getting super thin I think. Gets prune-ish within 5 minutes in contact with water :(
*slaps shitloads of Crabtree handcream on palm*
Pamela's really obsessed over the smell. Harharhar.

So many things to do today ...
Someone offered me 30% of his US19.7 million. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA .

K bye.

Labels: friends, random, sick, whine

Genesis - Justice


TODAY IS A FUCKING LONG DAY FUCK .
I DON'T LIKE TO TALK TO IDIOTS .
EVERYBODY WEARING HEAD BANDS/GLADIATOR SANDALS/HIGH-WAIST SHORTS/GRAPHIC TEES/AVIATOR SHADES/"VINTAGE" BAGS/"VINTAGE" WATCHES.

IF I HEAR ANOTHER PERSON SAYING OUT LOUD, "MY OUTFIT TODAY IS SO VINTAGE".
I WILL SLAP THE LIVING HELL OUT OF YOU.
WTF IS SO VINTAGE.

SHUT UP LAH.

EVERYBODY WEAR FBTS AND OVERSIZED TEES. NAO.
WALAU ANGRY . IDK WHY .
I'VE BEEN STARING AT THE WINDOWS MEDIA PLAYER VISUALIZATION SHIT FOR THE PAST HOUR AND I DID NOTHING.
I'M GOING TO OWE MORE HOMEWORK AND IT'S JUST GOING TO PILE ON REALLY QUICKLY.

I . CAN'T . DO . MY . WORK .

Labels: ANNOYING

Sigur Rós - Sigur Rós


Wao. Had a really really really really heavy lunch at PastaMania this afternoon with ErJie. We were bitching and talking and .. bitching and talking lor. Came home, grabbed sleep and did English. Gonna start on Math soon, hopefully I don't feel sleepy.

My upper lip has a cut and .. I don't know HOW to start on Coursework Part B. Timbre with the Barflies on Saturday, celebrating YuNz and Cool's birthday I think.

Anxiety/kanchiong/panic/pent up stressed, I really hope you don't come back for me again. Huge gigantic tsunamis of Emonemofemo (I like to name my feelings) strikes me at very random times of the day :/. Being a complete idiot with Elize usually helps, whilst eating rice very very slowly. We're so retardedly retarded that it's funny.

O'levels is so arduous a toil. Been damn long since I sat down and studied for a long long time. Should've started early. O'levels prep work is just a mother long mug session!!

不要为失败找借口
只为成功找方法

谢谢 TSSD for the Justice album, you 石头, really. :bigmegahappyelatedface:

Labels: chinese, cowboybar, emo femo nemo, olevels D:, schoolwork

I give up .

I give up .

Labels: I give up .